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dr--zero replied to your post: tomorrow is going to be horrible. Nice...

you can get through this<3

i'll try <3

tomorrow is going to be horrible. Nice but also horrible. Will be nice to see my cousins and have the party but the circumstances are the worst I am so sad i feel like the sadness. Wont leave ever again

they're gonna push my appointments to happen sooner (doctor-wise) because of my test scores ha ha

#literally im in the mood to stab myself in the stomach

18th jan'14

i was doing so well with my food and i was so happy this morning but then i ate so much today and i feel like everything has gone to shit

i had a panini and a pancakes and ice cream and prawn toast and prawn crackers and a bacon roll with onions and now mum wants me to have chocolate cheesecake with cream and i am f r eakIng out about calories like i'm probably gonna have had nearly 200 by the end of the day if not more and that hasn't happened in a very very long time what do i do

side note i had a very nice day today (apart from panicking now) and i wish days like this happened more often

#personal