Night Terrors, Kill Me Slowly

Ive made mistakes that haunt me to this day. If there was one thing I could change? It'd be me that died that way. You deserved better than what I gave you. I should've tried to save you.

[bakedtwicedaily]

#tattoos #sleeve #loveart

#expression

[exactlywhereimmenttobe]

as your girlfriend 

theres no pressure to wear pants in my presence

or any clothes at all really

but it’s up to you

u can be big spoon or little spoon

totally your choice

i’m always ready to make out

aLwaYs

also u don’t even have to buy me things just maybe an ice cream cone every once in a while that’s it 

i’ll let you lick it though

i mean the ice cream cone

well not just the ice cream cone

[bakedtwicedaily]

[pessimisticandrealistic]

remember me as the girl who made you laugh a little harder and longer than needed. as the girl who always wanted to kiss you one more time when you were already about to leave. remember the way i would check on you every few hours just to make sure you were surviving your bad days. remember how i never once was impatient with you, and never once put pressure on you. “take your time” is what that girl would always say. remember me as the girl who was probably a little too invested in you. the girl who made you her number one priority in life. remember all that and then ask yourself why you would play a girl who gave it all. a girl who was sincere and kind, always with the best intentions in her mind.

e.s. // a girl to remember. (via pessimisticandrealistic)

[iloveyoursoul]

[bakedtwicedaily]

I give 80 and you give 20 and that shit is so fucking overwhelming and tiring. Dealing with a selfish person is not easy

[lipsofspilledink]

I wish I could say that I regret all the double-texts, all the late night calls, all the love and work that I put in. But my mother always said to not let things go to waste.

l.p. (via lipsofspilledink)

[pessimisticandrealistic]

i know that i’m still young. he isn’t my first love nor will he be my last. but it still hurts, you know? when you give someone all of you, share your secrets and dreams with them, and pour your heart out to them. there is no going back. i can’t just undo things. i can’t just take back everything i’ve ever said and felt. i can’t just make them disappear and delete them from my memory. that’s not how it works. a part of them will always be in my heart. i wish i could kill that part, but i can’t kill it anymore without killing myself a little too.

e.s. // he is a part of me now. (via pessimisticandrealistic)

[bakedtwicedaily]

Your truth was just a lie

[pessimisticandrealistic]

i never knew how much to give and how much to take. i always ended up giving too much and taking too little. i always ended up with less and thought that that’s how it’s supposed to be. i thought that when i love someone, i have to give constantly without ever getting anything back. but that’s not true. that’s not how it’s supposed to be. i deserve just as much as i’m giving to someone else. and maybe instead of giving it to the wrong people, i should start giving it to myself.

e.s. // giving & taking. (via pessimisticandrealistic)

[daily-showerthoughts]

The internet was supposed to broaden human horizons but instead became a way for people to surround themselves with like-minded individuals.

[just-shower-thoughts]

In 2020, it’s gonna be 420 for a month.

[showerthoughtsofficial]

Two things which will always amaze me are the size of the universe, and the things people are willing to put in their butts.

[bakedtwicedaily]

Lmfao

[bakedtwicedaily]

I needed to see this.

[officialhighhumor]

[bakedlilbae]

[bakedtwicedaily]

Yes yes yes

[bakedtwicedaily]

Beautiful morning, great workout, should be a nice day