Lost and Alone

I'm Avriella. I don't know where Mommy and Daddy went. I haven't seen them for a long time. I'm alone, and bad guys are chasing me. They keep trying to hurt me. Please help me. (This is an OC rp blog. It doesn't belong to any sort of fandom in...

[avriellalostandalone]

So... I came back specifically because I missed someone I used to rp with and wanted to talk to them... So if the Elena Mun I used to rp with sees this...  I hope you’re well, and if you ever wanna talk my new blog is bornxidols.tumblr.com

[avriellalostandalone]

[OPEN}

“Is there anything to do around here? I’m bored.”

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[hellishsuggestion]

you think you can control me? you think you can contain me? you think i respect you? my will is unshakable, my anger is unlimited, and you are a fool.

[avriellalostandalone]

Sadness [CLOSED]

[ladyofthebrave-deactivated20170]

“ Well my mommy lives far away.” The woman began, pausing a brief moment before finishing,” but I think that could be arranged. If my papa is home, chances are you can meet him too.” She told her while not being able to find a reason why she couldn’t meet them. Returning the hug Freyja smiled. But that smile only lasted a few seconds.

“ Don’t speak that way. Just because something terrible as that was said doesn’t make it true. Hold onto a tiny bit of faith for me and if I’m wrong, you have all the right to hate me later.” When the mention of a ride cheered her up just for a bit, Freyja stood to her feet and pulled down the back of her blouse as she nodded,” Of course. Get your jacket so you don’t catch a chill then we can go.”

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“How far away,” the blonde asked curiously. She’d walked for quite some time, so distance didn’t bother her as much as it would most people. “Like days away? Do we walk there?” All these random questions popped into her head, blurting them out without a second thought. 

“I’m not going to hate you,” she pointed out. “I’m going to hate the bad men, cause they’re the one’s that did it.” She didn’t think she could ever hate the other woman, she’d saved her after all. She nodded as she told her to grab her jacket, and did so quickly before waiting eagerly at the door. 

[avriellalostandalone]

[OPEN]

“You dropped something!” Avriella said, handing it over. 

[angstmemes]

Ask a question and both mun and muse will answer it honestly.

[avriellalostandalone]

(bored, would anyone like a starter?)

[avriellalostandalone]

Down The Beaten Path [CLOSED]

[bigsisterofthesand-blog]

Temari gave her a nod showing her that she would in fact not leave her anywhere that she didn’t want to be. Though really it had nothing to do with whether or not she was a ‘good girl’ so to speak. There were politics in play, really this all would have been much easier if she had been found by someone in the land of fire but what was done is done.

Temari cracked an eye open at her when she asked her question about the bad people and sighed. It was too complicated at the moment. “I’ll explain later, when I’m not so tired.” she stated simply before watching as she created a flaming whirlwind. She gave her a small smile and ruffled her hair. 

“That’s pretty good for such a small squirt.” she stated simply. She leaned back against her fan which was propped up against the wall shaking her head lightly when the girl asked her to take the straw bed. “No I’ll sleep here.” She would prefer to be closest to the cave entrance in case they were attacked. As strong as the girl was she was untrained and underfed. She could probably barely protect herself. She ruffled her hair slightly again before pulling her over so she was settled by her side.

“Even if your not tired get some rest. It will be a long day tomorrow.”

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She nodded as she was told that she’d explain when she wasn’t so tired. She had no problem waiting for her answer. The way she saw it, she’d get the answer at some point. Plus, it wasn’t like she’d be telling anyone else now that she knew at some point someone would come along and want to take her. 

As she was told that her trick was pretty good, she beamed happily, proud of the tricks she’d managed to learn in her time alone. When she called her small though she laughed, “I’m not small.” Well, she didn’t think she was. In comparison to a lot of people, and even other children she was, though she wasn’t around others enough to make comparisons. Her undernourishment could be to blame for not growing as quickly, not that she knew. 

Nodding as she told her she’d sleep there, another larger smile appeared as her hair was ruffled again. Perhaps the first nice gesture she’d ever really received that she could remember, was from this woman. As she told her to get some rest even though she wasn’t tired, she nodded once more. “Okay!” 

Giving her one last smile, she curled up next to her and closed her eyes. Even though she hadn’t felt tired, it didn’t take long for sleep to consume her. She felt safe for once. She felt almost normal. Almost. Deep down she knew that she’d never be considered normal to everyone. Maybe a few people would accept her, but not everyone. Still, the thought that at least one person cared was enough for a peaceful sleep, devoid of any nightmares she’d usually have. 

[avriellalostandalone]

Down The Beaten Path [CLOSED]

[bigsisterofthesand-blog]

Temari was somewhat surprised in all honesty how adamant the girl was to not go to the leaf village. Temari frowned to herself before turning and looking out towards the entrance of the cave. Either way she had to go to the leaf village. Her mission lead her there, and while she was there she supposed she would keep an eye on the girl. She sighed slightly before turning her attention back to the young girl.

She watched as the girl created a small tornado and was slightly surprised when she spoke of her abilities. Finding someone like that was rare, someone who could control four elements was something only heard of in legend and would surely get this girl killed if she told the wrong person. Her thoughts shifted back to the Akatsuki, no doubt they would be thrilled to have her. A young girl that they could mold into believing whatever they wanted. A young girl that was already this powerful.

She sighed to herself, she couldn’t let her continue to live out here by herself and yet she could very well take her to Suna either. She was a citizen of the land of fire. The Hokage herself would have to agree to release citizenship for her to move to the land of wind. Though really Temari was certain she could convince the blonde haired woman to do so. 

“I have to go to the leaf village either way for a couple of weeks for my mission. So I’ll make you a deal. I’ll introduce you to some people around the village, people that I know won’t ignore you. If at the end of those two weeks you still don’t want to be there I’ll take you back to my home. Sound good?”

She didn’t see a problem with this plan, the girl needed training and without the proper paperwork there was no way she could take the girl with her. It would cause too many problems. “Keep the four elements thing a secret for now. Stick on to two. There are bad people in this world that love to get their hands on you.” 

She was serious. If she want around telling everyone what she could do it would get her killed. Or worse brainwashed.

[avriellalostandalone]

As Temari told her she would make her a deal, she looked up at her curiously while she started eating the rest of the food she’d been handed. When she told her of her offer, she thought for a moment, before finally nodding. Not that she really had a choice. She couldn't just stay out here. She’d already reached her limit, and if she hadn’t shown up, even a few more days without food she’d be in serious trouble. 

“Okay,” She finally said, though there was reluctance in her voice. “But you promise you won’t leave me there if I don’t wanna be there?” She asked her. “I promise I won’t be bad, and I’ll so whatever you want.” She told her, her eyes pleading. Whether she knew people that wouldn't ignore her or not, she knew that she wouldn't want to stay there, simply because everyone else would still dislike her and she’d rather start over. 

As she told her to stick to two elements, otherwise bad people would want to get their hands on her she blinked in confusion. “Okay. But why? Would they make me do bad things?” She’d listen to her advice, although she was curious and had to ask. As terrible as people were to her though, she’d managed to keep her sanity and humanity and she’d never dream of hurting anyone innocent, even if they weren’t nice to her.

She’d have to make up her mind which ones she’d want to use, and she did so quickly. She always used two of them more often than the other. “Fire and air!” She said happily. Her two favorites, because she could form a cool flaming whirlwind. “Wanna see a trick?” She asked her, excited to show her.

Suddenly she got up and said, “you look tired. If you want you can take my bed, I’m not tired so I won’t use it. It’s not very comfy but it’s better then the ground. I’ll protect you I promise!” She told her with a wide smile. It was the least she could do since she’d given her food, and she was willing to help her. She may have looked weak, but if the time ever came that she’d need to protect someone, no matter how weak from lack of food, she’d manage it. 

[avriellalostandalone]

Sadness [CLOSED]

[ladyofthebrave-deactivated20170]

“ Glad to hear I’m not the only one. Sometimes a break from reality is much needed.” She laughed along with her,”Your mother sounds similar to my own.” Taking notice in her hint of sadness, Freyja reached over to pick her up and placed her beside her.

“ Is that what they told you? That’s horrible.” Badly she wanted tell her it wasn’t true but knowing nothing about these bad men she didn’t want to take that much of a chance.” I bet anything your mommy and daddy misses you too.” A pause.” I have an idea that I think would possibly cheer you up. How would you like to go for a ride?”

[avriellalostandalone]

When she mentioned how her mother sounded much like hers, she looked at her curiously. “Can... Can I meet your mommy?” She asked her, a small smile appearing. As she was set next to her, she hugged her, thankful for someone who cared enough to try and make her feel better.

She nodded as she asked if that was what they’d really told her. “Yeah, and I think they’re right. I have a bad feeling.” She explained with a sigh. When she mentioned something that’d cheer her up, her eyes moved from the ground to her. Nodding enthusiastically she replied, “Yeah! We can go right now?” She asked her, almost forgetting about the previous conversation.

[avriellalostandalone]

Down The Beaten Path [CLOSED]

[bigsisterofthesand-blog]

Temari raised an eyebrow when the girl said she wouldn’t be able to hit her. The girl underestimated her if she thought she wouldn’t be able to hit her with the kunai. Temari however noted that the girl wasn’t a threat and so she took her hand out of her pouch and leaned back against the cave wall.

Temari nodded in acknowledgment of the her name instead focusing her attention on what little leftover food she had. The girl was unhealthily skinny, she needed food and water for that matter. She opened a small container and tossed it over to Avriella. “Eat up squirt.” She said before noting the look that had come across her face.

Temari’s eyes hardened and her face was carefully blank as the girl spoke. ‘Abomination’ huh? That sounded familiar. She sighed before slowly closing her eyes in disgust. Though really did she have a right to be disgusted? She had willingly thought of her youngest brother in that way, did she even have a right to be disgusted over how this child’s parents treated her? She opened her eyes and looked at the girl when she spoke before giving her a small smirk.

“Because your not squirt.” She reached over and ruffled her hair slightly before looking over at the cave entrance. “You’ll be traveling with me for a while. I am not going to be responsible for leaving a little kid out in the middle of the woods.” The way she said it made it seem like the girl had no choice in the matter. And well from Temari’s standpoint she didn’t.

[avriellalostandalone]

Another blink of confusion from her as she was given food. This was certainly something that she was not accustomed to. Being treated like she was human, being offered food. It had never happened to her before. She would either have to steal it, which she had to admit wasn’t that hard, or find it on her own such as picking berries. Stealing may have been easy, but the village was also a good distance away. Each time she went there at first, she was treated almost worse than her parents treated her. Almost. Now they acted like she didn’t exist. She didn’t understand why she was so hated, why her powers made others fear her when she never once hurt anyone.

“T-Thank you.” She murmured, slowly approaching her to sit next to her, eating the food slowly as if it would be her last meal.

She couldn’t help a small giggle when she ruffled her hair, giving her a smile as well. “Hm?” She looked up when she said she was going to travel with her. Though she wasn’t apposed to that idea, she was sure she knew what would happen. “If you take me to the village and drop me off there, they will not accept me.” She muttered. “I’ve never hurt anyone, but they want to hurt me because I’m different. When they found out they can’t hurt me, they decided to pretend I wasn’t there.”

She set the food down, holding her hands out to show her just what she meant. A small tornado, not dangerous of course, appeared in front of them. She had a small fire appear a good distance away from it, and used her power to build a small statue from the earth that looked like a flower, and last she used the water obtained from the earth, allowing it to hover over the fire before extinguishing it. She could do more with each, but that took more energy, more Chakra than she had.

“They think I’m evil because I can control all four elements.” She sighed out. “So please don’t leave me at that village. I’m begging you. Take me somewhere else, I promise I won’t cause trouble.” She told her. She would go on her own, but she only knew how to get to the leaf village and back, and she did that less and less lately.

[avriellalostandalone]

❏ What’s a style of clothing you can’t stand?

Avriella likes many styles, so it’s more so what article of clothing doesn’t she like. Unless it’s very hot out, she dislikes tank tops. It’s simply because she gets cold rather easily. Anything below 65, and she’s shivering. Therefore, tank tops are never really her favorite thing to wear. However, if it’s a dress with a tank top type top, she will definitely still wear it.

[avriellalostandalone]

◌ Most hated thing about themselves?

Avriella hates that she’s not strong. She wants to be strong enough to defend herself, and wants to learn to use her powers in a way that can help people, as well as protect herself in the process. She always tends to put herself down in circumstances where she needs someone else’s help, however she will accept help because she needs it.

[avriellalostandalone]

Down The Beaten Path [CLOSED]

[bigsisterofthesand-blog]

Temari groaned as she sat down leaning on the cave like structure. Really she just wanted to rest, traveling from Suna to Konoha was often times exhausting and in addition she just had to run into bandits a few days ago which not only made off with most of her food but also lead to a fairly heated battle. Of course Temari had managed to win, but even so she was tired from the exertion.

She tensed as she sensed another person in the cave before slinking her hand into her kunai pouch. She was about to throw them when the person spoke up. Temari narrowed her eyes slightly and looked at the girl. She stayed silent for a little while clearly assessing the girls threat level before eventually deeming her as not a threat.

“Temari, who are you? And why are you here?” 

She couldn’t very well leave a girl out her by herself and from the looks of the cave she certainly didn’t have any parents with her. She also did not look very much lik a ninja and she was obviously malnourished. Temari sighed, it was about another two days to Konoha but the hidden village was the closest to them which meant that was where she was going to have to take the girl. It was simply too dangerous for her to be here one her own.

[avriellalostandalone]

Avriella stared back as the woman stared at her, blinking in confusion. Surely there was nothing that interesting about her. She looked down to see her hand near a pouch. She knew all too well what was in there. After being attacked multiple times, fending off some ninja she’d learned rather quickly to stay on guard.

“Please don’t throw them, you won’t be able to hit me anyway. I promise I won’t hurt anyone.” She muttered, holding her hands up to show she had no weapon, other than the elements of course.

A look of shock crossed her face as she was asked who and why she was here. No one had ever asked her that. They acted like she was invisible whenever she went anywhere even remotely close to civilization. “Hi Temari!” She said with a small smile. “I’m Avriella.” She introduced herself.

As for her question about why she was here, she couldn’t very well look her in the eye, so her eyes fell to the ground once more. “Because, like my mommy and daddy said, I’m an ‘abomination’ and don’t deserve love. So they dropped me off here, and they never came back. I asked for help but...” she paused before shrugging as if it were nothing, “people act like I’m invisible.”

She paused once more before adding, “you aren’t like other people. Why don’t you act like I’m invisible?”

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Everyone does favorites, so now here’s the HATE Meme! Send me a symbol and my muse will answer!

△ What’s something mun and muse hate together?

⊙ Most hated day of the week and why?

◍ Most hated day of the year?

▦ Food your muse can’t stand?

⚫ Music the muse simply can’t listen to?

▽ Smells that you can’t stand?

◉ Genre of movies/shows you can’t sit through?

❏ What’s a style of clothing you can’t stand?

◌ Most hated thing about themselves?

▢ A memory or situation the muse can’t stand?

▪ Most hated thing about the mun that the muse can’t stand?

[avriellalostandalone]

Sadness [CLOSED]

[ladyofthebrave-deactivated20170]

Zone out. It was no secret that she did that quite a bit. Not always for the reason just shared however. Thinking about the smaller blondes choice of words she chuckled,” I do something like that.”

“ Happy and sad at the same time, hm? I’ve been there. Not one of the most pleasant feelings.” Shared before going onto question,”How about now?” Though she could have easily answered the question for herself Freyja opted for Avriella to tell her. 

[avriellalostandalone]

“I do it all the time. I zone out a lot.” She said laughing softly. “My mommy use to tell me that I don’t have any attention to anything.” She mused, almost sadly as she talked about her mother.

At her question, she looked up at her before breaking eye contact again when she answered, “I’m happy and sad. I’m happy cause I’m with you, and you’re helping me! And the bad men can’t hurt me. But I’m sad because I miss my mommy and daddy, and the bad men told me that they were dead. I don’t think I’m ever not sad anymore, especially when I think of them.”