Faith In The Future

~Mickey~ 21 They/Them

[jalboyhenthusiast]

how do i explain to my boss that i’m finding it hard to concentrate today because two ex boyband members chose to be publicly seen together for the first time in a decade

[holyshit]

the earth quite literally vibrates when two members of one direction are in the same space publicly

[pop-punklouis]

me in 2015: *lights cigarette* man, those zayn and louis dudes? love those guys

me in 2025: *lights cigarette* man, those zayn and louis dudes? love those guys

[fuchsea]

i don't think u understand how monumental this is. like they went from not talking to slowly lurking on each others social media to zayn publicly announcing that his friend louis is at his solo show. like. this is groundbreaking to me. this has healed things in me that i didn't even know needed healing. chicken in chile forever. riding on the bus1 high forever

[dailytomlinson]

Louis & Zayn leaving together after Zayn's concert in LA - 29.01

[compass-leads-its-ship]

“An old friend of mine is here… Louis here tonight”

[simonesashley]

Zayn gifting homemade food from his farm to interviewers.

[lemonxpoint]

If the Liam tribute at the brits is true I hope that none of the men will be there or that they won't do anything performance wise on stage. Not because I don't want them to honour Liam but because I know what the majority of godawful 1d stans (it is what it is )would turn that tribute into. Another way to ship Larry, to talk about zouis, to adore Harry and his 3 inferior jesters, to say wow reunion that's so cool thanks Liam for dying. Am I cynical? Nah it's 10+ years that I read what people write, I just am realist

[alltimesos]

it’s not the end, I’ll see your face again

[h0ezi3r]

The worst part about Liam Payne dying is that people are posting about “the switch up is crazy”

Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.

We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.

Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.

A 7 year old boy just lost his father. A woman just lost her long term boyfriend. Two parents just lost their son. Several young children just lost their uncle. Show some fucking respect. Joking about it and hating on people who had nothing to do with what happened is not doing anything but twist the knife for the people who this has ACTUALLY effected.

[strawbarrylou]

i’m married to this pic

[mylovefor1d]

GIVE IT UP FOR ONE ADDITION‼️‼️‼️

[2septembrie]

I’m that kind of person who keeps letters and birthday cards, tickets from trains, parks or museums.

[obviously-im-a-boyo]

does it ever drive you crazy

just how fast the night changes

[jadethirstwall-blog]

Liam through the years 

[faerieangcl]

feeling grief over someone who shaped part of your childhood / teenage years ≠ excusing his actions.

you can grieve someone and still not like them or agree with their actions. a reminder that two things can be true at once.

[meyhew]

i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

[meyhew]

i think part of it is just that i didn’t know him. he was in my phone and in my laptop singing in my ears for a decade but i didn’t know him. i never met him. i never spoke to him. how the hell am i supposed to grieve for someone so intangible when he will continue to be in my phone and in my laptop and continue to sing in my ears.