medicated drama queen𝄢

tg/tt/ig/dc: allisholy (sometimes @/cancerinesirvix tho) eng + learning pln

[azhiiisholy]

medicated drama queen, picture perfect numb belligerence.

BLOG INTRO

hihiii, welcome to my really cool mainly mjk themed blog!

my name is azhii, im 15 and im a massive fat mjk fan, literally anything involving him will be consumed by me without fail!

my favourite of his bands is tool! especially undertow because pauld d'amour, i love you paul d'amour but uhm yeah hashtag i dont know bro

all my socials are @/allisholy or for art stuffs @/allisholyart

this is gonna be mainly for music related stuff but my backup one is @cancerinesirvix

okay byebyeeee, this is sparse but i genuinely have nothing else to say lmao

oh yeah, I'll also post my own music shit on here eventually, mostly rewriting my own scores for random films but sometimes stuff with my band as well

okay actually bye now.

[stinkfisterr]

Well here’s what I’ve been doing

[mainlyghostbustersart]

maynard used to be shaking his bare ass all over stage and nobody gave a fuck

[bleeding-chaoss]

Not… Puscifer….? I LOLed, but a few sketch/doodles whilst I continue procrastinating bigger projects 💥I can’t tell if him being blonde is supreme or not ( I’m also very much the person who prefers the sickly Eat the Elephant look though)

eta is old btw😞

[toolloveremz]

Dude I love these sooooooo mucccchh🤩🖤

[ticksndleeches]

Shitty sketch of Paul word UP

[azhiiisholy]

IM ACTTIUALLY CRYING THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL PAULARTPAULARTPAULART AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[gellito64]

i may be stuoid but sometimes the puscifer comics make no sense

anyways BELLENDIA HEADCANON DESIGN!!!!!

[pinkdruggroomerklol]

screenies and pics. no real order sry a lot of our emails got jacked up over the decades. hiding faces of other fans because i dont know them anymore and they cant consent.

[tgilamonster]

his smile makes my heart hurt

[tgilamonster]

adam?? jones???? adam Jones. Adam jones adam jones adam jlnes adam jones adam jones

[azhiiisholy]

uhmuhm leavers shirt but im the best so i made the best one ever so god nerfed me by making black paint explode on it and making my whiye pain almost run out uhm

but its tool so im still the best (with slight connotations of apc ans puscifer)

my room is a big fat mess and i highly doubt ill be able to clean it before prom uhhh hashtag hope i dont get killed

gonna force evil to sign it maybe, if i don't randomly think evil hates me

[azhiiisholy]

evil signed it im madly in love with evil

[fourdegreeswarmerr]

[azhiiisholy]

PAULS SO CUTE HERE AAAA

[azhiiisholy]

this shit is making me tear the fuck up i dont want them to go ughhh

[azhiiisholy]

forgot i have to write like 10 billion cards too...might just cry

[azhiiisholy]

uhmuhm leavers shirt but im the best so i made the best one ever so god nerfed me by making black paint explode on it and making my whiye pain almost run out uhm

but its tool so im still the best (with slight connotations of apc ans puscifer)

my room is a big fat mess and i highly doubt ill be able to clean it before prom uhhh hashtag hope i dont get killed

gonna force evil to sign it maybe, if i don't randomly think evil hates me

[azhiiisholy]

the worst fucking thing is after the black paint exploded i tried to improvise with more black paint and made it worse actually fuck my stupid chud life

[azhiiisholy]

uhmuhm leavers shirt but im the best so i made the best one ever so god nerfed me by making black paint explode on it and making my whiye pain almost run out uhm

but its tool so im still the best (with slight connotations of apc ans puscifer)

my room is a big fat mess and i highly doubt ill be able to clean it before prom uhhh hashtag hope i dont get killed

gonna force evil to sign it maybe, if i don't randomly think evil hates me

[damonsboozyfade]

i need to see morrissey be killed by a jackass stunt

[azhiiisholy]

"...and you can never stop to face all that you do

in all your actions and expenses of the loved ones

that you master that you master you can never

be a part of what is graceful what is good, and

honestly the presence of a love inside

your heart and it is breaking by the thousands

due to people like your father, your father

it's a never ending never bending threshold

of abuse, that you are forced to take

that's why you can never break down the raw side

defense, landslide, splinters of the hurt and pain

piercing all that you have been and if you think

you're hurting now you better not wake up again

melting in the sibling sun exposing all that

you have done, you think you're hurting

now, you ain't seen nothing yet..."

(acumen nation- ventilator, the earlier version i believe im not sure if this part is in the others) best thing ever written i think its one of the biggest parts of me thats been emobodied by a song