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@axplosion
HI THERE !! if you’re reading this, then you’re following the wrong blog to keep interacting with axel! i’ve moved him over onto my multi over at @arlotide !! this blog will exist only as an archive! thanks for all the fun, hope to see you over at the new blog!
It could all be so simple | joecavallini
You have lied down into the pain. And you have become the night. Now you will rise like flames. Not the Phoenix, but the flames - And walk, scorched, towering and bleeding, into the next stage of your life.
Helaena C Moon @ http://hapless-hollow.tumblr.com/ (via hapless-hollow)
Helaena Moon @ http://hapless-hollow.tumblr.com/
love me like you do | ellie goulding
8/8 ♡ axel day
Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.
Theodor Seuss Geisel (via thoughtkick)
ROXAS.
he knows axel is lying. he’d be stupid not to be scared of the organization , but roxas doesn’t comment on it. he doesn’t have to say anything , he just lets himself be pulled in , his free arm settling around axel’s side , just shy of clinging to him. the closeness is what he needs , & despite everything , he feels , & he feels happier .
‘ ….don’t make promises you can’t keep. ’
it’s a quiet remark , because loss is something roxas fears , perhaps what he fears most at the moment. it’s so hard to know what will or won’t happen , & roxas’ hand tightens slightly in the fabric of axel’s coat , keeping him there. he shuts his eyes for a moment before leaning back just enough to look up at axel , expression firm .
‘ and you better not die on me. ’
WHAT A LOOK. it stirs something in axel’s chest that he’d thought long gone, something that feels eerily similar to a heartbeat, the warmth & familiarity of their old bond. his expression becomes a little lighter, that mischievous twinkle coming back to life in his eyes as he offers a wry smile.
“ not plannin’ to, kiddo, so don’t you worry about it. get it memorized, rox : you’re STUCK WITH ME whether you like it or not! ”
after a moment he slings a look over his shoulder & all warmth flees his expression. “ we should really find somewhere to take cover, though. i’m sure the dusks will be after us pretty quick here, if they aren’t already ... i can only lie to them for so long before someone higher than them catches on. ”
ROXAS.
he feels like he’s under a microscope of sorts with the way axel studies him , takes in the entirety of his trembling form , how he’s barely holding back tears he shouldn’t be able to cry . gloved hands are curled into fists at his sides as roxas stands there , vision blurred & filled to the brim with a sadness he shouldn’t be able to feel. he feels so alone , so raw & exposed , roxas doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do. he knows they can’t go home.
they never had a home in the first place.
‘ …..don’t leave. ’
roxas’ voice is soft , much softer than it’s ever been. he’s so filled with things he can’t express & yet there’s still holes within him , big ones he doesn’t know how to fix. one hand reaches out , then two , & they enclose one of axel’s between them loosely.
‘ i….i can’t lose you, too. ’
“ YOU WON’T. not now, not ever. ”
he doesn’t ask what else roxas has lost. he doesn’t NEED to. fingers tighten around the hand beneath them, applying just enough pressure to tug the key of destiny the remaining steps lingering between them & loop his free arm around that slim waist.
there’s a lot of uncertainty going on between them, so maybe if axel can just keep things upbeat ... then they can chase away the negativity. RIGHT? & how better to start than with a harmless hug?
“ i’m not afraid of the organization, roxas, ” he lies smoothly & right into roxas’ spiky hair, voice firm in spite of the way his brows turn up with nerves. “ i’d rather die than see you walk this path on your own. ”
—— at least THAT PART is true.
my most listened to songs of 2018 i lived | onerepublic
“ take me home , i don’t want to be alone tonight . ” ———@theysacrifice ( ROXAS! ). ( FROM. )
NO ONE WANTS TO BE ALONE TONIGHT, roxas, even if they’re supposed to be fighting one another for the sake of another day to live. axel dips his head as his seafoam eyes narrow just so, studying his best friend’s expression with all of the care in the world. his chakrams feel like they weigh A THOUSAND POUNDS in his trembling grip, once poised to strike & now hanging useless & burned out at his sides.
who knew such a simple request would disarm him so easily?
“ ... oh, rox. ”
the eternal flames clatter to the ground & vanish in a hail of sparks as their owner drops his shoulders & shakes his head. THIS ISN’T SUPPOSED TO FEEL SO BAD. he isn’t supposed to feel at all !! but axel feels that if he takes roxas back to the organization ... even if he’s been TOLD to do it ... something terrible will happen to both of them. his instincts are SHARP, & that’s what makes the flurry of dancing flames so dangerous. so UNPREDICTABLE.
“ ... i can’t do that, ” he finally mutters, gaze hesitantly meeting those cerulean blues. “ but i can go with you instead. ”
my life
new pride icon to show off axel’s colors. c:
by Vadim Sadovski
All of these secrets that I house - are bound to break my skin - are bound to rip the seams, and rain oceans down on you. You really must be much more careful about where you go a scratching.
Helaena C Moon @ http://hapless-hollow.tumblr.com/ (via hapless-hollow)
Kya ka ra ba a, Naomi Kawase (2001)
