"I miss you. even in this short moment, I miss you so much."

LITERATE JUMIN HAN. 18- EXCEPTIONS

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✰INTRODUCTION✰

Hello, everyone. My name is Onyx. I'm a 24 year old literate roleplayer, who had roleplay experiance for three years.My pronouns are they-them, so I would appriciate if you respect this. Thank you. This will be a roleplay account for my favorite RFA member Jumin Han. Though he will be my main muse, I will also roleplay as the rest of the RFA members. [Zen, Yoosung, Luciel, V, Jaehee and Saeran will be secondary muses. Oh, new muse added. Kotoura from Kotoura San.]

✺RULES✺

↳ Please do not interact with me if you are a minor. It's not that this won't be a minor safe account. I do post NSFW content rarely (which I will tag appropriately),  I do smut, which if I will, I will do it in messages, or make a private post. It's just that... As a grown up myself, I feel weird interacting with a minor. I might interact if you are at least 17 years old, though of course, I will not smut with you. BUT, BUT. there can be exceptions. If I'm really into the character you roleplay as, and you're A decent kid, mature kid, we might see.

↳ Please do not pressure me for replies. I have a lot of free time, and I usually do reply in the span of 24 hours. However if I don't, I would appriciate if you be patient with me. There are days where I don't feel like roleplaying, when I just do not have the motivation. If it's been 2-3 days, you can give me a reminder. A few more days? Remind me again. But please do not constantly spam me.

↳ if you have realized, I only allow messages from my mutuals. If you read this far, send "Red" in my ask box and I will follow you. This is to make sure people read my introduction and my rules.

↳ My first language is not english, and my english is not that great, so I might not have a big vocabulary and my replies might be a bit short sometimes. Please bear with it, I often try to write as long as I can.

 ↳ This account is crossover friendly. However, when it comes to OC's... Well, I would roleplay with them, I do love OC's. But I want to have a good knowladge of them before I do roleplay with them. And I want to see what they look like, also

.↳ one thing I will not be doing is extreme gore (mentioning of guts and stuff) and extreme smut. (With kn!ves, bleeding, r@pe involved.)

And, that is it! Thank you so much for reading. I hope I will be interacting with you very soon!

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—–    “  You  seem  so  tired  .  .  .    Is  everything  okay  ?  ” 

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Do not ask him the amount of sleep he took this last week. The answer was Barely a few hours, but He probably would not remember that. Just like a car running on gasoline, he was running on coffee. This week was a LOT more busy than the rest. Although whenever he wakes up, he puts make up under his bags to not show how sleep deprived he was, (he really cares about his looks) it seems like his eyes spoke very well.

How did she.. What? Did he forget to put make up on this morning? No, he is very sure he did. Then how- mm. He stared at the stranger woman in front for a good few seconds, seemingly zoned out, before slowly shaking his head. "I'm.. alright. Thank you for asking."

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" Jumin - this is very important. look- which wine should I buy ? The $6 or - maybe I can go fancy and get the $6.50 because it's on sale ! " // god seven showing someone as fancy as Jumin cheap and nasty wine 😫✌🏽

Wine for only 6$ fucking exist??? EW. Who knows what that shit is made of! Probably would make jumin vomit if he tried to take a single sip. The thought Of how gross it would taste made Jumins face go all sour.

"Ugh.. None. If you're gonna get wine, either get it decent or don't get it at all. Minimum 50$. Those are nasty too, but not as bad as a 6$ one. Don't be cheap for once in your life." He is saying this, with a cabin full of 500$ vodkas and 670$ wines on the cabinet behind him. Those aren't all, there are also all sorts of fancy drinks from Russia, and homemade pulp juice wines, along with white ones, that cabin is packing. There's AT LEAST a 500.00 worth of alcohol in there, along with fancy and expensive drink and shot glasses. Imagine being rich.

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oh I haven't been on here for a WHILE. this is a starter call to light up the blog once more! Please mention.

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there was laughter coming from inside The house. In there was the blonde boy with gi hun's mother, chatting and having a cake together. Both of their attention was diverted to the door as soon as they heard it open. "Ah, welcome back, sir." Who knew where this man was. His mother looked lonely, so yoosung decided to keep her company. Glad he is back. Not only do they seem to have fun, they enjoy the dessert very well, too. The cake looks very good. Its a strawberry and banana vanilla cake, very light and tasty. It looks delicious as well, too. Did He buy this? "Come join us! Aah, I'll get you a plate and a fork." Yoosung immediately got up and made his way to the kitchen.

finally coming home he saw the blonde kid from days ago sitting at the table with his mother eating cake together. what the hell. Gi-huns jaw set, lips forming a thin line as he placed the keys into his pocket of his pants -- looking from both his mother and yoosung, his smile was bright and welcoming him as if he owned the place. The gambler wanted to ask the hell the younger was doing in his home, eating dessert with his mother. They barely knew each other like that. Slipping his shoes off, leaving them by the door. As he got closer to the table, he sat down but he shook his head to the cake. "no thanks, i'm not in the mood for cake." he turned to greet his mother, then turned to look at the younger male. "what do you want yoosung? are you here because of what happened with the ramen the other day, hm?"

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He was making his way towards the kitchen, up until Gi-hun admitted he doesn't want it. A soft glare from the elderly was visible, as Gi-hun acted unwelcoming. Yoosung didn't care much.

"Of course not, sir. That was small and unneccesary. I helped Miss Oh-Mal carry the groceries to the house. She invited me in to chat. I decided to quickly grab something sweet to eat before we do so. Its been, uhm.." They have been talking for 4 hours?! Wow, ok. Its.. Not that surprising. He learnt a lot of things from her, she told her about a lot of memories. Time flew by before he realized. "Oh, its very late.. I guess I should leave now."

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❛  why  should  i  care ?  ❜ he is... Rude. Love him anyway.

"Why should you care!? It's a total fucking eyesore!" he gestured again to the huge, hovering pink statue of Miss Heed, looming over them with that smug, fake-humble grin, “And I’m gonna knock it’s head off.” Zeke stated with a shrug of slender shoulders.

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"It doesn't look that bad to me." Aish, no. Come on now- ugh. Why must it be always people he knows/is around, who causes trouble. He doesn't want to be taken to the police station as a watcher when this idiout does what he intends to do.

So he will grab him by the shoulders and turn him around, 180°. "If you don't look st it, everything will be solved. Can we just walk away now." Damn, he should have walked away himself in the first place. Why is he dealing with this.

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Do you ever have that feeling when you love an art. But the artist fucking sucks. Like their art is mwah but they got the shittiest personality ever.

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I'm the strong one, I'm not nervous I'm as tough as the crust of the earth is I move mountains, I move churches And I glow 'cause I know what my worth is

Luisa Madrigal

Indie, Disney, Enchanto

penn @sleepyrp-writer

The Strong one, who has power to move anything in her way. She maybe outside act calm but really even strongest can crumble. Maybe the weight of her family is little too much.

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Go on Anon and explain why you think my Muse should be on the Naughty or Nice list.

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"OH it's quite normal for people to drink here, we even let Milo and Mirabel drink a few sips occasionally -" hummed Dolores, a smile on her face as she drank some of the wine she had poured for herself. They weren't a family of alcoholics for sure, but an underage person could drink within reason if they wanted to and if they were a teen. Dolores had always loved wine so she drunk half a glass during some dinners since the age of 13.

How they got their gifts? An interesting story Dolores had heard countless of times, yet she never felt ready to tell the tale herself. "The candle is like a miracle given to Abuela, it built Casita and gave most Madrigals a gift on their 5th birthday. We lost our gifts, the house broke down but we all - mainly Mirabel - helped restore it and.. That's it?"

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His brow rosed and his eyes visibly went wide at her response. Aren't those kids 15? Underage drinking of course existed in Korea, but it was not common. However, he can't judge. He is not in Korea right now, afterall. "I see. Well, thank you anyway."

He listened to the very short story patiently. He already knew it, since Alma spoke about it as they had the dinner. But he wish to clarify. "Hmm, I see.. Miss Alma, or as you all call, Abuela, is the owner and the protector of the candle. Her and Mirabel are the only two ones who did not get a gift. Which mean, Mirabel will take her role on owning this place and protecting the candle once she is gone. True? It sounds a lot more important than owning a gift, to me. She was chosen by the miracle to be its next owner. I would be proud of that. Though she did not show, she did seem a bit upset that she stood out, being the only Madrigal with no miracle, other than Miss Alma. Maybe she doesn't know the big role and responsibility that awaits her yet."

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"And each new GENERATION must keep the miracle burning."

Independent, mutuals only, literate Encanto roleplay blog. Penned by Onyx. Reblogs are appreciated.

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Meme originally thought by @kcpawz

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"And what is your problem?"

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐈𝐍  𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  all  of  these  are  taken  from  the  album  ‘hybrid  theory’  released  in  2000.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

𝙿𝙰𝙿𝙴𝚁𝙲𝚄𝚃 ❛  paranoia’s all i got left.  ❜ ❛  it’s like a whirlwind inside of my head.  ❜ ❛  everybody has a face that they hold inside.  ❜

𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙿 𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝚁 ❛  i cannot take this anymore.  ❜ ❛  all these thoughts they make no sense.  ❜ ❛  i find bliss in ignorance.  ❜ ❛  i need a little room to breath.  ❜ ❛  shut up when i’m talking to you!  ❜

𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝚈𝙾𝚄 ❛  even though you’re so close to me you’re still so distant.  ❜ ❛  i’m with you.  ❜ ❛  when things go wrong i pretend that the past isn’t real.  ❜ ❛  i can’t wait to see tomorrow.  ❜

𝙿𝙾𝙸𝙽𝚃𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝙰𝚄𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚁𝙸𝚃𝚈 ❛  you love the way i look at you.  ❜ ❛  you like to think you’re never wrong.  ❜ ❛  you like to act like you’re someone.  ❜ ❛  you want someone to hurt like you.  ❜ ❛  you love the things i say i’ll do.  ❜

𝚁𝚄𝙽𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚈 ❛  i wanna run away, never say goodbye.  ❜ ❛  i wanna know the truth instead of wondering why.  ❜ ❛  i wanna know the answers. no more lies.  ❜ ❛  i’m gonna run away and never say goodbye.  ❜

𝙱𝚈 𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵 ❛  do i follow my instincts blindly?  ❜ ❛  do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness?  ❜ ❛  i just end up getting hurt again.  ❜ ❛  i can’t rely on myself.  ❜ ❛  how do you think i’ve lost so much?  ❜ ❛  how do you expect i know what to do when all i know is what you tell me to?  ❜ ❛  i can’t tell you how to make it go.  ❜

𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙴𝙽𝙳 ❛  it doesn’t even matter how hard you try.  ❜ ❛  i kept everything inside and even though i tried, it all fell apart.  ❜ ❛  but in the end, it doesn’t even matter.  ❜ ❛  i had to fall to lose it all.  ❜ ❛  i’m surprised it got so far.  ❜ ❛  things aren’t the way they were before.  ❜ ❛  i’ve put my trust in you.  ❜ ❛  there’s only one thing you should know.  ❜

𝙰 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝙲𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝙼𝚈 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳 ❛  i hate when you say you don’t understand.  ❜ ❛  maybe someday i’ll be just like you.  ❜ ❛  you used to be calm, used to be strong.  ❜ ❛  you try to take the best of me.  ❜ ❛  go away!  ❜

𝙿𝚄𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙴 𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚈 ❛  i’ve lied to you the same way that i always do.  ❜ ❛  everything falls apart.  ❜ ❛  you’ll soon find we’re out of time.  ❜ ❛  this is the last time i’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you.  ❜

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐁𝐎𝐁  𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒:  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐃𝐖𝐀𝐘  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋  ( 𝐀𝐂𝐓  𝐈 )  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  all  of  these  are  taken  from  the  musical  numbers  of  the  first  act.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

𝙱𝙸𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙸 𝙱𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙾𝙼 𝙳𝙰𝚈 ❛  this kind of day couldn’t get much better but it keeps on trying.  ❜ ❛  is it morning already?  ❜ ❛  but i’ll do what i can.  ❜ ❛  another day, another migraine.  ❜ ❛  laugh while you can until the day you laugh no more forever.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got a plan and i went to college so you know it’s clever.  ❜ ❛  but i have my own dreams!  ❜ ❛  come on, [name], i can do it if you give me one chance.  ❜ ❛  i would never rest until i was the best.  ❜

𝙽𝙾 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙻 ❛  no point in making plans, it’s all deranged.  ❜ ❛  the end’s really here.  ❜ ❛  there’s nothing we can do.  ❜ ❛  i think we should run while we still can.  ❜ ❛  everyone’s so scared and sad.  ❜ ❛  i can’t believe i’ve no control.  ❜

𝙱𝙵𝙵 ❛  i got you and you got me.  ❜ ❛  being bored with you makes me as happy as can be.  ❜ ❛  let’s have some fun together.  ❜ ❛  we’ll be best friends forever.  ❜ ❛  every little thing that i can think of doing just sounds better doing it together.  ❜ ❛  this can’t get any better.  ❜

𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙶𝙴𝚃𝚂 𝚃𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 ❛  i’ve got the perfect plan.  ❜ ❛  right now the getting’s good so let’s get out while we can.  ❜ ❛  you all know who i am.  ❜ ❛  i mean, are you insane?  ❜ ❛  i can’t believe you talk about just walking out.  ❜

𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝙰 𝚂𝙸𝙼𝙿𝙻𝙴 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙽𝙶𝙴 ❛  but there is more to me than just my name.  ❜ ❛  give me a chance and i could change the game.  ❜ ❛  that is what i’ve always wanted.  ❜ ❛  then i can finally say i’ve done it.  ❜ ❛  there’s gotta be a better way.  ❜ ❛  i wish that i could turn back time.  ❜ ❛  well, i’m not sure what my thing is, but that won’t stop me.  ❜

𝙳𝙰𝙳𝙳𝚈 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃 ❛  i’m not in the mood for a teaching moment right now.  ❜ ❛  you just don’t understand me!  ❜ ❛  [name], would you just listen to me?  ❜ ❛  can you hear me at all?  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry, [name], were you trying to say something?  ❜

𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙾 𝙸𝚂 𝙼𝚈 𝙼𝙸𝙳𝙳𝙻𝙴 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴 ❛  don’t let this moment pass by.  ❜ ❛  there’s no better time than now.  ❜ ❛  don’t give up and don’t give in.  ❜

𝚂𝚄𝙿𝙴𝚁 𝚂𝙴𝙰 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁 𝚂𝙰𝚅𝙸𝙾𝚁 ❛  this is weird but i like having you around.  ❜ ❛  i’m ready for a break now.  ❜ ❛  can someone bake me a ginormous cake?  ❜ ❛  i’m glad someone’s following me for a change.  ❜ ❛  i’ll know it when i see it.  ❜

𝚃𝙾𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚁𝙾𝚆 𝙸𝚂 ❛  we only have tomorrow to try and save the day.  ❜ ❛  i only have tomorrow to show them what i’ve got.  ❜ ❛  we know what we must do.  ❜

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐁𝐎𝐁  𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒:  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐃𝐖𝐀𝐘  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋  ( 𝐀𝐂𝐓  𝐈𝐈 )  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  all  of  these  are  taken  from  the  musical  numbers  of  the  seconds  act.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

𝙿𝙾𝙾𝚁 𝙿𝙸𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚂 ❛  now i’m certainly not that surprised.  ❜ ❛  some of us just want adventures.  ❜ ❛  why are we constantly misunderstood?  ❜ ❛  can’t deny this simple truth.  ❜ ❛  think of how hard we have had it.  ❜

𝙱𝙸𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙸 𝙱𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙾𝙼 𝙳𝙰𝚈 (𝚁𝙴𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚂𝙴) ❛  you’re right; i have to pull myself together.  ❜ ❛  where’d you get this stuff?  ❜ ❛  i’m ready, thanks to you.  ❜ ❛  i know that i can do it.  ❜

𝙱𝙸𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙸 𝙱𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙾𝙼 𝙱𝙾𝙾𝙶𝙸𝙴 ❛  how do i look?  ❜ ❛  it doesn’t really matter ‘cause it’s so off the hook.  ❜ ❛  there’s no magic potion, we’ll jump in the ocean blue.  ❜ ❛  you snooze, you’re gonna lose, you better make your wish.  ❜

𝙲𝙷𝙾𝙿 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚃𝙾𝙿 ❛  you’ve gotta chop to the top if you want it.  ❜ ❛  just go ahead and give it a try.  ❜ ❛  i know you’re scared, just be brave, you can do it.  ❜ ❛  you gotta give it all you got inside and chop to the top.  ❜ ❛  keep it moving, don’t stop ‘til ya drop.  ❜ ❛  sometimes you just gotta kick all that fear away.  ❜ ❛  courage with a good attitude goes a long, long way.  ❜ ❛  don’t be afraid, i’ll be with you all the way.  ❜

(𝙸 𝙶𝚄𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝙸) 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 ❛  never thought that i could ride so high without you.  ❜ ❛  suddenly nothing feels quite right.  ❜ ❛  i’m only pretending i’m alright without you.  ❜ ❛  i … guess i miss you.  ❜ ❛  no one can make me laugh like you.  ❜ ❛  that’s the way i feel when i know i’m without you.  ❜ ❛  won’t you get here, my friend?  ❜ ❛  ‘cause life’s no fun when you don’t come around.  ❜

𝙸'𝙼 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙰 𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝚁 ❛  i’m not a loser.  ❜ ❛  i don’t secretly hate myself.  ❜ ❛  it’s not the case that no one cares.  ❜ ❛  when others see me they can’t see the nobody that isn’t there.  ❜ ❛  my life’s not empty.  ❜ ❛  i’m not all alone in thinking that i am not all alone.  ❜ ❛  you’re not a failure.  ❜

𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 ❛  we’ve done all we could do and whatever happens next, i’m glad i’m here with you.  ❜ ❛  it’s the best day ever!  ❜ ❛  i’m so lucky, got nothing to do.  ❜ ❛  when i’m feeling down i wanna lose that frown.  ❜

𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙰𝙻𝙴: 𝙱𝙸𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙸 𝙱𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙾𝙼 𝙳𝙰𝚈 (𝚁𝙴𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚂𝙴) ❛  everything gets better if ya keep on trying.  ❜ ❛  sometimes you need a hero with some management skills.  ❜ ❛  hey there, that’s me!  ❜

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Who knows, if she NEVER showed up, what could’ve been?

There goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen

                    She had a marvelous time ruining EVERYTHING.

                                                   I had a marvelous time