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[avoiceloudasthunder]

If you are reading this, it more than likely means you've been following this rp blog in hopes it would update sometime soon. You've probably noticed that a lot of posts are missing, and there's a reason why. That reason is because I'm giving up on ever bringing back this account ever. I'm officially closing this chapter of my life because I'm done with it. I've grown and realized how much I've hated what running this account has done to me and what it reminds me of. It reminds me of when I was a stupid naive and easily manipulated teenager. It reminds me of doing things I shouldn't have done or known about at my age because I wanted to seem cool to kids in middle school that I thought were my friends. People whose pressure had led to me developing an inappropriate, destructive, and unhealthy coping mechanism for when I was angry or upset. It reminds me of how stupid I was back then, just trying to fit in. It also reminds me of when I was in the most suicidal and self-destructive point of my life. I don't want to be reminded of this again. That's why this account is officially dead.

I will admit I do miss rping but I don't miss how the community acted welcoming until they found out you were running an oc, sona or self insert rp blog that didn't have any face claims to use as reaction images or weren't popular as others. I don't miss how this community could be cold to these accounts but be so ready to jump at a chance to rp with canon characters. A lot of people claimed they were welcoming and open to ocs, sonas or self inserts but the moment someone approaches, they would turn them away fast. I don't miss how stressful the rp community is if you're even a little bit late to a response. There's a lot of things I don't miss about this community. But I will miss it.

Maybe one day I'll come back and give the rp community another chance, maybe I'll try to rp again, maybe this time I'll be more prepared and know better. But it won't be on this account. This account will remain inactive until I decide to either delete it and start anew, or just delete it altogether. I will miss the days where I did have fun and made friends but I'm closing this chapter of my life and I'm moving on.

I'd say it's been fun, but I don't want to lie to myself. Until I figure out what I'm going to do, this account will remain silent for a long, long time. I will put a reblog of this post on queue as best I can so that if someone new shows up, they see this before they try to follow. Until next time, goodbye, stay safe and be kind to others.

[avoiceloudasthunder]

If you are reading this, it more than likely means you've been following this rp blog in hopes it would update sometime soon. You've probably noticed that a lot of posts are missing, and there's a reason why. That reason is because I'm giving up on ever bringing back this account ever. I'm officially closing this chapter of my life because I'm done with it. I've grown and realized how much I've hated what running this account has done to me and what it reminds me of. It reminds me of when I was a stupid naive and easily manipulated teenager. It reminds me of doing things I shouldn't have done or known about at my age because I wanted to seem cool to kids in middle school that I thought were my friends. People whose pressure had led to me developing an inappropriate, destructive, and unhealthy coping mechanism for when I was angry or upset. It reminds me of how stupid I was back then, just trying to fit in. It also reminds me of when I was in the most suicidal and self-destructive point of my life. I don't want to be reminded of this again. That's why this account is officially dead.

I will admit I do miss rping but I don't miss how the community acted welcoming until they found out you were running an oc, sona or self insert rp blog that didn't have any face claims to use as reaction images or weren't popular as others. I don't miss how this community could be cold to these accounts but be so ready to jump at a chance to rp with canon characters. A lot of people claimed they were welcoming and open to ocs, sonas or self inserts but the moment someone approaches, they would turn them away fast. I don't miss how stressful the rp community is if you're even a little bit late to a response. There's a lot of things I don't miss about this community. But I will miss it.

Maybe one day I'll come back and give the rp community another chance, maybe I'll try to rp again, maybe this time I'll be more prepared and know better. But it won't be on this account. This account will remain inactive until I decide to either delete it and start anew, or just delete it altogether. I will miss the days where I did have fun and made friends but I'm closing this chapter of my life and I'm moving on.

I'd say it's been fun, but I don't want to lie to myself. Until I figure out what I'm going to do, this account will remain silent for a long, long time. I will put a reblog of this post on queue as best I can so that if someone new shows up, they see this before they try to follow. Until next time, goodbye, stay safe and be kind to others.

[avoiceloudasthunder]

If you are reading this, it more than likely means you've been following this rp blog in hopes it would update sometime soon. You've probably noticed that a lot of posts are missing, and there's a reason why. That reason is because I'm giving up on ever bringing back this account ever. I'm officially closing this chapter of my life because I'm done with it. I've grown and realized how much I've hated what running this account has done to me and what it reminds me of. It reminds me of when I was a stupid naive and easily manipulated teenager. It reminds me of doing things I shouldn't have done or known about at my age because I wanted to seem cool to kids in middle school that I thought were my friends. People whose pressure had led to me developing an inappropriate, destructive, and unhealthy coping mechanism for when I was angry or upset. It reminds me of how stupid I was back then, just trying to fit in. It also reminds me of when I was in the most suicidal and self-destructive point of my life. I don't want to be reminded of this again. That's why this account is officially dead.

I will admit I do miss rping but I don't miss how the community acted welcoming until they found out you were running an oc, sona or self insert rp blog that didn't have any face claims to use as reaction images or weren't popular as others. I don't miss how this community could be cold to these accounts but be so ready to jump at a chance to rp with canon characters. A lot of people claimed they were welcoming and open to ocs, sonas or self inserts but the moment someone approaches, they would turn them away fast. I don't miss how stressful the rp community is if you're even a little bit late to a response. There's a lot of things I don't miss about this community. But I will miss it.

Maybe one day I'll come back and give the rp community another chance, maybe I'll try to rp again, maybe this time I'll be more prepared and know better. But it won't be on this account. This account will remain inactive until I decide to either delete it and start anew, or just delete it altogether. I will miss the days where I did have fun and made friends but I'm closing this chapter of my life and I'm moving on.

I'd say it's been fun, but I don't want to lie to myself. Until I figure out what I'm going to do, this account will remain silent for a long, long time. I will put a reblog of this post on queue as best I can so that if someone new shows up, they see this before they try to follow. Until next time, goodbye, stay safe and be kind to others.

[avoiceloudasthunder]

If you are reading this, it more than likely means you've been following this rp blog in hopes it would update sometime soon. You've probably noticed that a lot of posts are missing, and there's a reason why. That reason is because I'm giving up on ever bringing back this account ever. I'm officially closing this chapter of my life because I'm done with it. I've grown and realized how much I've hated what running this account has done to me and what it reminds me of. It reminds me of when I was a stupid naive and easily manipulated teenager. It reminds me of doing things I shouldn't have done or known about at my age because I wanted to seem cool to kids in middle school that I thought were my friends. People whose pressure had led to me developing an inappropriate, destructive, and unhealthy coping mechanism for when I was angry or upset. It reminds me of how stupid I was back then, just trying to fit in. It also reminds me of when I was in the most suicidal and self-destructive point of my life. I don't want to be reminded of this again. That's why this account is officially dead.

I will admit I do miss rping but I don't miss how the community acted welcoming until they found out you were running an oc, sona or self insert rp blog that didn't have any face claims to use as reaction images or weren't popular as others. I don't miss how this community could be cold to these accounts but be so ready to jump at a chance to rp with canon characters. A lot of people claimed they were welcoming and open to ocs, sonas or self inserts but the moment someone approaches, they would turn them away fast. I don't miss how stressful the rp community is if you're even a little bit late to a response. There's a lot of things I don't miss about this community. But I will miss it.

Maybe one day I'll come back and give the rp community another chance, maybe I'll try to rp again, maybe this time I'll be more prepared and know better. But it won't be on this account. This account will remain inactive until I decide to either delete it and start anew, or just delete it altogether. I will miss the days where I did have fun and made friends but I'm closing this chapter of my life and I'm moving on.

I'd say it's been fun, but I don't want to lie to myself. Until I figure out what I'm going to do, this account will remain silent for a long, long time. I will put a reblog of this post on queue as best I can so that if someone new shows up, they see this before they try to follow. Until next time, goodbye, stay safe and be kind to others.

[avoiceloudasthunder]

{{Please read if you have the chance}}

{{Spring Break needs to hurry up and get here, I’m losing more of my hope of getting through this year without incident by the second. It doesn’t help that I’m starting to fight with that damn fucking irritating feeling/thought that I’m losing my desire to rp and just give up cause its been almost months or so or whatever since I’ve last rped for a good while and actually had fun doing it. I don’t want to stop yet I can’t help but feel like no one wants to rp with me because I’m not interesting anymore or I’m just not that good at rping anymore; but the biggest reason why I feel like no one will want to rp with me is because ocs and original muses aren’t really given much of a glance unless they are by some popular rper blog or some popular artist made them. It feels like if an oc/ original muse blog wants to take a chance at rping, a good majority of rp blogs with cannon muses only look for some type of “professional” appeal; for example they probably look to see if they have a face claim thats from something else but looks close enough to the character, or they look to see if they use icons/reaction images in the majority of their rps and what not, or if the theme of the blog is complex and eye catching, but if they don’t have either all or any of these, then other rp blogs usually just turn around and look elsewhere and don’t want to give this oc/ original muse blog a chance. It feels like they won’t even give the muse page or about page or rule page a look if they don’t think the blog is appealing enough. And yes there maybe a moment when the cannon muse rp blog follows the oc/ original muse rp blog back and likes and reblogs some of their posts, but theres also a good chance that they don’t want to interact with the blog via rp, my question is why? What is stopping you from interacting with someone who worked hard on their blog and wants to have fun and interact with others? What’s stopping you from possibly making a new friend while interacting witht them? This is what it feels like to me and honestly it makes me lose any hope of wanting to rp and interact with others, it makes me feel like my ideas aren’t good enough, it makes me feel like my muses aren’t good enough, like my rp starters aren’t good enough, it makes me feel like all my hard work and effort was for nothing and it is not good enough for a second glance, and I hate it. Thjs is a feeling/thought I’ve been struggling with and fighting with for years now and is the main reason why I stopped rping a long time ago and it feels like I’m close to giving up and stopping again, but this time for good. I get that my feeling is not universal or I’m probably not making any sense or I sound like a whiny bitch that wants attention, when I really don’t. I’m just frustrated and this damn feeling is ruining my hopes of ever even trying to have fun rping again. I want to get back to when I had fun and others had fun rping with me but now it just feels like every effort I’ve made is for nothing. I just had to get this off my chest and I feel like I might loose followers because of this post, but thats fine. Like I said: I feel like giving up.}}

[avoiceloudasthunder]

The Real Ghostbusters (Season 1) sentence starters

"Talk about ugly with a capital UGH!"

"Come back here, nice (BLANK)!"

"I gotta say this, (BLANK), you should get into better shape!"

"And I gotta say this, (BLANK), I never liked you, or your family, or your dog!"

"We've gotta go after it!"

"No we don't, show me where it says that!"

"I'll hold them off!"

"Yeah? You and what starfleet?"

"Never mind, just never mind... It would take far too long to explain anyway..."

"No way! I'm not going anywhere until I've had my breakfast!"

"Get out of my face or eat flaming terror."

"(He/she/they) doesn't look a thing like me."

"I'm not going to talk to you again for at least a week, it's not good for me."

"Hey don't make fun, this is how I got through college."

Man, this job was a lot easier when these things didn't shoot back!"

[avoiceloudasthunder]

The Real Ghostbusters (Season 2) sentence starters

"Say, now when was the last time you saw your dentist, hmm?"

"That was great, can we do it again?"

"Hey, (He/she/they) was only kidding!"

"Oh no, this is worse than I thought."

"(NAME), remember what I said? If you're gonna stay on this planet, you have to speak our language."

"This is not fun! I've had fun, this isn't it!"

"We should really speak to (NAME) about their priorities."

"Y'know, you're really no fun anymore."

"You've got an idea, you kidder you."

"Nobody said science was pretty, (NAME)."

"You know, we're all descendants from fish. It would be no trouble at all to flip back in time, find the fish you descended from, and stuff it into a Cuisinart."

"I've always loved trains, ever since I was a little (boy, girl, kid). I used to dream about driving a big locomotive. I studied engineering in college for two years before I found out it didn't have anything to do with trains."

"One time I got an A- and my parents wouldn't speak to me for a week."

"Do you talk about loons and scoundrels in your family tree?"

"It's times like this that I wish I'd listened to what my (Dad/Mom) used to tell me."

[avoiceloudasthunder]

Things I have said/have been told rp sentence meme

"Why do you carry so many books with you?"

"I maybe harmless most of the time but that doesn't mean I won't hesitate to beat someone up."

"I'm so close to jumping into the river."

"If I hear one more short/tall joke I'm going to start throwing some punches."

"I pace when I think so please let me get back to pacing."

"I'm neither a morning person or a night person, I'm just a sleep person."

"I mean I already have to get up around 6 AM anyways so I thought 'hey why not start getting up around 5 thirty-ish and just hope my body doesn't end up hating me for it!?' "

"I'm salty today, let me be salty."

"The day I stop being sassy is the day ____ starts giving me respect."

"Oh is that the 'Hopes and Dreams' watch? Made to not exist like yours?"

"Since when am I ever not salty."

"I'm pretty sure you're the most likely to end up sending someone to the hospital."

"Well too late for that since I already have done that."

"You would think after years since I've sent him/her/them to the hospital and have since then apologized and tried to be friends, they would at least tried to be polite."

"Oh hell no, I'm not going to risk pissing you off when you're in the same boots you used to send someone to the hospital."

"I literally have just gotten back my good reputation, don't try to make me ruin it."

"Good reputation? What good reputation?"

"If I hear one more 'harambe' meme I'm going to choke someone."

"THEY ARE DEAD MEMES, THEY SHOULDN'T EVEN EXIST ANY MORE, WHY ARE THEY STILL QUOTING THE DEAD MEMES?!"

"Can you do me a favor and just find me a box big enough that I can sit in and throw me in the nearest body of water."

"I will drop kick someone soon."

"ANGER IS A NORMAL EMOTION IS IT NOT? SINCE IT IS LET ME BE ANGRY WITHOUT YOU VERBALLY TRYING TO MAKE IT WORSE."

"What can I say, I'm obsessed with reading."

"I'm angry and I need affection, so please leave me be."

"You're as salty as a Pringle chip."

"You're as salty as a peanut."

"THIS IS AN UNGODLY HOUR TO BE AWAKE AT ON A WEEKEND."

"I can handle ghosts, demons and other supernatural creatures and deities but I can't handle___."

"How the actual hell are you balancing up there?"

"How the fuck did you get up there?"

"I have no idea how I'm doing this but I don't know how to stop."

"If you love me, then please stop this."

"Where's the nearest box I can jump in?"

"Quit swatting stuff off the counter like you're a cat."

"Oh welp it's/she's/he's/they're dead."

"Good job you broke them/him/her/it."

"Keep talking smack and see if you don't get slapped."

"Yes I get it, I'm more violent and angry than I originally seem."

"If we had to do two essays I would have curled up in the corner and cried."

"I WOULD STOP IF IT WASNT FOR THE DOG/CAT/{basically any pet animal} CRAWLING ON MY BACK AND HEAD AT THE MOMENT."

"I have no idea what they mean, cause bitch I'm fabulous, they are mistaken."

"Fight me."

[avoiceloudasthunder]

First Meeting RP Starters (rescue and help themed)

"You don't even know me yet you saved me....why?"

"Well that happened, nice to meet you."

"Yes you're a complete stranger to me but I couldn't just do nothing."

"Let's try that again...hi."

"A complete stranger just saved me...that doesn't happen everyday."

"Thanks for saving me whoever you are."

"I guess saving someone is one way of introducing yourself."

(Feel free to add more if you want to! ^^)

[avoiceloudasthunder]

MIB Quote RP Starters

" A person is smart. People are dumb, panicky dangerous animals and you know it. Fifteen hundred years ago everybody knew the Earth was the center of the universe. Five hundred years ago, everybody knew the Earth was flat, and fifteen minutes ago, you knew that humans were alone on this planet. Imagine what you'll know tomorrow."

"No, Elvis is not dead. He just went home."

"I hate the living."

"This definitely rates about a 9.0 on my weird-shit-o-meter."

[holds up badge]"See that? NYPD, means I will Knock Your Punkass Down!"

"Freeze means stop!"

"Don't ask questions you don't want to know the answer to."

"Uh, wait, that was on "Final Jeopardy!" last night. Damn, Alex said..."

"The bitterest truth is better than the sweetest lie."

"Did anything about that seem unusual to you?"

"You do know Elvis is dead, right?"

"There are things out there you don't need to know about."

"Do you know the most destructive force in the universe?"

" I promised the secrets of the universe, nothing more."

"It's a gigantic pain in the ass, but it has its moments."

((Didn't have time to add much so feel free to add more))

[avoiceloudasthunder]

Things I have said/have been told while being sick rp sentence meme

{this is all real stuff I have said/ have been told. Enjoy.}

"I'm already running on two hours of sleep so what's the point anyways?"

"You know what? No, screw this, screw that, screw everything in this room, screw today, screw yesterday, screw tomorrow."

"Basically screw this whole week."

"I haven't gotten a full nights sleep at all this week, so why start now?"

"I will fight the virus/sickness."

"Please don't do that."

"Well you look like you feel miserable."

"Why do that when I'm already what I need to be now, and that's being dead inside."

"I'll start caring when I'm healthy again."

"The good news is it's not the flu, the bad news is we have no idea what it is."{I had a doctor tell me this...A DOCTOR}

"I just got up what is happening and if it involves responsibility then I'm going to pass out again."

"I don't know! I'm tired, I'm sick and I'm hungry!!"

"This is why I hate being sick! Because my brain goes dumb and I can't think straight!"

"How the hell am I going to get sleep for straight eight hours a this whole week when I can hardly tell if the ceiling is straight?"

"Next time I'm sick just put me out of my misery before it begins."

"Well all I know is, everything is not okay and I'm very tired."

"What's to know? I'm sick, and I finally feel dead inside."

"Why the fuck am I thinking of random as shit theories and deep as fuck questions when I can barely stay awake while sitting up."

"I swear I just passed out and woke up again and it was amazing."

"Either get out or stay and cuddle, please and thank you."

"WHY THE FUCK IS THERE A CHICKEN ON THE ROOF?"

"I'm laughing at something to ignore the pain and agony I'm feeling at the moment."

"Chickens I guess."

"HOW DO YOU PASS OUT WHILE WORKING ON SOMETHING SO SIMPLE TO CONCENTRATE ON DAMMIT?"

"It's a gift."

"I take it back I want it t end."

"I would rather suffer a nose bleed than this."

"Come talk to me when chickens howl at the stars."

"Welp guess I'm dying tomorrow."

"Grappling hooks is always the answer."

"QUIT FALLING ASLEEP IN RANDOM PLACES."

"How the hell is that possible?"

"I am only running on two or maybe three hours of sleep yet why the hell am I thinking up very weird and complex random theories and asking very very deep life questions?"

[avoiceloudasthunder]

Things I have said/been told/ heard rp meme part something{lost count}

"What gave it away where we were?"

"The awful traffic that's what gave it away."

"If you say 'magic' one more time I'm going to fight you."

"Magic"

"Stop with the random jazz hands especially at the most inconvenient times please."

"If you would have started to sing songs from Hamilton I would have cried because that is all I listened to as I finished this."

"We had empty root beer bottles to look like beer bottles,had rolled up pieces of paper, slowly burning at the end and powdered sugar in a line when we made those videos"

"Nope, if it's about to rain I'm going to sleep"

"Hit them with the trunker truck"

"It's funny cause I am in first for the first couple of rounds,then I get fucked over and end up in last place in the end."

"Isn't this the map where you had a breakdown?"

"YES IT IS."

"Oh well that's my cue to book it"

"we are so messed up."

"You're telling me, we need some type of therapy or something."

"You're the type of person that is really serious and professional like at first at times but once someone gets to know you, you have the mind set of just a child in the body of a grown ass adult"

"This is the worst acting that I have ever heard from you in my entire life."

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HE SOUNDS SO ANNOYED FOR BEING DISTURBED OH MY GOD.

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I LOVE THIS

[avoiceloudasthunder]

Things I have said/been told/ heard rp meme part something{lost count}

"What gave it away where we were?"

"The awful traffic that's what gave it away."

"If you say 'magic' one more time I'm going to fight you."

"Magic"

"Stop with the random jazz hands especially at the most inconvenient times please."

"If you would have started to sing songs from Hamilton I would have cried because that is all I listened to as I finished this."

"We had empty root beer bottles to look like beer bottles,had rolled up pieces of paper, slowly burning at the end and powdered sugar in a line when we made those videos"

"Nope, if it's about to rain I'm going to sleep"

"Hit them with the trunker truck"

"It's funny cause I am in first for the first couple of rounds,then I get fucked over and end up in last place in the end."

"Isn't this the map where you had a breakdown?"

"YES IT IS."

"Oh well that's my cue to book it"

"we are so messed up."

"You're telling me, we need some type of therapy or something."

"You're the type of person that is really serious and professional like at first at times but once someone gets to know you, you have the mind set of just a child in the body of a grown ass adult"

"This is the worst acting that I have ever heard from you in my entire life."

[symbolmemes]

Send a symbol for my character’s reaction to yours telling them:

✄ “I hate you.” ❤ “I love you.” ✌ “You mean everything to me.” ☁ “Stay with me.” ✘ “I can’t stand looking at you.” ☑ “You make me sick.”

[avoiceloudasthunder]

The Real Ghostbusters (Season 2) sentence starters

"Say, now when was the last time you saw your dentist, hmm?"

"That was great, can we do it again?"

"Hey, (He/she/they) was only kidding!"

"Oh no, this is worse than I thought."

"(NAME), remember what I said? If you're gonna stay on this planet, you have to speak our language."

"This is not fun! I've had fun, this isn't it!"

"We should really speak to (NAME) about their priorities."

"Y'know, you're really no fun anymore."

"You've got an idea, you kidder you."

"Nobody said science was pretty, (NAME)."

"You know, we're all descendants from fish. It would be no trouble at all to flip back in time, find the fish you descended from, and stuff it into a Cuisinart."

"I've always loved trains, ever since I was a little (boy, girl, kid). I used to dream about driving a big locomotive. I studied engineering in college for two years before I found out it didn't have anything to do with trains."

"One time I got an A- and my parents wouldn't speak to me for a week."

"Do you talk about loons and scoundrels in your family tree?"

"It's times like this that I wish I'd listened to what my (Dad/Mom) used to tell me."

[avoiceloudasthunder]

The Real Ghostbusters (Season 1) sentence starters

"Talk about ugly with a capital UGH!"

"Come back here, nice (BLANK)!"

"I gotta say this, (BLANK), you should get into better shape!"

"And I gotta say this, (BLANK), I never liked you, or your family, or your dog!"

"We've gotta go after it!"

"No we don't, show me where it says that!"

"I'll hold them off!"

"Yeah? You and what starfleet?"

"Never mind, just never mind... It would take far too long to explain anyway..."

"No way! I'm not going anywhere until I've had my breakfast!"

"Get out of my face or eat flaming terror."

"(He/she/they) doesn't look a thing like me."

"I'm not going to talk to you again for at least a week, it's not good for me."

"Hey don't make fun, this is how I got through college."

Man, this job was a lot easier when these things didn't shoot back!"