‘Loserism,

“my lonely little life” rook — it/it’s — 20yrs queer & avoidant

[avoidrant]

a blog dedicated to my avpd, madd, and neurodivergence. i only talk about my own experiences, i don’t speak for or represent anyone but myself.

i swear i have a personality i just. dropped it somewhere.

[avoidrant]

playing a game of: am i depressed or having an avoidant episode? or depressed because im having an episode? or maybe im depressed and that’s causing me to have an episode? or maybe —

[avoidrant]

oh, to be a loser boy from the 2000s who permanently smells of cigarettes and weed with a group of shitty friends …

[eclogues]

i havent done anything or been anyone ever

[vnllachxrry]

I love talking to myself he just gets me

[selfproclaimed-misanthrope-deac]

More mlm military propaganda sir more!!

[avoidrant]

…do people still call themselves hikikomoris in 2026?

[crybabyindistress-deactivated20]

[l00s3-l1ps-s1nk-sh1ps]

In a world full of fags and good boys be a good faggot

[clickk-to-be-pure]

[fawnilia]

anyone else really paranoid that everything has hidden cameras or just me

[floofyflooftheallmighty]

maybe if i just stop talking and interacting with people for the rest of my life ill feel better

[avoidrant]

i think what really fucks me is this never ending cycle of ‘i hate this. im so alone. why do i do this to myself?’ then ‘self-isolating is kinda baller, actually’ over and over again

[avoidrant]

‘i don’t think ur avpd is that bad—‘ i havent talked to a single person outside of family or work in almost 3 years :D