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the box of franzia in my fridge is calling to me like the green goblin mask fr

i haven’t smiled with my teeth in months and i’m scared i never will ever again

god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change and also maybe a honey butter chicken biscuit from whataburger thx <3

#confessionz

speed running kidney stones by waking up out of a dead sleep every day and immediately cracking open a cold dr. pepper

#confessionz #we’re not beating the Texan allegations y’all

the ads on this website are so egregious like !!! ew !!! gross !!!

#confessionz #every time i see an ad on here i want to set off a nuclear war strike

i just slept for almost 12 hours which i really needed and was good for me but it’s midnight now and i have an entire night alone ahead of me and it’s miserable :(

#confessionz #i also had the most horrific fuckin nightmares the entire time I was sleeping #and they kept waking me up and i hated it #everything sux <3

i am a deeply superstitious person and i’m starting to think this is a symptom of some underlying mental health issue

#confessionz #if I’m walking with someone and they split the pole i am fully convinced I’ll die within the week

i yearn for russia the way men yearn for japan

#confessionz #since i was a kid i thought the culture there was so fucking cool #pls god i just want to try kvass for the one time #also I’m unofficially making it my new years resolution to learn how to cook and i want to start with zharkoye #I’ve never had it but it looks so good and i have to have to have to before i die

i wish god would remove the lust from my heart— i can’t handle the shame that comes with it anymore

#confessionz #i want things I’ll never have #I’ll never have the body i want and be touched in the ways that i want to #and it hurts and it sucks and I don’t want this anymore I don’t want to feel this

thinking about how i want to die but also dying at 27 is so cheap and overdone that i have to wait until at least 28 to bite the bullet >:(

#confessionz

now that i’m on the official secret side blog i can confess that i haven’t spent more than 48 hours sober a week since november and it’s might maybe potentially taking a toll on me,,,, idk tho we’re playing it by ear

#confessionz #and I keep telling myself that it’s because I’m just finally able to decompress after the nightmare that was last year for me #and that i deserve to go a lil wild for a bit #but i mean i am getting blackout every other night and it actually sucks :)

when i was in middle school i would write self insert fanfiction about me and mikey way from my chemical romance abusing prescription drugs and self harming together on the notes app on my 4th gen ipod and read it to my friends

#confessionz #WAIT LMAO i remember also writing about the rest of the band staging a joint intervention for us #the timeline was like late 90s so this is before they were a band so i took some creative liberties

hi :3

#confessionz #lowkey pissed my sideblog theme is more fun that my main blog wtf #anywayz this is a work in progress thank you for the consideration

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