Goth Barbie

I'm 21, I live in nyc? into lots of fucked up stuff. NSFW. Ask me shit. 18+ I’m friendly!! Somewhere between a porn blog, aesthetic blog and a depression blog.

[babyangelbruises]

I actually want to kill myself really bad so it’s pretty cool I haven’t done that

[babyangelbruises]

Sex is disgusting to me right now

[babyangelbruises]

By heart hurts so very much and I can’t even tell anyone. God.

[baddroid]

[hannibalism]

[pglang]

nice joke bro now i'm insecure

[babyangelbruises]

Screams into the void about girls

[thebestoftumbling]

[spector]

shelley duvall was ROBBED by hollywood, absolutely fucking robbed, SHE was the star of the shining (1980), not jack nicholson, she was the emotional anchor of that movie and she carried it ON HER OWN, all nicholson had to do is squint funny and thats it, meanwhile she was out there crying and screaming and shrieking and running ALL WHILE antagonized by the director who felt like he had to flex his misunderstood loner genius muscles or some shit. years later and when people talk about the shining they either discuss the joker or cube rick when they should be talking about how shelley duvall made the terror of that movie REALLY, TRULY POP. like what was i even doing in 1980??? i sure as hell wasnt defending her talent and hard work i was busy not existing like an absolute fucking fool and i can never atone for that

[babyangelbruises]

I am depressed tm

[peacefully-anxious]

Things people with Social Anxiety do

•go to the bathroom to escape

•feel very uncomfortable without a phone or some other crutch

•dwell on a small awkward moment for much longer than necessary

•never go to any social event without a person that makes you feel comfortable

•follow said person way too much

•worry about the person beginning to find you obnoxious

•faking an illness to get out of a social event

•Dont buy something necessary because the cashier is intimidating. 

[weed-breath]

I do all of these on a daily basis

[athamei]

[movedto-rimmymftim]

[oldboyjensenhinglemeier]

[m1uw]

friend: hey wanna hang out?

me: sure

friend: can i invite some other people too?

me:

[m1uw]

friend: hey wanna hang out?

me:

[m1uw]

friend:

me:

[m1uw]

me:

[babyangelbruises]

glad to hear you're doing better! was a little worried for a bit. You're too lovely to be all sad c:

Angels I say :(( god how did I go so long not checking my inbox lmao

[babyangelbruises]

Omg you are so pretty😍💕🌼 #aestheticgoals

🔅

[babyangelbruises]

Ily, I hope you feel better ♡ :(

Angels stay bein angels to me.