wannabeawriter

I'm a wannabe writer who has a passion for writing. Just random stuff about me and the things I love and like.

[iglovequotes]

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[awriterlife]

Love is complicated + Love is sad = Forever Alone

[story-dj]

I’m not brave any more darling. I’m all broken. They’ve broken me.

Hemingway (via story-dj)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

How to Find your Purpose in Life

1. Take time to ponder the important questions like: “What really matters most of all in life; what do I want to have achieved in the end; how do I want to feel when I look back, and review the kind of life that I have lived?”

3. Seek out people who inspire you to live well – and then consciously learn what you can from them.

4. Consciously monitor your progress. It is easy to slip back into unproductive habits. Hence, we need to be committed to sticking to our plan. If it helps, be accountsble to a friend, or at least write down your goals so you can check how you’re progressing.

5. Accept that struggles, disappointments and setbacks will always be part of your experience. There will be times when you are tempted to give up and stop trying … but choosing to keep going will lead you to your dreams.

[awriterlife]

we thrown it all away

the memories, the dreams, everything

we can never go back to what it used to be

all that’s left is to say goodbye, goodbye

just say bye, bye, bye

Goodbye, goodbye

step one (it’s hard)

step two (gotta move on)

no looking back

can’t stay here

the future is calling us

change is coming

leave the past, the past

learned to forgive and forget

no need to linger on

no need to get left behind

[awriterlife]

you don’t have to say you’re sorry

just leave me alone

you don’t have to tell me you’re excuses

cause I won’t be listening

go away, far away

(from me)

stay away, all the way

(from me)

I don’t want you next to me, close to me

cause now you mean nothing to me

just a stranger to me

you don’t have to try so hard

just let me be

you don’t have to keep my number

cause I won’t be calling

just go away, far away

(from me)

stay away, all the way

(from me)

I don’t want you next to me, close to me

cause now you mean nothing to me 

just a stranger to me

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[psych2go]

[psych2go]

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[awriterlife]

you set yourself up

only to bring yourself down

disappointed in all that you couldn’t do

when you only looked at the bad parts of you

you know you’re better than that

do much better than that

but you think too much, worry too much

make mistakes, put so much at stakes

have regrets, you overestimate

lie too much, to hide that you’re just a fake

why why why

you’ll only end up questioning your life in the end

only having yourself to blame in the end

cry cry cry

you’ll become the loser you always predicted you be

only to end up hating how your life has come to be

[awriterlife]

your smiling just fine without me

i act like I don’t care 

seeing you living without me

in the sadness behind my eyes

I’ve hide the longing of my wounded heart

when my feet can’t moved

from the spot you left me behind

day by day

I’ll try to erase you completely

so my heart won’t know the pain

of loving a person like you

day by day

I’ll try to live happily

so I won’t be reminded

about a person like you

[awriterlife]

you held on for so long

but you crumble and fall

down and down you go 

nowhere else to go on

you stand up tall

try to be brave and all

but you’re nothing but a fake

a clown in disguised

now the jokes on you

ain’t it funny now

let the tears drowned you in sorrow

(I’ll come to you)

let the scars covered you till tomorrow

(I’ll be with you)

[awriterlife]

It hurts just a little bit more

My heart cries a little bit more

Don’t make sense no more

I’ve become a little bit crazy some more

Cause I got, got nothing left to lose

Now nobody don’t know, will never know

It ain’t easy being me

I’m going to sing it one more time

Let all the words I’ve swallow out

Tell the world one more time

In my melody I will have sung

My sad story and basked in my one last time glory

Where my fears has stop me

And my future have always seem so meek

And I’m just loser who has become so weak

I get lost and round and round I go

Back again where I first started

Well, ain’t it sad being me

[psych2go]

10 Amazing Posts from May 14

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Psych2go features various psychological findings and myths. In the future, psych2go attempts to include sources to posts for the for the purpose of generating discussions and commentaries. This will give readers a chance to critically examine psychology.

[introvertunites]

23 Emotions People Feel But Can’t Explain

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

Source John Koenig, writer and creator of The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows.

[awriterlife]

Love I Could Not Give - The Ice Prince

It’s a story about a witch who was cursed with immortality. This witch who have lived for so long, couldn’t love herself. She was so very lonely and grew to hate everything until she met a very kind heart prince who taught her how to love herself. She fell deep in love with him but he did not love her the same way she had loved him. But after knowing his true feelings for her, she felt hurt and betrayed. He was her only friend, companion, and the only person she could confined her true feelings to. Everything was still okay until she found out the true reason why he couldn’t truly love her. He was in love with someone else. Someone who was younger, prettier, pure, and everything she could never be. She grew mad out of anger, jealousy, rage, sadness, loneliness, and envy. When she found out he would be marrying this young lady, her feelings exploded. How could she find someone else who would treat her like he had treated her? How could he not love her? Was she just a joke to him? Had he played with her feelings all along? She told him everything, reveal her secrets, and even helped him when he needed help. But now he betrayed her. So, she found a curse to put upon him. A curse where he could never love or feel love ever again. But to give such a curse, there was a price to pay for it. The price was her immortality but she was happy to give it away. All the time that she had lived, nobody truly love her or wanted to be with her. Maybe in her heart, she had always known all along that she was forever to remained lonely.

So on the day of the prince wedding, the witch put the curse upon him. The prince fell into a deep sleep and when he woke up. He was in another place. A place he has never been before. A place that was covered in snow and ice. But something was wrong, very wrong. He felt his heart but there was no warmth, no heart beat, no nothing. It was a weird. It was even weirder as he could not find anybody else. All alone in what’s look like an abandon crystal castle.

“Where was he?” He thought to himself as he searched around calling for somebody, anybody but there was no answer. What the witch also didn’t know was that she passed her immortality onto him. She had given up her life up to get revenge upon him. Struck with confusion, the prince continued living inside the castle unable to venture out into the snow.

Thus, began the story of the “Ice Prince”

What will happen to the prince? Will he find out about the curse that was put upon him? Will he ever escape and return back home?

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