For a ( b r i e f ) moment, Nate wondered if this was all just a dream, created by his wishes and desires. But there was no way a dream could be this real, the touches, the SOUNDS; it was all real, as was her words. ‘Been years’, she’d said & he was pretty sure he had forgotten how to breathe for a second. A ( smile ) spread on his face at the realization that they’d both felt this way for so long & yet neither had made a move, not until now. How w o n d e r f u l l y stupid and amazing. Caught up in all of these thoughts, he barely registered Azaelea’s movements until she was sitting on top of him, shirtless. She was so ( beautiful ), he thought to himself. It was odd to think that there had been a time where he had found her to be an annoying brat. It seemed like another lifetime … He still clearly remembered when her body had started to change, though, how his ( e y e s ) had hesitantly sought her figure only to quickly avert his gaze, not allowing himself to look at her in that way. But now, now he allowed himself to look, to take in every ( inch ) of her. He felt a pang of insecurity being next to her, but before it could take root & flourish within him, he sat up & removed his shirt in a s w i f t motion. He ran one of his hands from her hip up to her breast, cupping it in his hand before running his thumb over her nipple. Glancing up at her, he smiled at her nervously, a ( jittery ) feeling in his body that was unusual but not unwelcome.
it was clear for her that he wanted her just as much & she felt like she was gonna burst in flames as he looked at her in a way nobody else ever had, not with complete lust but something else she couldn’t put her finger on yet, but didn’t need to for now, she wanted to ask ‘ why me ? ’ but no words came out of her mouth, only a moan when he cupped her breast & swiped his thumb over her nipple, making it hard & she found herself embarassingly wet by now where she was almost desperate for Nate’s touch. ‘ touch me. ’ it was weird hearing herself say it already as she always have thought it but it never worked for her that way, she couldn’t just come up & say it before, but now she could. & next thing she knew she was grabbing Nate’s freehand & placing it between her legs so he could feel how ( s o a k e d ) she was already as she kissed on the shell of his ear. ‘ this is for you. ’ she said as she moaned into his ear & held onto his bicep.
