AVERY yes like the mayo

he/she post dawtde rp blog

[averyatthecrossroads]

HIHI MOD AVERY HERE!! I use he/she pronouns and i’m an avery fictive, so while i AMMM roleplaying im also genuinely just avery The Guy Lol . we’re pretty busy and generally i’m the only one who wants to rp so our activity fluctuates

PLEASEEE interact🙏🙏 im down for almost anything as long as its sfw o7 this blog is set a few months post dawtde

also be warned this blog will probably contain themes of depression, trauma, & generally fraught mental health👍👍

tags so far:

at the crossroads - in character post

mod post - out of character post

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

I… I will. Don’t worry Avery, I can handle things like this. I wouldn’t lie to you. [avoids eye-contact]

[averyatthecrossroads]

…But you did. The last time we talked, you lied to me

[knight-in-gold]

Avery, I was trying to help you. The King would’ve merged with you instead! I was too far gone already.

[averyatthecrossroads]

But you weren’t helping YOURSELF???!! I don’t care if you were too far gone, it doesn’t matter, that wasn’t TRUE. There was another way, I know there was. We could’ve figured it out, we could have figured it out together

[knight-in-gold]

Why WOULD I help myself?? There’s no need! Even if it wasn’t true, at least now YOU’RE safe. In all other situations, I would’ve been too late.

[averyatthecrossroads]

BECAUSE YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE TO KILL YOURSELF??? Who cares about me, you’re important too. Isnt there that saying about putting on your oxygen mask before others or whatever?

Do you know that? Do you like know know that??

[knight-in-gold]

… … I do know that saying. I know everything, remember? I… I’m sorry. For lying to you. I lied to you too many times, especially about the King..

[averyatthecrossroads]

Haha, right… Just.. please don’t do it again. I want to help. I don’t want you to deal with this alone, and I’m like, already involved.

[knight-in-gold]

Thank you, Ave’. I… I would love to have some help…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ave- wow, that’s, nice, no one’s called me that before… Anyway. Just let me know, okay? Please.

[knight-in-gold]

Do you not like that name? And, I’m fine right now, but I’ll keep you updated

[averyatthecrossroads]

Nononono it’s good very good. I like it

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

I… I will. Don’t worry Avery, I can handle things like this. I wouldn’t lie to you. [avoids eye-contact]

[averyatthecrossroads]

…But you did. The last time we talked, you lied to me

[knight-in-gold]

Avery, I was trying to help you. The King would’ve merged with you instead! I was too far gone already.

[averyatthecrossroads]

But you weren’t helping YOURSELF???!! I don’t care if you were too far gone, it doesn’t matter, that wasn’t TRUE. There was another way, I know there was. We could’ve figured it out, we could have figured it out together

[knight-in-gold]

Why WOULD I help myself?? There’s no need! Even if it wasn’t true, at least now YOU’RE safe. In all other situations, I would’ve been too late.

[averyatthecrossroads]

BECAUSE YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE TO KILL YOURSELF??? Who cares about me, you’re important too. Isnt there that saying about putting on your oxygen mask before others or whatever?

Do you know that? Do you like know know that??

[knight-in-gold]

… … I do know that saying. I know everything, remember? I… I’m sorry. For lying to you. I lied to you too many times, especially about the King..

[averyatthecrossroads]

Haha, right… Just.. please don’t do it again. I want to help. I don’t want you to deal with this alone, and I’m like, already involved.

[knight-in-gold]

Thank you, Ave’. I… I would love to have some help…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ave- wow, that’s, nice, no one’s called me that before… Anyway. Just let me know, okay? Please.

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

I… I will. Don’t worry Avery, I can handle things like this. I wouldn’t lie to you. [avoids eye-contact]

[averyatthecrossroads]

…But you did. The last time we talked, you lied to me

[knight-in-gold]

Avery, I was trying to help you. The King would’ve merged with you instead! I was too far gone already.

[averyatthecrossroads]

But you weren’t helping YOURSELF???!! I don’t care if you were too far gone, it doesn’t matter, that wasn’t TRUE. There was another way, I know there was. We could’ve figured it out, we could have figured it out together

[knight-in-gold]

Why WOULD I help myself?? There’s no need! Even if it wasn’t true, at least now YOU’RE safe. In all other situations, I would’ve been too late.

[averyatthecrossroads]

BECAUSE YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE TO KILL YOURSELF??? Who cares about me, you’re important too. Isnt there that saying about putting on your oxygen mask before others or whatever?

Do you know that? Do you like know know that??

[knight-in-gold]

… … I do know that saying. I know everything, remember? I… I’m sorry. For lying to you. I lied to you too many times, especially about the King..

[averyatthecrossroads]

Haha, right… Just.. please don’t do it again. I want to help. I don’t want you to deal with this alone, and I’m like, already involved.

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

I… I will. Don’t worry Avery, I can handle things like this. I wouldn’t lie to you. [avoids eye-contact]

[averyatthecrossroads]

…But you did. The last time we talked, you lied to me

[knight-in-gold]

Avery, I was trying to help you. The King would’ve merged with you instead! I was too far gone already.

[averyatthecrossroads]

But you weren’t helping YOURSELF???!! I don’t care if you were too far gone, it doesn’t matter, that wasn’t TRUE. There was another way, I know there was. We could’ve figured it out, we could have figured it out together

[knight-in-gold]

Why WOULD I help myself?? There’s no need! Even if it wasn’t true, at least now YOU’RE safe. In all other situations, I would’ve been too late.

[averyatthecrossroads]

BECAUSE YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE TO KILL YOURSELF??? Who cares about me, you’re important too. Isnt there that saying about putting on your oxygen mask before others or whatever?

Do you know that? Do you like know know that??

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

I… I will. Don’t worry Avery, I can handle things like this. I wouldn’t lie to you. [avoids eye-contact]

[averyatthecrossroads]

…But you did. The last time we talked, you lied to me

[knight-in-gold]

Avery, I was trying to help you. The King would’ve merged with you instead! I was too far gone already.

[averyatthecrossroads]

But you weren’t helping YOURSELF???!! I don’t care if you were too far gone, it doesn’t matter, that wasn’t TRUE. There was another way, I know there was. We could’ve figured it out, we could have figured it out together

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

I… I will. Don’t worry Avery, I can handle things like this. I wouldn’t lie to you. [avoids eye-contact]

[averyatthecrossroads]

…But you did. The last time we talked, you lied to me

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

It’s difficult to tell; My brain’s always foggy. I can’t tell if he’s talking, or that’s just me still.

[averyatthecrossroads]

Ohh. That's.. really concerning but at least he's not like out. Let me know if he says anything, okay???? I want to know if something's happening, especially if its with you

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Yes, I’m okay. The King? Hm. Well….. [looks away] He might still be around…

[averyatthecrossroads]

Okay good. That’s good REPEAT THAT DEREK??? WHERE- wait, actually why don’t you know?

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[knight-in-gold]

I wasn’t… Dead, just. In purgatory, basically. I figured I would contact you in some way to assure you that I’m alright.

It’s… nice to see you again, Avery.

[averyatthecrossroads]

So you’re okay now? Youre not.. idk. Youre okay? WAIT IS THE KING STILL AROUND

Its. nice to see you too

[knight-in-gold]

Are you like. Youre not actually real are you??

-@averyatthecrossroads (as an ooc aside our derek uses the ⚜️ emoji we’re twinning bro)

I’m as real as this headache tells me. Are… you real? Are you actually Avery?

(Yoooooo that’s so sickk !!!!)

[averyatthecrossroads]

There is no way you’re real i thought you were DEAD. Why would i find you like this?? Why would you contact me i dont understand

Yeah its me, i just couldn’t get my frickin username. Idk how to prove it but. Its me

[averyatthecrossroads]

Don’t turn left

— @knight-in-gold

hah. very funny. Way too late for that

[averyatthecrossroads]

oh same anon abt the practices. im a non abrahamic angelkin and my current hyperfix is gnosticism,,, i keep dming my christian friends like Hey Is This Heresy and also Does It Matter If It’s Heresy If I’m Hindu Anyway

I barely knew most of these words but thats awesome should i be getting in on this

[averyatthecrossroads]

what is the department of metaphysical sciences

[averyatthecrossroads]

hey, avery! weird question but do you have like. any interests that would be less odd if they were more central to your life. i’m currently hyperfixated on some practices that. if i WERE christian it would make the fixation make infinitely more sense. but im not i’m just here for the love of the game babyeee

Ooooh dude this is a good one. I love learning about like super niche and cool sewing techniques. Never sewn in my life btw not even particularly crafty I just think its awesome

[averyatthecrossroads]

🫂🫂🫂 I hope it gets better for you, Avery

I hope so too, i kind of just don’t know how to get there

[averyatthecrossroads]

does anyone know what moving on is supposed to feel like