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Inertia is what she told me
My self care has been shitty. Itās borderline reckless the lack of care Iām giving myself. Iām overwhelmed, and Iāve been riding that whelming wave since 2024. Still processing what the hell happened in 2020, while punishing myself for not knowing better for myself in 2019. I was overwhelmed by joy and that joy declined into anger ā in between ā a lot of grief. Still, the ships will continueā¦
Dramatic
Iāve been overwhelmed with thoughts since Friday. I havenāt had much for spoken words; I felt I spoke enough in my expression.Been worrying about too many things. How could one not have some sort of worry with everything going on around us. None of this is okay.Iām in shock. I am shocked. I am angry. I am mad. This is Black History Month, and it just feels like, āAnother one in the books. I thinkā¦
It took 30 affirmations for me to write this. I'm rusty.
Reclaiming My Mind: Navigating Depression, Anxiety, and PTSD Recovery
Still here. Still living with depression and its bestie, anxiety. Add in a heaping dose of complex trauma, with a chunk of PTSD, and what you get is a really fucked up crowd to have taking up space in my head. In turn, this started a quest to reclaim my mind back. Ever since my nervous breakdown in 2020, I havenāt felt smart. I surmise Iām suffering from a bout of impostor syndrome. Itā¦
This me is depressed. It's the opposite of me.
This me is depressed. Itās the opposite of me.
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Hoping Ahead
With the recent time change to bring us darkness and cold air quicker, Iām hoping that the new year will bring more than warmth and light to my life than this year has. 2023 is not far away, but 2022 is nowhere near over. Every day is something new to tolerate and endure. Iāll say as far as mental my mental health management goes, itās been decent enough to hold me together. However, Iām notā¦
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The Good Enoughs
My mantras and affirmations as of late have focused on reassuring myself that Iām āgood enough.ā Iāve found myself in a mindset that I immediately must uplift myself when feeling not good enough to be in a better place than where I currently am. On the outside, it may be seen as me getting in my way. No. Itās more to that in the land of the depressed and traumatized. My last therapy session, Iā¦
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Keeping on Keeping on
To what end and why? For what and for whom? Does any of it matter? Three questions. These three questions makes me think of Rabbi Hillelās enlightening three questions: āIf I am not for myself, who will be for me?ā āIf I am only for myself, what am I?ā āIf not now, when?ā Lately, Iāve been struggling to maintain any semblance of a routine. Iāve defaulted back to accomplishing one goalā¦
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Celebrating the Tries
@BamaBoiBlues on Twitter Little by little, bit by bit, Iām making attempts to move forward. Inch by inch, moment by moment, I choose to celebrate my tries. Iām an upstream kind of guy when I see the bigger picture. Iām like Link in the BOTW Zora gear. Zip me up, and yeet me up a waterfall, homie. Itās taken some time to understand, and now appreciate taking time wading in the waterā¦
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Implementing Change
I learned a long time ago that if I want to see change, I must be the change I want to see. A few therapists later, along with glacially reading through Bowen Theoryās Secrets, the work needed to implement the change is hard. Itās rough. Itās been rough. Itās a weight. A responsibility. Itās feeling like a burden. Having to overcome the feelings to get to the logical. Having to feel that Iā¦
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Looking
Iām looking for a job. Iām looking for a place to call my own. Iām looking for a romantic partner. Iām looking for peace and joy. Iām always looking. Looking and healing. Iām always healing. The negative side tells me Iām looking for something thatās not there. Meanwhile, the other side says that Iām not looking in the right spaces. I cry out loud, āwhere do I go?ā Iām looking for myā¦
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In the Meantime
In the meantime, Is there the possibility of a nice time? Maybe even kinder than expected? I was advised in therapy to expect fun surprises, so Iām hoping for the best. Iāll tell you, itās called the āmeantimeā for a reason. That recovery time between a breakdown and a come-up is mean. It doesnāt have to be. It can be, but Iāve learned, and am still learning, how to meander through theā¦
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Yesterday. Today.
Yesterdayā¦. Ashy at the park, sitting in my car. After taking a minty shower, I decided to forgo oils and smell goods, for my writing tools, slapped on some clothes, and now, Iām here in my car. Journaling, singing to some tracks, and smoking, while my mind unwinds. Seeking peace to repair. To mend. I want to think of myself as the main character from āWanted,ā when it comes to my healingā¦
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Feelings 1
Healing feels lonely. I feel lonely. Itās been rough standing firm in my healing journey. Itās been tougher establishing and maintaining my boundaries. I often blame my environment. I often ask myself where else can I go to just exist, and get myself together. Without interruption. Without feeling guilty for tapping into myself for survival. Iām on my own until needed. Somehow, thatā¦
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Retrograde Tingz
Iām sad and irritable, and my brain feels like it needs to vomit. That must mean Mercury is in retrograde, and yup, it is. Mercury being in retrograde for me is just not ideal. Itās not the move, itās not the wave, and itās not the business. My body is on high alert, and and Iām even more highly sensitive than I normally am. Itās like having a little gremlin on my shoulder doing gremlin shit.ā¦
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Fighting Against Type
Thatās how Iāve been feeling lately. Iām fighting against type. Some may be more familiar with the phrase āPlaying against type:ā Playing a character whose type is opposite or strikingly different from that which an actor has played previously and has become associated with by producers and the public. ā Hollywood Lexicon Ever worked so hard to be the picture of a perfect functioning human,ā¦
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