love until we bleed;

Availia Leilani de Beauchamp. Everyone calls me Ava. Twenty and one years of age. In loyal servitude of House Targaryen. Mother of two.

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

I see. Well, you have been spinning ‘round in circles. Any new gossip?

[avadebeauchamp]

Other than the Queen being with child? Nay. I do not think so. [keeps her eyes averted]

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

Misery was painful to watch. Much harder when felt. [sighs then forms a smile to change the subject] So, how far have you gone with your reading? 

[avadebeauchamp]

[looks turns sheepishly] Not far, I admit. I got so distracted with the boys and duties and... And other things around the castle.

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[avadebeauchamp]

If you think anything is occurring with me, you are sadly mistaken, brother. [shrugs, glancing down]

[darkstonebastard]

I guess that sounds better than anything horrible happening at all, sister. 

[avadebeauchamp]

[sighs] I wish no horribleness would occur. I worry for everyone, especially you all and the boys.

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

Several things. Paranoia, mostly. Enough about me. How about you?

[avadebeauchamp]

If you think anything is occurring with me, you are sadly mistaken, brother. [shrugs, glancing down]

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

Exhaustion, I guess. And I haven’t been sleeping well. But then that’s my mind to blame.

[avadebeauchamp]

What has been troubling you so much?

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

Not really. But I’ll be alright.

[avadebeauchamp]

[stares up curiously] Has... Has something happened?

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

That among other things…

[avadebeauchamp]

Are you alright?

[fuckyeahselenita]

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[darkstonebastard]

Ah, tell me about it.

[avadebeauchamp]

And what's got you so exhausted? Being all lordly?

[avadebeauchamp]

What an exhausting day.

[thedragonprince]

I love you more than my own life, Ava.

[avadebeauchamp]

And I love you, Aerys. With all of me.

[bowen-black]

Yet you are better than most of the people in this castle. 

A horse, already, well he’s definitely growing a lot faster that I imagine, even I would be jealous. But Landon is a sweet smart kid, I’m sure he would eventually understand he’s too young to have one. 

[avadebeauchamp]

Nay, I surely am not.

Yes, both of them are getting older. It makes me feel ancient. Yes, his time will come. I just fear for his safety, like Mika's.

[thedragonprince]

No, I do not, but there is always doubt that you will grow tired of me. I do not believe your love will ever vanish, as mine for you never will.

[avadebeauchamp]

I can never grow tired of you.

[thedragonprince]

You still love me?

[avadebeauchamp]

Do you believe that what I feel for you could vanish in weeks?

[thedragonprince]

I cannot lie to you, my love.

[avadebeauchamp]

No... I mean, don't apologize for being you. Why would I love you any other way?

[thedragonprince]

I am sorry for who I am, but that does not change my love for you. Please. I miss seeing you. You keep me calm.

[avadebeauchamp]

Don't... Don't say that.

[thedragonprince]

Ava…don’t. [reaches out to brush his fingers against her arm gently]

[avadebeauchamp]

[pauses, tensing up a bit at his touch but looks back his way] Yes?