[bangshotgunlove]

I'm Sandy. Twentyseven years old.

[bangshotgunlove]

[omgjackiesparrow]

Johnny Depp & Penélope Cruz in Blow (2001).

[symphonicseauxl]

Not interested in a love I have to earn or perform for. I want to be loved as a choice, on purpose, not as a reward

[picocoon]

Depression 04

[bigmoneyshit]

Blue Money Shit

[thunderstruck9]

Tomás Sánchez (Cuban, b. 1948), Aguas ocultas en la selva [Hidden waters in the forest], 1990. Acrylic on canvas, 78 x 96 in.

[choosingcreation]

[misterand]

[5prung]

https://youtu.be/r6CQXye0_zQ

[answeringemails]

[thoughtkick]

“Working on myself, by myself, for myself.”

— Unknown

[sunsetquotes]

“I have a habit of falling in love with souls who have yet to be at peace with their bodies, their minds, their weaknesses. I try to build them, to find the parts of them that are missing in me. I end up with holes in my chest.”

— Farah Gabdon

[imsohappyicouldie]

[bangshotgunlove]

Happy Birthday Beautiful x

Thank you very mucho ♥️

[hella-lavish]

[bangshotgunlove]

You came in a time of disbelief

There you were, a breath of fresh air

Lifted the smile that couldn’t be lifted for so long, grief

Where you aware?

Born and raised in the city of happiness but hadn’t seen it all

Drove in your car around while small talking and showing me your favorite places to eat

Places I hadn’t seen

Places we could meet

Birthday boy was laughing all the way through the music

I guess I’m kinda funny

Skin soft like honey

Sunny, summer ‘19 turned into late night dates

Cruisin just for the company and amusement

Started coming to my apartment and you know what that meant

Kissing, caressing and you know that I bent

There’s a first for everything and I was doing my thing

Sleeping over 2-3 nights every week

Intimacy got deep

At least it did for me

See, you can take a man out the club but you can’t take the club out the man

In this case you couldn’t do any of the things

Cause three months in and things were starting to get serious for me

He dipped

“I’m not ready to give it all up” so I stripped

My emotions down for him

Told him what I wanted and what I didn’t

He couldn’t give it to me even though he was smitten

So we quit it

A summer fling that couldn’t turn in to a serious commitment

I don’t know what I was thinking...

Me

[treygotguap]

[9rateful]