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@b3dchem
. ⁺ #b3dchem : selective roleplay blog , antagonized by alii , she/her , 31 , eastern . mature topics will occur ! 21+ only ! . . you may know me as sintva . will write on discord with mutuals !
muses . opens . desires . wanted plots .
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head tilted to the side as he glanced around, like he was trying to find an answer. “okay ... should i be worried?” his smile faltered slightly. “because i'm kind of worried right now.”
her pale eyes meticulously examined his expression, her brows knitting together in a subtle frown. "no," she replied immediately, her fingers gliding through the cascading waves of her long, fiery hair. "you don’t need to worry. why are you worried? "
❝ i'm always greedy when it comes to you. " brunette admitted as she let herself sink further into the bedsheets. legs opening for the blonde, her pale yellow underwear on full display as if she had planned this all from the start. ❝ i've been waiting for this all day . . . "
nadine hummed quietly as her fingertips brushed against the girl's inner thighs. her gaze remained fixed on the brunette, a devilish smirk lingering on the corner of her lips. "all day, huh?" she murmured, her tone full of lust. "have you been thinking about my fingers or...?" the blonde teased as two fingers brushed against her fabric-covered cover. "have you been thinking of my tongue?"
🐝 * ― 𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ i can't stop thinking about you even when i try. ❜ ❛ every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat. ❜ ❛ i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there. ❜ ❛ do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else? ❜ ❛ i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how much you truly mean to me. ❜ ❛ do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us? ❜ ❛ sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you. ❜ ❛ i had a lot of dreams about you recently. ❜ ❛ somehow, you're always on my mind. ❜ ❛ i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met. ❜ ❛ my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go. ❜ ❛ all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it. ❜ ❛ you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve. ❜ ❛ every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love? ❜ ❛ i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need. ❜ ❛ will we ever get another chance together? ❜ ❛ you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. ❜ ❛ my biggest regret is ever letting you go. ❜ ❛ i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped. ❜ ❛ when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see. ❜ ❛ every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message. ❜ ❛ i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me. ❜ ❛ it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to. ❜ ❛ i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back. ❜ ❛ i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms. ❜ ❛ hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me. ❜ ❛ there's so much i wish i was able to tell you. ❜ ❛ i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine. ❜ ❛ i miss the way you always made me smile. ❜ ❛ you're the reason i keep holding on. ❜ ❛ maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how i feel about you. ❜ ❛ i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine. ❜ ❛ i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you? ❜ ❛ my heart belongs to you, always and forever. ❜ ❛ my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost. ❜ ❛ i've been thinking about us a lot lately. ❜
🐝 * ― 𝑷𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ you've been my best friend for years, what made you think it would change now? ❜ ❛ i'm always here for you if you need me. ❜ ❛ well, that's what friends are for. ❜ ❛ remember, i'm always just one call away. ❜ ❛ how long have we known each other now? i know you better than you know yourself. ❜ ❛ you're an idiot most of the time, but you're my idiot. ❜ ❛ do you want to come over and watch movies tonight? i could use some company. ❜ ❛ you always know how to cheer me up. ❜ ❛ i made you your favorite food. ❜ ❛ i know it's 2 a.m. but i really need someone to talk to. are you awake? ❜ ❛ remember when we used to build blanket forts? let's do it again. ❜ ❛ please come to this family dinner with me. my family already loves you and i need some neutral person there with me. ❜ ❛ here, i got you something. i saw it at the shop and it reminded me of you. ❜ ❛ do you remember that promise we made to each other when we were kids? ❜ ❛ i'm so grateful to have you in my life. you mean the world to me. ❜ ❛ i don't need advice right now, just a friend to listen. ❜ ❛ you're the best friend one could ever ask for. ❜ ❛ hey, umm ... thank you for being my friend. ❜ ❛ you don't have to go through this alone. i'm here for you. ❜ ❛ want to grab a coffee and catch up? ❜ ❛ we may not talk every day anymore, but i still consider you my friend. ❜ ❛ i can stay and help you finish this if you want. ❜ ❛ you've got this. i believe in you! ❜ ❛ how about we plan a game night this weekend? ❜ ❛ do you ever wonder what our lives will be like in ten years? ❜ ❛ no matter what happens, you'll always have me. ❜ ❛ you don't have to pretend with me. i like you just the way you are. ❜ ❛ consider it ... a little friendly competition. ❜ ❛ thank you, you always know how to make me laugh. ❜ ❛ i can't believe how far we've come together. ❜ ❛ just stay put, i'll be over in a minute. ❜ ❛ i've got us tickets for that concert/movies/exhibition you wanted to go to. ❜ ❛ how about a road trip? just like old times ... ❜ ❛ i really appreciate you staying in my life all these years. ❜ ❛ i don't know what i'd do without you. ❜ ❛ you can tell me if something is bothering you. ❜ ❛ race you to the end of the street! ❜ ❛ bet you can't beat me at this game. i'm a pro. ❜ ❛ i challenge you to a cooking contest. loser has to buy dinner for the next week. ❜ ❛ you've been such a great friend, and i just wanted to say thanks. ❜
🐝 * ― 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑾𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ i won't apologize for the way i chose to survive. ❜ ❛ i won't ask you to love me. ❜ ❛ i won't be another thing you ruin and walk away from. ❜ ❛ i won't be here when you finally decide you need me. ❜ ❛ i won't be the reason for you to stay. ❜ ❛ i won't be your second choice anymore. ❜ ❛ i won't forgive you just because you finally feel guilty. ❜ ❛ i won't hold you back anymore. ❜ ❛ i won't keep setting myself on fire just to keep you warm. ❜ ❛ i won't let myself hope for you again. ❜ ❛ i won't let you do this alone. ❜ ❛ i won't let you turn this around on me. ❜ ❛ i won't make it so easy for you this time. ❜ ❛ i won't tell you when i miss you. ❜ ❛ i won't wait forever just because you're scared. ❜ ❛ won't you at least say goodbye this time? ❜ ❛ won't you be lonely without me? ❜ ❛ won't you be sorry for once? ❜ ❛ won't you look for me when i'm gone? ❜ ❛ won't you miss being loved like that? ❜ ❛ won't you miss me? ❜ ❛ won't you regret this when it's too late? ❜ ❛ won't you remember that i tried? ❜ ❛ won't you tell me what i did wrong? ❜ ❛ won't you wish you had said something kinder? ❜ ❛ won't you wish you had stayed? ❜ ❛ won't you wonder what could have been? ❜ ❛ you won't admit that you hurt me because then you'd have to care. ❜ ❛ you won't be able to fix this so easily. ❜ ❛ you won't be the reason for me to stay. ❜ ❛ you won't even look at me anymore. ❜ ❛ you won't find me waiting for you ever again. ❜ ❛ you won't get another chance. ❜ ❛ you won't get to break me twice. ❜ ❛ you won't have to worry about losing me anymore. you already did. ❜ ❛ you won't keep using my love against me. ❜ ❛ you won't know what to do with yourself when i stop needing you. ❜ ❛ you won't remember this the way i will. ❜ ❛ you won't say it, but i know you blame me. ❜ ❛ you won't understand what you lost until i'm gone. ❜
"in a perfect world, princess. but we might be completely fucked this time around—unless you're planning to show me different." there, suggestive.
her head tilted slightly to one side, brows lifting before drawing together just enough to crease the center of her forehead. at last, she broke the silence. “show you different how?” her voice was quiet, measured. “if you don’t feel the same, then i can’t show you anything different, can i?”
actually the best ship dynamic is i would kill for you. i would kill anyone who layed a hand on you. please let me kill for you. please let me show my devotion by dirtying my hands, it's the only way i know how. let me destroy anything that hurts you. i've hurt you too. i'm destroying myself.
" everybody knows i'm sad. "
" and why are you sad? cause i didn't know until this very second. "
"Oh my god!" Abigail exclaimed, shooting up from her spot in the bed. "What happened to you? How did- did you climb through my window?"
he knew he probably looked a mess, having gotten snagged in the rosebush just beneath her bedroom window. hayden shouldn’t even be here. if her family caught them, it would only stir trouble for the blonde standing before him. “ nothing... just that damn rosebush, ” he said with an easy shrug, as though it were the least of his worries. “ i wanted to see you, and you hadn’t answered any of my texts. i needed to know you were okay. ” hayden spoke with calm certainty, his chestnut eyes fixed on the beautiful girl in front of him.
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open to: males. 21+
muse: kaya haddad (mika abdalla) 21. college student/coach's daughter. test muse.
plot: friends with benefits can only go on so long before someone catches feelings... also known as two idiots in love.
notes: please read my rules & don’t like my starters.
𝙆𝘼𝙔𝘼 𝘿𝙄𝘿𝙉'𝙏 𝙀𝙓𝙋𝙀𝘾𝙏 𝙁𝙊𝙍 him to have this reaction, only mentioning the date she had coming up after he asked her what her plans were this weekend. she hadn't even finished the sentence before she saw his jaw clench, making her frown slightly. ❝i don't get why you even care,❞ she says, sitting up from his bed as she brushes some of her dark hair over her shoulder. ❝you were the one who said that we were just having fun, remember? your words, not mine.❞
before he could say a word, her voice cut through the uneasy silence. he drew in a sharp breath and gave a slow nod, her words settling heavily in his mind. worse than that, she was right. he had been the one to shut down any chance of this going anywhere. but that had been before — before he’d realized he wanted more than casual, fleeting fun with her.
and how was he supposed to admit that now?
he couldn’t.
felix looked away from the shorter femme, one hand buried in the pocket of his jeans. “ didn’t say i cared. didn’t say anything, actually, ” he muttered, with a small shrug rolling through his broad shoulders.
open to f - leading up to this
"Thank you for agreeing to come with me..." Jessica hummed, leaning back slightly in her best friend's convertible. Her hair flowed back in the light breeze as they drove through the quiet country roads. "I missed our road trips."
esme turned to the brunette femme sitting in the passenger seat, a radiant smile spreading across her lips. “ as if i'd tell you no, ” she replied with a gentle chuckle, tucking a stray red lock behind her ear. a moment of silence followed, her gaze momentarily shifting forward. “ it’s been quite a while since our last little road trip, ” she said softly. “ i've missed them as well. ”
calling all MUTUALS, this reserve starter call is for you! like this and i will go through your opens & reply to one or two, who knows!
"mm and? am i supposed to be apologetic for that?"
he sighed and scratched the back of his neck anxiously. "how can you ask me to move on and then when i tell you i can't... cause you've ruined everyone else for me," he murmured. "this is the way you react. do you want to be with me or not?"
"have you ever considered that that's a stupid rule?" zola countered calmly, like she wasn't fazed in the slightest. if anything, it was an opportunity to test her negotiating skills. "don't tell me you've never heard of an iou. or interest, maybe?"
riley let out a brief, sardonic laugh as the other girl's remarks became clear. the curly-haired femme corrected, crossing her arms across her chest, and said, "it's only a stupid rule because you can't pay for the shit you want. what specifically do you have that would qualify as interest?" riley commented, "because the iou is never going to happen."
" would you stay and sit with me for a little bit? "
