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strawberrylacies

"i love you, its ruining my life"

stage 1 - denial

hey apple music! welcome to my “i love you, its ruining my life” playlist, this is a list of songs about getting so caught up in the idea of somethings that you have a hard time seeing the red flags possibly resulting in moments of denial and maybe a little delusion. results may vary.

TRACKLIST

lavender haze

snow on the beach (ft. lana del rey)

sweet nothing

glitch

betty

willow

cruel summer

lover

miss americana and the heartbreak prince

false god

style

wildest dreams

treacherous

untouchable

thats when

ours

superman

bejeweled

strawberrylacies

"you dont get to tell me about sad"

stage 2 - anger

hey apple music! welcome to my “you dont get to tell me about sad” playlist, these songs all have one thing in common i wrote them while feeling anger. over the years ive learnt that anger can manifest itself in a lot different ways but the healthiest way that it manifests itself in my life is when i can write a song about it and often times it helps me get past it.

TRACKLIST

vigilante shit

high infedelity

wouldve, couldve, shouldve

exile (ft. bon iver)

illicit affairs

mad woman

tolerate it

bad blood

is it over now

i knew you were trouble

we are never ever getting back together

the last time

the moment i knew

babe

i bet you think about me

dear john

better than revenge

tell me why

youre not sorry

forever and always

mr perfectly fine

strawberrylacies

"am i allowed to cry?"

stage 3 - bargaining

hi apple music! you have found the “am i allowed to cry?” playlist. this playlist takes you through the songs that i have written when i was in the bargaining stage, times when you know when youre trying to make deals with yourself or someone that you care about, youre trying to make things better, youre often times feeling really desperate because often times we have a sort of gut intuition that things arent gonna go the way we hope, which makes us more desperate, which makes us bargain more. hope you enjoy the playlist!

TRACKLIST

the great war

this is me trying

peace

the archer

cornelia street

death by a thousand cuts

soon youll get better (ft. the dixie chicks)

afterglow

i wish you would

say dont go

come back... be here

better man

the story of us

haunted (<3)

come in with the rain

the other side of the door

if this was a movie

renegade

strawberrylacies

"old habits die screaming"

stage 4 - depression

hi apple music! Welcome to my “old habits die screaming” playlist where were gonna be exploring the feelings of depression that often lace their way through my songs. in times like these, ill write a song because i feel lonely or hopeless, and writing a song feels like the only way to process that intensity of an emotion and while these things are really really hard to go through, i often feel like when im either listening to songs or writing songs that deal with this intensity of loss and hopelessness, usually thats in the phase where im close to getting past that feeling.

TRACKLIST

bigger than the whole sky

dear reader

maroon

youre losing me

my tears ricochet

epiphany

hoax

champagne problems

coney island (ft. the national)

right where you left me

nothing new (ft. phoebe bridgers)

all too well (10 minute version)

forever winter

we were happy

last kiss

castles crumbling (ft. hayley willams)

carolina

white horse

strawberrylacies

"i can do it with a broken heart"

stage 5 - acceptance

hey apple music, youve made it to my “i can do it with a broken heart” playlist where we finally find acceptance and can start moving on from loss or heartbreak. these songs represent making room for more good in your life, making that choice, because a lot of time when we loose things, we gain things too.

TRACKLIST

youre on your own kid

midnight rain

labyrinth

the 1

august

invisible string

happiness

long story short

closure

evermore (ft. bon iver)

its time to go