A year ago today I lost someone close to me for the first time in my life. My grandmother. She was with me every single day... we talked, laughed, yelled at each other. She was my rock. When my grandmother died I realized there are things in life I can't change & have to deal with. I've accepted her loss but haven't accepted her absence. Losing someone is something we have to deal with but it HURTS SO BAD! Like a fresh wound. About to head to the cemetery for the first time in a year... hand in hand with my mother! I miss her so much & the tears don't stop! May God accompany us during these hard times ๐ข Thank you God for granting us life & strength to handle our ordeals & emotional obstacles when we must keep going.... ๐๐ป๐ค I miss you so much Grandma & would do anything to have you by my side once again... (at Flagler Memorial Cemetary)