Azariya

Don't leave me with your child. they will either be crying, or won't want to leave. (Active April 2023)

[azariyahavingacrisis]

Hey. What’s your name?

Woah, that’s such a pretty name, it fits you.

Me? My name isn’t important.

How are you?

Is life hitting you again?

That’s alright.

Let it all out.

I’m here for you.

Whatever you’re going through.

Just know, I’m proud of you.

You’re doing great, love.

Your smile is adorable, did you know that?

Yes, it is.

It’s alright to feel tired.

It’s alright to feel hopeless.

It’s alright.

I’m here.

I’m always here.

Forever and ever.

I’m proud of you.

I don’t care what grades you have.

I don’t care how you look.

I don’t care who you are.

Where you are.

Why you’re here.

We all have reasons.

We all have a story to tell.

Your chapter isn’t done, love.

Yet the book is closed.

What happened?

You don’t need to tell me.

I know it’s hard.

I’ll be with you.

And once you’re able to open that book again, let me know.

I’ll throw you a surprise party!

What’s your favorite cake?

I’m not very good at baking, but for you, I’m willing to try.

Chocolate? Simple but delightful.

Leaves a bittersweet taste in your mouth.

It reminds me of someone.

Hehe, anyways.

I leave this book in your capable hands.

No requirements.

I just want you to write your feelings down.

Maybe, a story will be born.

Take this too.

(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ

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For anyone that needs it ❤

i love you

i love your smile

i love your laugh

i love your personality

i love your hair (or lack thereof)

i love your insecurities

i love your accomplishments

i love your failures

i love your eyes

i love your beauty

i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)

i love the way you dance

i love you on your happy days

i love you on your sad days

i love you on the days you feel lonely

i love you on the days you feel helpless

i love you on the days you feel like no one cares

i love you on the days you feel forgotten

i love you on the days you feel unmotivated

i love you on the days you feel loved

i love you on the days you feel sick

i love you on the days you feel motivated

i love you on the days you feel depressed

i love you on the days you feel stressed

i love you on the days you feel crazy

i love you on the days you feel hopeful

i love you on the days you feel cuddly

i love you on the days you feel clingy

i love you on the days you feel amazing

i love you on the days you feel beautiful

i love you on the days you feel like a failure

i love you on the days you feel angry

i love you on the days you feel aggressive

i love you on the days you feel horrible

i love you on the days you feel safe

i love you on the days you feel unsafe

i love you on the days you feel vulnerable

i love you on the days you feel weird

i love you on the days you feel ok

i love you when you're healthy

i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)

i love your taste in music

i love your taste in movies

i love your taste in tv shows

i love the way you move

i love the way you act

i love you when you cry

i love you when you're kind

i love you when you're mean

i love you when you're alone

i love you when you can't feel

i love you when you feel too much

i love you when you can't take life anymore

i love you when you feel like it's too much

i love you when you're asleep

i love you when you have nightmares

i love you when you have dreams

i love how you believe

i love you when you believe in yourself

i love you when you don't believe in yourself

i love you when you hate yourself

i love you when you love yourself

i love the way you think

i love your problems

i love your solutions

i love how you support

i love you when you're in pain

i love you when you're hurt

i love your promises

i love your secrets

i love your attitude

i love your sass

i love your creativity

i love your voice (or lack thereof)

i love your hand gestures

i love your stories

i love your wounds

i love your scars

i love your face

i love your past

i love your future

i love your present

i love your outfits

i love your style

i love your art

i love your honesty

i love you when you lie

i love you when you're tired

i love you when you're energetic

i love how you look

i love how you cook

i love you when you're adventurous

i love you when you're scared

i love your imperfections

i love your perfections

i love you when you worry

i love you when you talk (or communicate)

i love your opinions

i love you when you have a headache

i love you when you have a stomach ache

i love you when you help others

i love you when you need help

i love you when you're mature

i love you when you're immature

i love you in the hard times

i love you in the easy times

i love you when life is meh

i love you when you're responsible

i love you when you're irresponsible

i love you when you fight

i love you in your darkest moments

i love you in your brightest moments

i love your heart

i love you in the day

i love you in the night

i love you at midnight

i love you at 3 am

i love you at all times

i love you at your best

i love you at your worst

i love the little things you do

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH

(This is all platonic♥)

Reminder: You're doing great, im so proud of you❤‍🩹

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I’m proud of you for waking up.

I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.

I’m proud of you for blinking.

I’m proud of you for breathing.

I’m proud of you for making your bed.

I’m proud of you for eating.

I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.

I’m proud of you for drinking water.

I’m proud of you for being here.

I’m proud of you for being you.

I’m proud of you for smiling.

I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.

I’m proud of you for standing up.

I’m proud of you for blinking.

I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.

I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.

I’m proud of you for standing up.

I’m proud of you for sitting down.

I’m proud of you for defending yourself.

I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.

I’m proud of you for simply trying.

I’m proud of you for being alive.

IM PROUD OF YOU!!

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[azariyahavingacrisis]

if you start learning german, i'd love to help you out sometime!

(regarding your language poll)

Sure! it would be great to have some help! ^^

[azariyahavingacrisis]

I'm Gkv3neverstops finally got around to adding ya lol

Haii

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!!TW SU1C1DE!!

Me 🤝 Su1cide

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[sabertoothwalrus]

new 0 notes post dropped and it’s the sickest gauntlets I’ve ever seen

[elodieunderglass]

Good design, no notes

[azariyahavingacrisis]

*aggressive grabby hands*

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Me 24/7: Oh shit, what was i doing a second ago-

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Im going bash my head into a brick wall. RESETING MY ACCOUNT DELETED ALL OF MY FILES

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TO MY GREMLINS (mutals) THAT FOLLOWED MY OTHER ACCOUNT -> @lofi555 I HAD TO DELETE IT. My new account is -> @lofi535

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<>Just remembered something from when i was younger (9-10) so ima share rq<>

So i was friends with this girl (calling her jess) and we were having our sleepover as we normally did. we both considered each other best friends but it took me a while to realize she was pretty toxic- ANYWAY it was the morning, i had just woke up and she was one of those "get up eat a healthy breakfast and go on a walk" kind of person. i was (and still am) the "go back to sleep don't eat and stay in bed" person. so i woke up a little later than her (around 11AM) and she was in the middle of eating breakfast and such i was asked "What do you want for breakfast?" and i said "im not really hungry" and grabbed some water. and she came back into her bedroom and i was brushing my teeth, she came in the bathroom looked in the mirror and said "i look so fat don't i?" while looking in the mirror.

She had a natural skinny waist.

Flat stomach.

Thighs that didn't touch

Hands that look as dainty as a tea cup.

A jawline sharp enough to cut paper.

Arms that looked like they could fit in a straw.

Hip bones that would show through her skin.

And i sat there comforting her while i had a stomach that fell out of tight pants

thighs that mushed together.

hands that looked like grown mans hands.

A jawline that barely showed through my skin.

And arms that always rubbed against my side.

Tbh it hurt me more than it should have.

[catchymemes]

[azariyahavingacrisis]

@useless-blog1 @tobi-rexi

i think you would like this :)

[r0ttingp3ach]

Reblog if you have an ed but…

Your thighs still touch

Your ribs don’t show

You’re not underweight and are average / overweight

You still get your period

You binge

You binge & p*rge

You don’t faint constantly

You don’t “look sick” according to Ed standards

You haven’t been hospitalized

You don’t fast for days on end

Your wrists/hands aren’t boney

You aren’t super pale or sickly

You feel like you’re not sick / have impostor syndrome

Your clothes aren’t baggy

You’re scared to post body checks

You are still valid even if you don’t “look” sick. Your disorder is still valid and real even if you aren’t a walking skeleton. You are valid even if you don’t feel “sick enough”.

[azariyahavingacrisis]

Deep breaths, deep breaths. do. not. rage. 😤

[azariyahavingacrisis]

The color game: u is gay

Very much Not wrong. (very sorry for not tagging you, brain turned off for the night)

[azariyahavingacrisis]

My closeted self totally in love with a random girl in a store: *persons name* Look how pretty they are :]

[trobeds]

WHAT AM I TO YOU?

u know the drill

[azariyahavingacrisis]

@souloftheintrovert @luveuly @useless-blog1 @alyxovert @danny---the-man @strawberryfaee @lucid--death @plutoandcoffee @g3r4rd5-bl00d @bo07 @dyingnights @born-of-smoke @crumboat @kellysworlds

(yes i tagged everyone i ever remember talking to.)

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