Ayul

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[ayulxo]

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Introduction (￣з￣)

Hello everyone! I'm Ayul and this is my 3dblr acc.

Block don't report.

Im 41 backwards (iykyk)

Im really looking for moots rn, so if you are too, don't be scared to talk to me!

If your gonna be a trashy person who is gonna spam me with hate or if I find out your really an old dude, please shut up.

any ways this is my progress!

(ToT) (rip)

Hw: 65kg

Cw: 63kg

Gw 1: 60kg 🔒

Gw 2: 55kg🔒

GW 3: 50kg🔒

Gw 4: 45kg 🔒

Ugw: 39kg 🔒

Wish you all the best <3

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[ayulxo]

after not losing weight for a long time, I finally lost 2 kgs!!

And I lost it in a week. I'm so happy!!!

But this doesn't mean I should be lazy.. I have to work even harder. Because this is the only thing bringing happiness in my life rn

Stay sk1ɲɲƴ <3

[ayulxo]

I just NEED to be skinny again god. Won't you please help me one more time to not bıngə? and have the motivation to §tarvə?! I just wanna feel my ɓoɲə§ again, be a little lighter.. maybe like an ąɲgęl.. so frągįlę. Only if it was so easy to have the motivation to do it. Atleast help me go back in my honeymoon phase I was so happy, eagerly waiting and so exited to shed of the wɛıght, seeing the numbers drop one by one. Every pound would make me cry a tear of joy. But now.. I'm not even doing that. All I do is eat, sleep, cry, repeat. I miss the days people called me ɓơŋę§, so §ƙıŋŋƴ, so ųŋɗęrwęıght. Don't you miss it? Don't you wanna kiss it? oh god I'm begging you please help me one more time. just this time I promise it won't happen again..

[ayulxo]

Hey guys! Sorry for not updating for awhile. Any ways I'm going to try this diet and I'll do a 100 c4l exercise a few times every day and update my weight before and after :)

Cw (before): 61

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[ayulxo]

some back to school/fall insp0 ★*☆♪

look at their waists oml :(((

[ayulxo]

went to the doctor a few days ago (for school) and she measured my weight and height and she was like "she's healthy and fine its just that she a little overweight!.."

ill show you bitch

[acubi-doll]

reblog this if you aren't into smoking or vaping bc i wanna make sure i am not alone on this one

[dolliesbone]

Reasons to loose weight

1. You'll be able to see ur ribs

2. You'll be able to see ur collar bones

3. You'll notice your thigh gap

4. People will notice your weightloss

5. People won't be able to call u fat or say anything about you being fat

6. You'll look good in almost all clothes

7. Your face will loose fat

8. You'll see more of your figure that was covered in fat when you reach ur gw or ugw

9. People will think ur light and be able to easily pick u up

10. People will hug you and feel your bones

11. Your double chin will go away

12. Your wrists will look smaller

13. You'll see the bones in ur hands

14. Your fingers will look slimmer

15. Your thighs won't rub together

16. You'll be able to admire your body in the mirror in anything

17. You can wear baby tees or crop tops

18. You can wear low rise jeans

19. You can wear tight tops and maybe your ribs will even show through them

20. Your waist will look thinner

21. You'll look smaller in of guard pictures or pictures in general

22. People would be jealous of your body

23. You'll be able to enjoy food more often

24. People won't judge you for eating

25. You'll see your bones from every angle

26. You'll look prettier

27. Youll be those type of skinny people that are "cursed with skinny problems"

28. You'll be proud of your body

29. Your back rolls will go away

30. You'll look perfect

[ayulxo]

If this isn't motivation then idk what is 😭

[ayulxo]

One of my biggest dreams when hit my ugw is that I sit on someone's lap and they tell me "why aren't you putting all of your weight on me?" and I can say "that is all of my weight." can yall imagine that? 😭

[ayulxo]

Why do we always say " I can start not eating tommorow" when that tommorow never exists? Instead we should probably say "I can start eating tommorow" and that tommorow shouldn't exist either, Your choice. <3

[ayulxo]

I just found out I actually weight 60kgs... Like wtf 😭 If I don't lose atleast 5 kgs this month I swear I'm gonna kms

[ayulxo]

So I'm at my grandparents house and I wanna skip dinner because every time I go there, they feed me a ton 😭 do you guys have any excuses for skipping dinner?

[ayulxo]

Hiyaa! So today I have decided that this week I'll have only 500 cals everyday. Hopefully it will make me lose weight faster, cuz the last time I checked I was at 54kgs. Btw if yall have any tips for losing your appetite or getting rid of your urge to b¡ng€ please lm :)

[ayulxo]

I remember when I was around 8 or 9, a guest came to our house and she told my mom: (yeah Rosa's (me) stomach has gotten bigger since I last saw her!) she started to laugh and then my mom joined her.. :/ I looked at her, and then I looked at my stomach. For a second I didn't know what to say, but then I sucked it in and pretended as if nothing happend :(

I wanna hug my childhood self in that moment so bad 😭

[ayulxo]

Some aesthetic th¡nsp0 I found that actually gives me motivation ❤️

[ayulxo]

These are my favorite pair of jeans, but ever since yesterday they got tight for me 😖 maybe my aunt is right, I am getting fat. It makes my stomach hurt every time I fucking wear it and it's kinda hard to breathe in 😭 I can't lose my favorite pair of jeans just because of a little weight 🙄