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I remember at the age of 8

I had a secret that I had to hold

Deep down inside of my soul

For much too long, just as long

As ive been singing this song

And yet at the same time I know

That the fault is not my own

I have grown so cold because of a father figure

That wasnt there,

Or here

To...

Wrote it at work

Its been a long time repping a 9-5 grind got my mind on the money but the money dont got me in mind just trying to get by, man we used to be so fly remember the light up kicks we were rockin' when we were 6 fads come in trends but theyre always trending to come back call it a throwback just to take something back outta the sack start rocking it again, making our own trends be it a snapback or a fitted my caps keeping me lifted get in the jetta just like the clutch ill keep it shifted we swiftly making it through the streets quickly speeding along got the vaton on they say this dogs barks worse than his bite if yah wanna test it, ill be ready to fight, despite my plight is just to get myself off of this flight been labled a risk just cause I got on the plane and shot and missed those that do it right, they label them heroes, we see em as zeroes in the middle east just in spite of America whos got em tight using word pad to fix myself when my words bad you flying coach but nigga im first class smoking in the bathroom stall not worried about a fall higher than im riding in this aeroplane riding your bitch but I forgot her first name

Culmination for Thought

I remember at the age of 8

I had a secret that I had to hold

Deep down inside of my soul

For much too long, just as long

As ive been singing this song

And yet at the same time I know

That the fault is not my own

I have grown so cold because of a father figure

That wasnt there,

Or here

To raise me as he gets older with his grey hair.

I've been aware

And very prepared

For an encounter of the worst sort,

He brought the pen and I brought the sword

I've been sharpening it for 10 long years

Ready to cut a smile from ear to ear

Ready to see the audience stop and cheer

And yet when I stare into the face

Of this enemy I have conjured

This monster that has lingered longer

Than anything else deep in my heart

I know I cant play my part

Because I love too much

With all of this hate that I have felt

And all of the pain he has dealt

Deep down I know he's just a confused man

A very beaten and abused man

Who has gone 5 rounds with the devil himself

Hes been through hell

And I have too

Ain't that true

The confusion is mine to deal with on my own

And through these lyrics I have shown

A confused child who knows nothing of what he has become

And nothing that he will ever be

All ive ever wanted was to end this violently

But I am not a sinner I cannot be

The enemy that I see before me

It cuts too deep

The blood runs through the seams

Of this relationship

And all the patience which

I've worked so hard to call my own

The father I had died when I was 8 years old

As I stood in the cold waiting for a sign

Of something that would show me

He would be mine

Once again I call for a friend

I know I cant ask for anything dad

But I hope your glad

That im the bigger man

And ill end this game with the pen in my hand.

Freestyle

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4InqZVJoJD8

I write because I can't get these lines off my chest

I'm better than the rest

I'll fight yah once fight yah twice givin' myself reps

This lifes been tough but my dicks got harder

I've got no desire to be any type of rhymer

Can't say the shit when I wanna say it,

I quit cause im not tough enough to spit

these words come logically

so just get behind me

been fightin' the cipher trying to complete this

fighting like im rowdy roddy piper

In a steel cage i'll rip you apart like the new age

of modern times, we've got the rhymes

so just come along and flow with me like the rest of the niggas up in the 313 845 518 and 619

I can throw out area codes all day but that wont get my tracks anymore play

talking about where yah been how yah do is all they do in these different crews

but I aint no jew I cant stand around picking pennys off the floor

turning up the music till my brain comes alive and breaks a hole in my skull

falls on the floor

theres no use ive been fighting too long with the vodka and juice

piffin' the tree is the only thing that appeals to me

roll you up an l or a dutch my hands are too fast to touch

i'll beat yah face up leave yah jaw on the floor

it aint time for war but i'll fight no matter the sight

these niggas are hard to read puffin they chests up in the club

but the hunnys show em no love

cause they're already back with me smokin weed in my amp'd up Lamborghini

this beat is ill and my rhymes are phat not like joe

but like the niggas out in iraq

flowing hard hustles got em far so they can help they family, getting em fed

its been a hard life but once I pull out this knife and slit your throat

take your clothes

and send your kids to work for me

out sellin' coke, rocks and tree

making money so im sure them nike workers are still making my socks.

That sounded a little rough, but thats how it goes when youre trying to compete with my flow

its been a long 18 years but I got so many more to go

and im gonna keep rippin it so if you see me at one of my shows

show me some love gimme a hug.

Gimme a girl with a snapback, rockin the jordans better than michael himself

givin' him hell with their tanned up bodies long blonde hair

wearing clothes so swagged out they fall right off

when I get too close, pull out my hose and spray you with this flow

stop the show this niggas goin too hard

white boys spittin out shards of glass and tacks

tearing em' apart and ending this rap with racks on racks

vodkashotsandcandysticks

love?

If love was a sickness it'd be the plague

Tearing you apart and eating at your brain

I'm infected and no remedies can fix it

Some say that we're gifted

but I just wish that this gift could be lifted

off my shoulders

I don't need another burden like the soldiers, out in iraq

when they get trapped by some insurgeouns trying kill them

and reak some fear in the hearts of millions

and it seems that these billions of people filling the world making it turn

cant get over the petty bullshit we all go through

day to day it all stays the same

revolution is a cycle that we cant escape

there is no winning the race in gods game

you think youre at the peak,

no more mountain to climb

then you look down and see

that this peak is just the first in time

aint that strange how those at the top feel like their at the bottom

and the sign aint here theres no one to stop em

but theyre gonna keep giving their all

til the day they fall off of the top and

they hurdling straight to the earth

plummeting like a plummer thats got nothing to fix

all these rich niggas staying at the swale hotels like the ritz

some crackers we sit right down and snack em

like the cups in the game where all yah do is stack em

it's a waste of time

please dont cry because

if youre willing to do the crime youre willing to do the time

that comes with it, its none of my buisness

but if you live it how I live it and you rip it like I rip it

you'd see the errors of the ways in our own country

thats been invading nations saying we gotta bring liberty

but you cant help the people that dont need saving

just because they dont live how we live or say what we say

doesnt mean we can just wash away their thoughts

thats not what we've been taught since the third grade

yah gotta just behave and dont say what yah cant say cause if yah say it

youll hurt someones feelings

and in a PC nation where the feelings is why we breathing

you gotta be nice dont joke about ending a life

that aint a joke

niggas that are broke have been slittin eachothers throats

and killing eachother just for some r e s p e c t

thats all we niggas see and breathe

thats all I got now its your shot

you better live it or not believe it you'll rot

like the tree maybe birch maybe oak or cherry

the longer we go down the list the more its getting hairy

situations that I raised em like the saviors

on the day that the angels praise us

and reincarnate,

open up the gate jesus, let go of all the hate

the games not over, its just begun

you hardly won but it aint over

you won the battle not the war

now watch this fist cause it'll put your jaw on the floor

Can Hardly Breathe

I feel a tightness stuck up in my chest

and I know its been there since the day you left

I got no one to blame but me

guess I'll just sit In my own misery

sent you back like some postage without a stamp

talked down to you your whole life treated you like a tramp

but lady I just wanna stop by and ask how you doin lately?

Times have been hard

and we've grown apart

but its so hard when you part ways

and have to deal with all of these lonely days

what was I thinking went away to college high up in the hills

chilling with niggas who say they like the bills?

What kinda place is this

look at the place we're in

It's been hell since the day you left

and I just wanted to get it off my chest.

White Rabbit

If you're gonna do something,

do it well

which means you gotta excel

otherwise your life will be hell

locked in a cell

stuck in cage like a wild animal

wearing a 15 to life like a platinum chain

it's insane battling

with cocaine and guns

lifes been a hit and run

when you rock it, drop it, pick it up and stop it.

This is your brain on drugs

and this is your fam broke with no love

because the man they had to support em is gone

and the lyrics through this song wont save em

cause youre already on that train,

which is a one way trip and one stop only

like the boat on the river styx

doing what I can with these fly ass kicks

rocking the shoes and clothes

that I wear for these hoes

and we love when they drop they booties low

but that cant buy us into heaven

praying to one god or seven wont save you bro

this is as deep as it goes 6 feet deep just like the grave

that you dig yourself everytime you prod that needle

or smoke that crack rock at the crack spot to get the crack hot,

or cold, dying alone with no soul because you sold it to the devil

for the pound of pure,

you were rockin' it sure

for a long time

but life is the longest grind ya got

yah better watch your ass or your ass might get shot

the deeper you go down the rabbit hole

the more you risk losing your soul

to the queen of hearts and her deck of cards

so watch that white rabbit

make sure you dont nab it all in one shot or you will get shot

cause you aint hard,

you cant spit the bars like the niggas up on the hood

so take what yah got where yah got it good in your warm ass house

not in the hood

worrying about the mouse that slips through the cracks

but you got it good with the trap

just make sure when you get older dont tell your kids crap,

just be honest and tell em

watch out for the queen of hearts and her deck of cards

stealing these kids hearts

I'm dope and a dealer i sell myself

Moths wings-passion pit

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