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Should I bring this blog back...? 🤔
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this blog is now an archive.
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well I still don’t have a laptop yet sooo I’ll be writing and such on discord. IRONSIDE#4679
come write with me there please and thank you xox
Sorry I’m so friggin slow. Life is super busy and difficult right now but I promise I will do replies when I can.
aaron & devi
hopelesswxnderers:
“Wow, I really wish I could eat my words right now. That imagine is wrong.” Aaron pulled a disgusted facial expression, but it soon returned to his usual, careless one. He wasn’t so good at all of that serious stuff, especially at this specific time in his life. It was all about annoying comments. In fact, he wasn’t sure why he was there at all, he’d be sure to do nothing but annoy everybody. He didn’t know the first thing about helping a band set their stuff up, he wasn’t even that keen on their music – though Aaron wasn’t really a ‘music’ kind of guy, he’d just listen to whatever was on. “I doubt you could carry this,” he chuckled, lifting some of the speaker equipment. “So when did you grow some tits? You looked about five last I saw you. I’m spookin’ me out.”
Devi wasn’t really amused when he spoke --- her relationship, term used loosely, with Aaron was always shady at best. They barely every spoke, and when they did, annoyance was always the tone. She learned to mostly ignore him over time, but that didn’t change the fact he managed to get under her skin. Devi rolled her eyes to the high heavens as she lifted a box and moved it where it was supposed to go. “I grew them about the same time your balls decided to drop.” A dig, as the guy was older than she was. Still, Devi managed to keep a neutral expression as she hopped onto one of the speakers and watched him. “If you’re not going to be useful, at least come with me to run the merch stand tonight. Because we both know your alternative plan is to sit in the tour bus and wank. Or watch SportsNet.”
RULES: WE’RE SNOOPING UPON YOUR PLAYLIST. SET YOUR ENTIRE PLAYLIST ON SHUFFLE AND REPORT THE FIRST 10 TRACKS THAT POP UP AND THEN CHOOSE 10 FRIENDS.
tagged by: @hopelesswxnderers
1. Hello - Adele
2. Alive - Krewella
3. You Oughta Know - Alanis Morissette
4. Boomerang - The Summer Set
5. I Miss You - Blink 182
6. Damned If I Do Ya - All Time Low
7. Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
8. Closer - The Chainsmokers ft. Halsey
9. Anything Goes - Florida Georgia Line
10. A Sky Full of Stars - Coldplay
tagging: @noelfishermuses // @heroexxs // @musebyanyothername // @volerlesromantiques // @lilcrajiwriter
musebyanyothername:
Despite the fact that Brighton had been waiting to hear those words for what seemed like forever, he didn’t really know what to say once they were out there. Lucia was his best friend, there was no mistaking that, but if things were to change between them there was the possibility that it could be lost. It was a huge risk to take given both of their dating history, but they had also never dated anyone like the other. “Yes, I know you’ve tried dating people. I’ve tried as well and it just never worked. I think there’s a part of that which is to blame on my feelings towards you as well.” If nothing else, at least the truth was out there, even if it did scare the shit out of Brighton that it was. “I think…there’s a part of this that’s natural. We’ve been friends for so long, it feels natural that there would be something develop there. I suppose the real question now is if it’s something we want to encourage or something we should talk through and move on from?”
This was uncharted territory. Neither had been here, not quite like this. Not with eachother. Lucia listened carefully, though they weren’t the words she wanted to hear. Not really. Or perhaps they just weren’t the words she expected. “I don’t.... I don’t know if it’s natural. I mean, I have other close male friends, that I absolutely don’t feel like this for...” She trailed off a moment, then sighed because she wasn’t sure that he’d understand. Lucia didn’t think it was expected, she thought their situation was... special. But perhaps she was wrong. Maybe he felt this way, but didn’t want to. Especially not when he appeared to think there was a choice in how to proceed. “What do you want to do, Brighton?” She looked up at him, expecting an answer. Because if he wanted to move on from it, she didn’t want to tell him that for her, there was no choice. That she wanted to be with him, through thick and thin, for the rest of her life. But there was no sense in admitting that to a person who thought he’d be able to talk through these emotions.
hopelesswxnderers:
“It’s okay, you’re allowed to have days like this,” Eleanor spoke softly, holding onto the other woman’s arm and allowing her thumb to rub it up and down. “Why don’t we go into town and get a drink. We can just say ‘fuck this’ to life and have a bit of fun. I’ll buy.” She tried to gain eye contact with Ava again, even if it meant moving her head closer. In the end the brunette sighed and wrapped her arms around her girlfriend, pressing her head into the other woman’s shoulder.
“I love you,” she whispered into Ava’s ear. “I want to rip your clothes off every minute of the day. But I also want to just…be.” She didn’t know what she was trying to say. “Fuck it, let’s just go on holiday. Holidays always make things better, right?”
“I suppose...” the words were whispered as Ava looked away from her. Honestly, she didn’t deserve Eleanor, and everyone knew that. Everyone. Probably even Eleanor. She was inadequate at loving the woman. She was nowhere near good enough, and days like this really made her question what she was doing here. Who she was trying to fool. Ava sighed a little and kept looking ahead, even if her girlfriend tried to make eye contact. “Drinking is probably not a good idea for me right now, El. I should probably go home and go to bed. Or something similar.”
She stopped walking when Eleanor kept trying. Because God knows the woman did try to make her feel better. And Ava was being unfair. A little sigh escaped her lips and she nodded her head just a little. “Holiday. Yes. Away from everyone here...” Her eyes finally found hers and she tried for a little smile. “Anywhere you want to go.....”
hopelesswxnderers:
He’d started pacing as she entered his home. It was quiet, other than the sound of shifting bodies and the light sounds of the animals making noise on the farm. His housemates were out, thankfully. They’d definitely have something to say if they weren’t. “And how the hell is that fair on me?!” He’d never felt so much heart-ripping pain from a woman as he had from her leaving. He didn’t always get attached to his girlfriends like he had her. Cam didn’t sit with her, his legs continued striding around the cold room, barely looking at her. If he did, he’d crumble.
“I’ve moved on,” he said, blankly. There was little emotion of any kind to his voice, but at that moment his head did swing round to look at her. It was only fair there was eye-contact as he said the words. “I’m with somebody else now. You’re too late.” His words were spoken in nothing but a regretful tone, though he knew full well he shouldn’t let that show. Cam gulped. “I’m sorry.”
There it was. He moved on. He forgot about her and found someone else. Nikki’s eyes grew wide, but only for a second, before she looked down at her hands. Really, she didn’t know what to expect. For him to sit around and wait? Of course he wouldn’t. Cam was... much too good to stay single for long. He had too much to offer, he was... a catch. As much as she hated using that term. Nikki slowly looked back up at him. Was he? Was he actually sorry? She didn’t dare ask. Instead, she just nodded. “Yea. I should’ve known...”
It wasn’t that Nikki isn’t a fighter. It wasn’t that she didn’t try harder. If Cam decided that someone else made him happier than she did, she had to respect it. That’s what it came down to with them --- respect. Nikki respected Cam too much to try and come between whatever he had. While some girls would turn up the charm, or the water-works, Nikki would back off. At least, as much as she could. That wasn’t to say it would be easy for her to get over him... because she never quite did. She looked down at her hands again, her form lowering to sit on the couch. She wasn’t leaving. Not yet, anyway. He’d have to kick her out. “I.... Is there.... anything... I can do...?” Well, it was worth a shot. Even a tiny one. Maybe if she gave him what he wanted, what he got with the other girl....
nikki -> cam
cam: try harder
cam: i can't deal with this right now
cam: you're too late. how many times do i have to say it?!
nikki: sorry
nikki: you won’t hear from me again
nikki -> cam
cam: you're right I don't
cam: and you can't send me things like this
cam: how is that fair on my girlfriend?!
nikki: sorry...
nikki: i’m trying, cam
nikki: i’m trying to leave you alone
Hi everyone. I’m slowly starting to pick things up again with this blog, but I’m changing it to become a selective/private blog. Only because I have so little time these days. My job is much more demanding now, and holidays mean less time at home as well since I’m traveling a lot this month. If you’d like to keep writing with me, please drop me a line!! I’m going to reply to some things within the next week of ships I’d like to keep. But please do come to me if you want to keep writing with me! Thanks for being so patient.
nikki -> cam
nikki: I know you don’t want to hear this
nikki: but I miss you
nikki: so much
angsty shit i’ve said or heard regarding relationships
oo1. “do you honestly think this is all about you?”
oo2. “it’s not the first time you’ve done this.”
oo3. “and you think that this is okay?”
oo4. “i’m just so fucking tired of feeling this way.”
oo5. “let’s just be friends.”
oo6. “you know i can’t just be friends with you.”
oo7. “whenever i see you with him/her or whenever i look at you in general, i always think: fuck, i messed up.”
oo8. “you’re the one that got away for me.”
oo9. “please don’t leave - i need you in my life.”
o1o. “can’t you give me a second chance?”
o11. “you know that i can’t do this.”
o12. “can’t you just think about how i fucking feel for once?”
o13. “we’re not even together and this feels like a fucking break up.”
o14. “you have a special place in my heart, you know that.”
o15. “fuck, i wish i could just rewind time.”
o16. “i’m so sorry, i really fucked up this time.”
o17. “i promise you, i’ll change!”
o18. “please, please just trust me.”
o19. “it wasn’t what it looked like!”
o20. “i’m not leaving, i’m just not going to talk to you for a bit.”
o21. “i just need to be alone right now.”
o22. “you not talking to me is as good as leaving.”
o23. “just look at me and tell me that you don’t love me anymore.”
o24. “just tell me you don’t love me, and i’ll leave you alone.”
o25. “just put yourself in my shoes, if you were me, you’d know how i feel.”
o26. “if you really did love me, you wouldn’t have done it in the first place.”
o27. “if you really cared about how i feel, even the slightest bit, you’d never do it in the first place.”
o28. “really? at times like this you’re bribing me with food to win my love?”
o29. “as much as i don’t want to leave, i have to.”
o30. “i’m sorry, it’s just the best option for me right now.”
Hi friends. My laptop is completely dead and I haven't been able to buy a new one. All my replies will be done via mobile today through this weekend, unless I get to a computer. Sorry for being absent .x.