redesigned my crpa sona cuz i saw this design Literally flash in my brain like a week ago. finally finished it today yayy. this is kinda lazily done my bad. but i freestyled that pose w no references and it turned out alright WOOHOOOOO. her weapon would be a chainsaw but Damn im too lazy to draw all that rn
I WILL MAKE A PLAYLIST FOR HER ON SPOTIFY BECAUSE YEEESSSSSS i have so many songs for her/me.... I HAVE MADE IT
her name is chloe (AKA MY NAME!!!) maybe for like a crpa name itd beeeeee idk the manhunter..?? or the nameless. or something else Idk yet ITS A WORK IN PROGRESS IM BAD W NAMES.. if i come up w a name i like for her then i will put it in the tags and/or here hello i think i like the name Huntsman. like the spider
for the non-triggering facts abt her, she walks on her tip toes Cuz She's Got Autism and it helps her keep her balance much easier than walking normally. she loves pink, purple, and periwinkle (all p named colors.. nooticing.), loves stuffed animals and Animals In General, loves to garden and, in general, care for things. she loves the hot chocolate she makes (not the packet stuff), apples, carrots, cake, and super salty foods (ramen is a big one). she is also the BIGGEST hater of mashed potatoes you will ever find (IT TASTES LIKE WET DOG!!!)
she is 4'10 and 90 something pounds because she stopped growing once she hit 12 years old. something something trauma stunted growth.
she has a red or pink chainsaw I'm Not decided on the design for it yet but it'll likely be one of those two colors, and it'd probably have stickers on it of stuff she likes (mlp, cute animals, vocaloid, Perhaps Minecraft Stuff idk)
her closest friends are clockwork (a given considering their similar backstories), ticci toby, liu, and eyeless jack. she is incredibly awkward and has trouble talking to people though, which makes it hard for her to make more friends.. but if u get to know her, she is Usually all smiles and tries to be kind, and is naturally silly. she has insomnia and needs pills to help her stay asleep.
as for sexuality if anyone is interested in that, bisexual but male-leaning, hates sex for Obvious Reasons, but will do it for her partner and also does it as a form of self harm because YEEEOWCH SEX HURTS!!! usually.
C/SA TRIGGER WARNING FOR THIS CHARACTER FROM HERE ON OUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!
this design While simple does speak to me very deeply. feeling subhuman and overly sexualized through abuse, but also portrays A Clear instability and dangerousness (i wouldnt wanna get close to someone looking like that Let's Be Real.) the ripped dress for the brutality of sexuality (to me), but the white fabric representing purity/innocence. the latex for the over-sexualization of her (because i see people view latex as sexy i guess), and the latex being black on her hands and feet to represent the corruption of touching/being forced to touch Things, the hannibal-lecter style muzzle (could also be swapped out for a dog muzzle if u so please, which would just further the subhuman aspect, i just did Not feel like drawing one Sorry) which represents quite a few things to me, not being allowed to speak/being silenced (even tho yes she could speak w that on... BUT ITS SYMBOLISM!!), being unable to be kissed, or forced to Yknow, being unable to bite/fight back w Her Teeth. HELPLESSNESS AND DESPAIR CODED INTO HER DESIGN!!
i can't say much about her lore because i fear my brother who actually sexually abused me for 8 years is still stalking my social media BUT just know that he would be heavily, heavily involved in this character's lore and subsequent proxification by slenderman.
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