tasted .

messie and faded

[azizafor-blog]

Bahkan bila senja beranjak berpelangi, langit muram tetap akan menggantikannya. Iya, kamu akan tetap mengingat masa laluku, bahkan jika aku telah menepisnya demi menjadikanmu pendar cahayaku.

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Jika nanti sudah terjawab

Kulitnya sudah terkelupas, tulang-tulangnya hancur perlahan, belatungnya menempel bergerombolan, bukan lagi mayat, yang pernah dipikir abadi ternyata sudah bukan siapa-siapa. Siapa? Ya bukan siapa-siapa.

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Berdebar-debar rasanya, bukan sedang jatuh cinta, kepala ini tak sengaja mendonga lalu menengadah sembari berkata "Tuhan maafkan hamba". Sepertinya aku tak pernah sanggup menerima deraan dosa-dosa yang sengaja ku-reka .

[azizafor-blog]

Me and my best ever friend

M: I need you, I'm cryn'

Hm: whts' up?

M: (me sending two pretty girls picture) this one is my ex gf bf and that one is my gf's ex bf. I'm cryn' why I'm so ugly and not pretty at all? I fell like nothng! They have evrthng and I'm not!

Hm: (sending me his gf) this is my gf, «actually his gf is not pretty»

M: Why we fight for something not pretty, why?! (Sad)

Hm: You have something that the pretty girls don't have

And I'm cryn' because too stupid!!!

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But nothing happen , just pass away .

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I'm not good at all ,but I never cheat on you .

[azizafor-blog]

Terlalu rusak, terlalu sampah buat dibikin indah. Indahpun aku cuma serapah

[azizafor-blog]

I’m just a fiction

[leave-myheart]

I’m laughing. I’m crying. It feels like I’m dying.

Melanie Martinez, Pity Party (via leave-myheart)

[azizafor-blog]

aku yang jauh, jauh dari dia yang nyata bagimu

[azizafor-blog]

aku yang serba cacat, cuma cerita fiktif yang mengandalkan kebahagiaan dan sayang

[azizafor-blog]

you’re not give her a purpose. you’re giving her a fear

[trufbetold]

If you asked me to stay with you and not return home I would do in a heart beat. If you asked me to run away with you I’d run as fast as I could from our old lives. If you begged me to wake up next to you everyday until our last days I’d love mornings, because you’re not asking me to sacrifice anything, you’re asking me to do what I’ve already wanted. So say the word and we’ll do it.

Unknown (via trufbetold)

[azizafor-blog]

hey! you're too much thinking her life till you did nothing