hsifyllej a saw i hsiw i

[aveva]

i’m short of

drinking cement

been so empty lately

flights i take

aren’t one way enough

round tripping back to misery

yesterdays always a memory

it’s always you i’m missing

[miamaimania]

Urban Canopy ~ Hong Kong by Christophe Caudroy ⌘ Elevated highways float above surviving woodland

[matthiasheiderich]

Haus der Statistik, Berlin. Photo: Matthias Heiderich

[matthiasheiderich]

Watertower, Świdnica, Poland. Photo: Matthias Heiderich

[matthiasheiderich]

Tokyo, Japan. Photo: Matthias Heiderich

[matthiasheiderich]

Futuro House by Matti Suuronen. Location: Pinakothek der Moderne, Munich. Photo: Matthias Heiderich

[matthiasheiderich]

A brutalist Telekom building in Kassel (architect unknown to me). Photo: Matthias Heiderich

[aveva]

i won’t write about you

i can’t

i have control of my lack of control

and being lost

if i wrote it all out

it’ll cement it all

anchor me down

unravel the orchestrated whimsy

what goods a compass if i yearn to be lost?

what good is a semicolon if i have a reason?

[th0rns]

via

[neurvo]

[aveva]

i crave your voice more than i crave substances

every night turns into morning with me wide awake

you’re out of reach

i’m out of touch

with reality

with myself

the empty embrace of nicotine

reminds me of nights we would take turns smoking

after making love

after staring into each others eyes

i promised you forever

and i’ll keep that promise

you’re the first and last thing on my mind

you’re present at every cycle of me slipping in and out of subconsciousness

it’s painful but it’s what i chose

i wonder if this is why people turn to numbing themselves

but i like the rawness of consequence

it might be something you never learn

so i’ll endure for both of us

i’ll no longer plan or hope or expect

i’ll exist in the empty vacuum

holding on to thoughts of what could’ve been

[aveva]

existing for the sake of existing

can be so exhausting

i thought i’d have it all figured out by now

i was happier 10 years ago

when i had less

when i knew less

[neurvo]

[pointandshooter]

photo: David Castenson

[pointandshooter]

Manassas, Virginia

photo: David Castenson

[cottaqecore]

lina gordievsky

[vintagewildlife]

White peacock By: Spectrum Colour Library From: The Mating Game 1976