Mar 14, 2016
I woke up feeling really depressed. I was pretty close in calling in for work today. That’s why I was almost late, and debating if I should call in for my other job. I really want to cry, and be held, basically a shoulder to cry on.. Then again, I don’t want to feel like I’m annoying someone. I don’t have a specific reason to why I feel this way, which infuriates me even more.
I want to cry and scream at the top of my lungs. I want to go waist deep into the ocean and scream my lungs out. I want to scream the sadness out.. Scream everything out… And feel released, relieved, refreshed.
I want to be able to breathe and be.. Just fine with out the constant pain in my chest.
I…. I don’t know. Maybe all I need right now is a long tight hug.
