[belmasworld]

[nixscriptum]

[aweksa]

Today isn't forever. Today is one very tired, very heavy day. So lower the bar and just get through. You have to.

[aweksa]

You don't need to solve a story that no longer belongs to you.

[sufiblackmamba]

Moon and Venus

17 June 2026

[aweksa]

Another night spent feeding the fire. Why do I keep burning for nothing?

[selfcarereminder]

hey if ur reading this and ur in a bad spot mentally or anything i hope u feel better soon and have a good day

[shisasan]

continually tormented by bad nights and headaches, and it worries me.

July 19, 1916 Letters to Felice by Franz Kafka First published : 1973

[aweksa]

Feels kind of lonely. But a calm kind of lonely. Not heavy, just unfamiliar, I guess. I still can't shake it off completely, but I'm getting better at carrying it. I still cry from time to time, but hell, who doesn't? I'm not wishing things had turned out differently anymore. Well... maybe some things. I'm getting by. I'll get by.

Will I?

I'm lying on my back, feet against the wall. They say it helps you relax. I don't know if it's true, but I'm hoping it does. "Pag ginulo ka ulit, kulamin ko na lang 'yan." Is that still you being protective? Or am I, once again, reading too much into things?

There's something about the wind tonight. Crazy how you can feel it in the air when it's about to rain.

You still live in my head rent-free. I wish I could still tell you things.

[heylsgowt]

[aweksa]

Cold truths. Cold truths. Harsh truths. So hard to swallow cold fucking truths. Fuck

[aweksa]

Your name always leaves a sting in my mouth. Maybe that's why I could never bring myself to say it out loud. Anything that carries your presence is unbearable, yet I keep finding my way back.

You give me just enough dopamine to keep me hooked. Just a small dose, and I'm high all over again. That's what you've always been—an addiction in tiny, calculated amounts.

With you, it's always push and pull. You draw me close just to watch me drift away, and I leave only to find myself crawling back. It's exhausting, this endless tug-of-war between wanting to let go and wanting just one more hit of you.

[ziekseks]

si ai girl cxlestineee na may account sa dating app at nagsesend ng nudes sa mga nakakachat niya (not sure if “mga” kasi isa pa lang naman yung nakausap kong nakilala siya fr dating app but who knooows) mga nakukuhang pictures na ini-ai kapag may face. kinacareer mo talaga yang brand mo ah.

tapos pina-screenshot ko yung feed niya kasi naka-private siya. ayon, may nakuha din pala siyang pics from @/tigre-edi-rawr & @/hello-ellesworld. how did i know? diba kapag nagvi-view ka ng ig profile, may lalabas na suggested accounts? pinag-follow ko yung mga naka-follow sa kanya, tapos isa lang talaga yung nakipag-usap sakin na luckily, nakilala siya sa dating app. & chineck ko isa-isa yung mutuals ko dito para ma-track kung kanino ba talaga niya kinukuha yung mga pics (yes, madami akong time sa mga naninira ng peace dito lewl)

scary part is, nagsesend si ate girl ng tth/nudes na kinukuha lang kung kani-kanino. at ngayon, bikers naman daw ang ganap ni ate. sad for the girl na current victim nya. kaya hindi na talaga safe magpost dito e. to you—whoever the fuck u are, get professional help. you seriously need it. & i hope u get the exact karma u deserve. what goes around always finds its way back.

[undinesea]

Moon and Venus by Mandrágora

[medievalloco]

[aweksa]

what book po? Let me check :)

nothingg in particular, kahit ano as long as it's a good read 😭 open din akoo for recos!

[aweksa]

gusto kooo bumili bagong books kaso wala ng matinong bookstore here, and wala na din matinong books sa nbs :(((