Hiii! I'm not sure if your requests are open but could you do an angsty headcanons (your choice) where reader is suffering from bpd and has an episode and lashes out at her bf (Mikey, Rindou, Mitsuya) and how they'd react? Would they understand? Like yk😭sorry if it's uncomfortable tho!
Hello hello! Thank you for your request! I'm 100% comfortable doing it , i did some research for bpd so i hope this is okay!! AND TY FOR REQUESTING RINDOU I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE FOR HIM😁
Tokyo revengers Boys x reader with Bpd (headcannons)
Trigger warnings: Angst-comfort
Happy endings because why not
- Mikey is known for his calm exterior, but he has a lot of emotional turmoil beneath the surface. When the reader lashes out, he’s taken aback. He’s used to being the strong, unflinching leader, but your outburst catches him off guard.
- Initially, Mikey might go silent, his expression unreadable. He’s seen a lot of anger and chaos in his life, but this is different because it’s coming from someone he deeply cares about. He knows something is wrong but doesn’t immediately understand why.
- If you lash out at him, he might withdraw slightly, not because he’s angry, but because he’s trying to process what’s happening. He’s aware of your BPD, but he struggles to fully grasp the depth of your emotions.
- Mikey is a man of few words, so his first response is likely to be physical—reaching out to pull you into a tight hug despite your resistance. He doesn’t want to let you go, even if you’re pushing him away.
- After you’ve calmed down a bit, he’d quietly ask you what’s wrong, his voice soft but firm. He doesn’t judge you, but he’s concerned and wants to understand what triggered your episode.
- Mikey might not have the perfect words to comfort you, but he’ll make it clear that he’s not going anywhere. He might struggle with expressing himself, but his loyalty and care are unwavering. He’ll stay by your side, holding you until you’re ready to talk.
- Mikey doesn’t fully understand BPD, but he knows enough to recognize that your outburst wasn’t truly aimed at him. He’s patient and willing to learn more about how to support you. He’ll do what he can to help you feel safe, even if that means just being present and quiet while you work through your emotions.
- Rindou is less emotionally open compared to his brother Ran, but he’s perceptive and cares deeply for those close to him. When you lash out, he’s caught off guard but doesn’t show it immediately.
- Rindou’s first reaction is a mix of surprise and irritation. He’s not used to people snapping at him, especially someone he cares about. His initial instinct might be to snap back, but he catches himself, realizing that something deeper is going on.
- He’ll take a deep breath, trying to keep his own temper in check. He’s not perfect at dealing with emotional situations, so there’s a brief moment where he might distance himself emotionally, feeling a bit hurt.
- However, Rindou isn’t one to run away from problems. After a moment, he’d step closer to you, his voice low and a bit tense as he asks what’s going on. His tone might come off as a bit harsh, but it’s only because he’s worried.
- He doesn’t know exactly what to say, but he makes it clear that he’s not going to leave you, no matter how much you try to push him away. He’d probably say something like, “I’m not going anywhere, so talk to me.”
- If you continue to lash out, he might get frustrated, but he’ll try to keep his cool, reminding himself that this isn’t about him. He’s not perfect, and his patience has limits, but he’s committed to understanding you better.
- Like Mikey , Rindou doesn’t fully understand BPD. He will do some research on his own later, wanting to know more so he can be there for you in the right way. He’s willing to learn, but it’ll take time for him to fully grasp what you’re going through. Despite his rough edges, he genuinely cares and wants to help.
- Mitsuya is gentle and compassionate, with a strong sense of responsibility toward those he loves. When you lash out, his immediate concern is for your well-being, even if the words you say hurt him.
- Mitsuya is startled by your outburst, but he doesn’t react with anger. Instead, his first thought is to make sure you’re okay. He’s familiar with the concept of BPD, having done some reading on it after learning about your struggles, so he knows that this isn’t just a typical argument.
- He’ll approach you slowly, his voice calm and soothing, trying to de-escalate the situation. “Hey, it’s okay. I’m here. Let’s talk about it.” His patience is endless, and he’s willing to sit with you through your episode, no matter how long it takes.
- Mitsuya is very empathetic, so he might try to gently ask what triggered the episode. He’s careful with his words, not wanting to say anything that could make you feel worse. If you lash out at him verbally, he’ll take it in stride, knowing that this isn’t really about him.
- He’ll stay close, offering comfort without crowding you. If you push him away, he’ll give you space, but he’ll make sure you know that he’s right there if you need him. Mitsuya might quietly suggest some grounding techniques, or he might just sit with you in silence, letting you lead the way.
- Once you’ve calmed down, he’d encourage you to talk about what happened, but he won’t push if you’re not ready. He’ll reassure you that he’s not upset with you, and that he understands this is something you’re struggling with.
- Mitsuya probably understands BPD the best out of the three. He’s taken the time to learn about it so he can support you better. He knows that your outburst isn’t a reflection of your feelings for him, but rather a manifestation of the pain you’re dealing with. Mitsuya is dedicated to being a steady presence in your life, offering kindness and support without judgment.
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