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[axzl06]

This is a photo I took in a drama*

The storm came and the confusing feeling came.

after I forgot that figure, suddenly a new one appeared that shook my feelings. I don't know when this feeling comes suddenly so I always look for this feeling on the internet, this feeling like interested but the other side Oh no don't not him, but when I meet him I always look at him and like I'm interested. this feeling I think arose when we were doing school group assignments where I often helped him, sometimes I also felt sorry for him because he was often scolded by my friends, I always helped him how to express himself and this task was a theater task and I always focused on helping him. ever since then, it's been on my mind, Oh my god...

he is very nice he is very friendly he is dashing cool and soft spoken but he is not tall,in my country including 170s height, but I am 175 cm tall and I want my partner to be taller than me. I just wish if he was taller than me maybe I would talk straight about this feeling and not repeat my stupid love again.

The interesting thing for me is that he is a gentleman and he wants to join the military.

[axzl06]

I once liked someone but he didn't know that I liked him, I met him in junior high school and he was very popular at that time or a lot of people liked him. I have liked him for about 3 to 4 years, I know why keep him for that long maybe I just want to also have someone I'm proud of, I realize that the feeling is not a sense of love but a sense of how to make me this with people who have a couple of lovers so I to maintain it and want to know how it feels. at the end of the day when I look at his social media to see a quote that maybe it describes or in while liking someone else, I don't want to take it is me and I don't want to make it is someone else at the moment when I want to see it feels a little sick. why do I always decide it now? why not since then, I was so stupid to keep him, and two days after that after I didn't do anything and also my school was a little stretched and I remember it and will decide that I no longer like him, because if you keep him I will be stupid and love it is a stupid love that there is no certainty.

Here I don't blame him because I'm just telling him how stupid I was to hold on to an uncertain love, the worst thing is he doesn't know.

[axzl06]