sun🥀

lost cause 😔

[ayosuniii]

Gopiyaan ani jaani hai,

Raadha toh mann ki raani hai,

Saanjh sakhare jamna kinaare ,

Raadha Raadha hi kaanha pukaare.

[ayosuniii]

Sometimes it really is important to understand where your importance lie in other people's life bcuz the whole time you thought u were important might be you were living in delusion...

And often after seeing down on you and ignoring you and being totally unbothered by the fact that you've totally gone silent they'll come up with something funny or totally out of the world that will spin your mind and you'll forget everything bcuz after all these you were dying to talk to them and maybe you'll go back to normal and again one day same thing happens and you're left to question your worth , what you could've done wrong , and question everything you believe in ....

And it really brings your moral down begging them to talk to you begging to belong when they clearly show u you're an " outcast" " taken for granted " "Dumb" and maybe they don't realise it bcuz they never tried to think from your perspective.

Sometimes it's tiring to understand and not the one to be understood being in case of friendship or relationship or family or anywhere.

[r4smalaigf-deactivated20251022]

isn't it just so pure when little kids come up to you and hug you with that huge grin on their faces and you're standing there like "woah they love me?" In those moments i'm the happiest because i feel what it is like to be purely loved

[ayosuniii]

True Bhai previous day a kid holded my hand and waved at me that made my day 🥺

[feelingsoftheday]

Remember that the right person will never get tired of you even in the worst times

[ayosuniii]

House of the dragons nahi House of the Scandals

House of the marriage with anyone in the name of so called continuation of the bloodline and protection of the realm.

Matlab kuch bhi ...

Uncle ke saath shaadi

Cousin ke saath shaadi

What in the earth

I started watching it in order to watch wars and warfares and tactics of war and how a queen reigns and dragons and politics instead I'm seeing it's all about lunatics hell bound to get married to their own blood

🙂

Game of thrones and the Starks are far far better than this House of dragons where you don't see dragons you see p*rn👍

P*rn ultra pro max

[ayosuniii]

Love ? Twisted thing really yet everybody gets involved

Love? Causes pain yet everybody gets involved

Love? No it's not all roses and honeymoon

Love? Not giving up

Love? Choosing each other everyday

Love? Choosing each other despite of the flaws and ugliness

Love? Quite tough yet makes everything simpler

Love? NOT GIVING UP

Love? Most beautiful thing 😌

[ayosuniii]

How am I supposed to forget and move on when he was the one who assured me ,who made me believe I can be loved, who made me believe we will last , who made sure he loves me , who did not wanted to leave when I said im not the right one ,who made me fall in love with him so much , who made amends , who made me feel that I'm loved after so long , who made me happy and made me fall in love with him madly and now we're not together and he doesn't even like me anymore , irritated is all he feels when I text him , he doesn't know how badly I wanna text him like rn as I'm writing and bcuz i miss him so much I'm writing this and my eyes r hurting....

I'm just so tired of keeping things to myself about how I feel , how I am doing after the brkup ik these things r secondary but I'm not well is what I am

Its physically hurting ,my eyes r hurting my chest is hurting and sometimes its hard to breathe when i sob in the bathroom or at night it's really hard trying not to remember him but all I can think is how much I miss him how much I wanna tell him everything but he made sure that I can't talk to him as i irritate him...

I umm... I just still....

[ayosuniii]

No matter how much I try I just can't just can't bring myself to a position where I no longer long for you to text me , whatever the day is I always go back to thinking about you , remembering you , wanting to tell you everything,I am just so tired of pretending all the time that I'm over you ,I don't care but only I know I will never love someone the way I loved you or love you thing that pains me the most is that I can't say this to you can't share what I feel what I am feeling recently.

There's so much to say but I'd rather keep it to myself or else you'll get annoyed and irritated and say hurtful things.

I still love you

I wish I didn't.

I still care

I wish didn't .

I still want to talk to you

I wish I didn't.

I still want you

I wish I didn't .

[shyama-pyaari-deactivated202512]

We talk about giving people a second chance, giving our loved one a second chance but have you ever wondered how often are YOU given a second chance?

Remember, despite all of the hard work and all of the apologies you made you were not granted a second chance. And do you remember, when someone hurt you and you in your mind decided that, "Even if he/she comes to apologise to me I will forgive him/her in a moment but only if they apologise. And even if they didn't I will still go talk, because come on I love that person!"...but the thoughts and the questions that I am writing today through the post never even struck me when I was being so naive.

[ayosuniii]

I can relate 😔

[desi-tumbllr-dot-com]

I can NEVER slide in anyone's dms like... ITS SCARY AF what if they ignore me what if they don't want to talk what if its annoying what if-

[ayosuniii]

What if par toh duniya kayam hai

Think why not

[ayosuniii]

There's this app of meta ngl for Instagram idk why I do that very frequently but I do bcuz I love to reply people with something funny or humorous or jokes but some people idk who just love to ruin it by sending something that's totally out of the box and it totally fucks up my mind and then I delete all of them after 2mins.

Like u don't have to be so serious all the time bro chill a little bit send something funny or interesting.

[desi-tumbllr-dot-com]

how do i always pick up a pen that doesn’t work when my dad asks for it when he’s on call

[ayosuniii]

Nothing is more dangerous than this 😖😖

[wherewilltheygo]

Jon Snow in Game of Thrones | 6.07 "The Broken Man"

[ayosuniii]

I'd rather distance myself when I'm hurting than hurt somebody else when I'm hurting.

[azoraahai]

DAENERYS TARGARYEN in Game of Thrones 4.04

[ayosuniii]

She at the end became her father afterall 😐

[mysticaquariusfairy]

Mmmmm no

[ayosuniii]

How come ??

[ofsansa]

Sansa, permit me to share a bit of womanly wisdom with you on this very special day. Love is poison. A sweet poison, yes, but it will kill you all the same.

fix it

[ayosuniii]

The Starks were the real lion

Each and every one of them were loyal , honest and warrior each one of them.

[azoraahai]

DAENERYS TARGARYEN in Game of Thrones 4.04

[ayosuniii]

She at the end became her father afterall 😐