Awww when I accidentally grabbed your leg at Mr. Burger about Rori. I forgot about that. I remembered running into you with Papa a few days ago.
And then last night I remembered the time I accidentally crouched quick and grabbed your leg trying to stop the memory playback from the bus
You asked about her. I said "Who?" and just as soon as I remembered her being all over the news, it was an unstoppable train of memories all at once for me being present.
I accidentally ask you for a cigarette and then say I have one. I went outside to the passenger side of the vehicle I came in.
Being Diana's daughter has kicked in by the time you come out and I wish my Mom was here to talk to her about it
She had a special way of being a safe person for that.
"You would have loved my Mom Diana. You would have absolutely adored her. I wish she met you just once so in my heart i knew it was right. I mean to say something worked out on this side. Baby clothes and all. Maybe not the extra extra baby clothed and planning, but just the love of them and the idea. And life in general. Sorry! I talk too much!"
At some point, the dicussion is about Grenfell and rent and moving.
I remember the matching wrist band comments early this morning.
"Yknow we could put on matching wristbands. Bracelets. Hair scrunchies. And its a very tongue in cheek way to signify the collar and the leash. Mine is the collar and yours is the leash and they match. Themed like they go together. Ghostbusters or Carebears or something. But they are kept there to say its implied.
And I need the leash drawn at all times."
"Drawn?" You interrupted me.
"Locked I mean. Because I have a habit of accidentally walking into traffic at times. And I have a habit of hopping train bridges too. Do you know what I mean by that?"
"Good. Sometimes I think Fire Department goes by with sirens on just to check, and if you ever see me standing far back from them on the street looking scared that is when I should never be on a train bridge."
"Harley did I post the leash and collar thing on Tumblr?"
"50 First Date Girl. Fuckin' hell here."