[aidashakur]

[aweksa]

Why can't I feel a thing if I’m so prone to you?

[aweksa]

per batch ata loha ko jusq pagod na ko. matutulog na lang, maiiyak pa.

[aweksa]

ayon, humagulgol nang 20mins. okay na yon. hormones, pagod, puyat. pwede na yon. gusto ko lang ma baby. good night

[aweksa]

ay? winner talaga ang gut feeling q

[aweksa]

• backk to being ~ alone ~ after 2 weeks of being at home.

• rewatching Sex and the City, and I finally see how Carrie became this pathetic, needy, insecure person (at least according to Miranda). I like Mr. Big, but I don't like him for Carrie. also, Samantha continues to be my spirit animal lol.

• the sound of thunder and lightning outside, my room lit only by dim lights—it all feels oddly inviting for an early night. A little torn, though, because knowing how fcked up my sleep schedule is, I'll probably just end up wide awake at some ungodly hour.

• went to bed feeling calm and collected. woke up feeling like my nervous system had other plans.

• stressed, but still managed to push myself to get things done today. welcome to adulting, I guess?

• 6 weeks of 7:30–5:30. Hope I survive.

• I love it when people notice the smol things about me. The subtle things. The easy-to-miss things. It somehow makes me kilig, especially when it's from people who aren't as present in my life anymore, yet somehow still remember.

• haay. I love my pahinga and coffee.

[aweksa]

feels like I dragged an entire night of thoughts with me. I feel so tireddd 😩

[aweksa]

"patulugin muna kita" hahahahahahaha ewan ko na lang ha pero ewan basta ♡.°⑅

[houseofmines]

Baby!

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[twinnflowrr]

i like reassurance &gentle reminders bc baby ive been through a lot of heartache

[aweksa]

Overly caffeinated. Trying to lose myself in the book I'm reading. Attention span shorter than a jellyfish's. Crying. Endless crying. Walking on eggshells.

Well, at least I'm hydrated.

[aweksa]

Ever felt like you're slowly losing parts of someone? And it's painful cause you can't really do anything about it. You just sit there, watching the distance grow little by little, pretending it doesn't hurt as much as it actually does. Now you're left trying to make peace with the fact that sometimes people slowly become strangers again, even when you never wanted them to.

[aweksa]

[aweksa]

[aweksa]

baka isa 'to sa mga bagay na hindi dapat pinipilit

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of