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I love my close personal friend Jegemie Knox so much (Nora please put him in a blender) when will he come home from the war? (press that blend button and hold it for 10 seconds at a time please Nora) 😔🤲

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Shadowhunter fanart in the big 26💃

Can’t believe I’m seeing Kitty again this year. I waited so long for tlkof so I expected a lot from it, I want this book to single-handedly undo years of progress on my mental health, Cassie please bring back yearning thank you 🕯

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when jean wandered past Rhemann’s office and he said that there were photographs of the team on the wall, i was expecting him to take a closer look at them but I guess he didn’t dare trespassing, which is a shame because I really want to know how jeremy looked like in earlier team photos, I think he would probably stand at the back on the outer edge or something, since he mentioned that the other freshmen were trying to stay as far away from him as possible (I like to think that he was being a bitch to them so they kinda put him in timeout✨) plus he wasn’t captain back then so I don’t think they would’ve sandwiched him in the middle or put him at the front. Whatever it is Jeremy won’t tell us nothing so it all depends on jean, but boy be like oh cool there are some photos on the wall and then he just moved on, like baby tell us what were those photos, lock tf innnnn 😭😔

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you know what the chin grab is just so funny to me because I checked all the other books and apparently it’s not a thing that Jean usually does, it’s a thing that he pulled out of nowhere, like it wasn’t pre-installed, bro just downloaded it after he met Jeremy and he literally does not use it on anyone else but jeremy, like when he wanted Cat to look at him he snapped his fingers in the air between them, when he wanted Kevin to explain Jeremy’s situation he dug his elbow into Kevin’s side but when it comes to Jer he uses the chin grab™️ he literally met Jeremy and be like I’m gonna pull this insane move on this one particular guy for no reason 😭

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🎶 I can feel my saturation leaving me slowly🎶

you guys know that in his head Jean thinks he gave Neil to Andrew, right? do you ever think he thinks the same for Jeremy if Jeremy decided to date one of his toxic hookups? like the first couple of times Jeremy showed up with a bruise in a wrong place or a see through smile that he can barely keep on his face, Jean would be furious like the way he reacted to what Faser did, but he couldn’t really do anything because he assumed it was not his place anymore, but it kept happening and Jeremy, with his self hatred, kept defending that guy and wouldn’t even listen to Laila, do you think there will be a point where Jean thinks that it’s his own fault because he gave his partner away to someone who he knew would treat Jeremy badly? do you think he would have to look at a clearly unhappy Jeremy and think to himself “I did this”? because I think about it all the time, anyway have this drawing of a smile slowly fades away from Jeremy’s face as my offering in exchange please go stream rawfear by twenty one pilots 🤸‍♀️💃 (click on the post for better quality because i don’t know why it’s so blurry)

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i know it’s not advised to reveal your location to random strangers on the worldwide web dot com, but in case anyone wants to know, I am right here, in the kitchen with these two yearners, it has been months and i’m still here btw.

I keep thinking about this scene and it’s funny because “there you are” is not even the most insane or romantic thing an author has ever came up with, it’s actually quite simple, but the reason why i’m so obsessed with that line is because it screams “to be loved is to be seen” and that’s why this part will forever be my favorite scene from TGR, I read that line and I wanted to repeatedly slam my head against the wall thank you Nora

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wanted to draw something for the release of the graphic novel but unfortunately I’m the world’s slowest drawer™️ so here it is, about a month after the book came out (I planned to draw Gansey at first because he’s my favorite but Noah didn’t get enough love so this is for him 😔✊💕)

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listen, I love Jeremy so so much and I don’t want to put him in any more tough situations than he’s already in, but I really really want Neil to question Jeremy once he found out that Jeremy is dating Jean, I want Neil to ask him tough questions (I can’t really imagine any other way this can go, it’s not like Neil to have a heartfelt conversation with Jeremy or something). I want what Neil is to Jeremy to be similar to what Andrew is to Katelyn and what Aaron is to Neil himself: someone who’s distrustful of the other at first because they care about their brother

(and MOST IMPORTANTLY i want Jeremy to answer those questions, my Jerejean heart needs that information like I need air so go and get those info for me right now Josten go go!!)

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Diversity wins! not a single straight person in the household, only that lgbt stuff Kevin Day warned you about in the nest 👩‍🦯

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The Palmetto State Foxes | Jeremy Alan Knox, #11, Striker

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Fox Knox AU because I’ve been thinking about what would’ve happened if Wymack had somehow snatched the fake blond for his team 💃

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dusting off my tumblr because i have to yap, have Jean and Cat at the beach as my offering.