Here Again / sj and k /
She waited for a good while for his reply. Forever the tiny number still showed he hadn’t read the message and it pained her so much. When the message indicated he read it, her anxiousness grew. The anticipation of hearing from him built and came crashing down when a few hours later he replied with cold questions. “I want you, you idiot. It’s always been you. I take that back, I am the idiot, I was stupid and left you. I left something that could have been so wonderful to be with a man I thought would make me just as happy. And I was wrong…” She replied to the screen of her phone. How was she to reply?
[kkt: SJ] In truth? I want a do over. But I know I do not deserve it.
[kkt: SJ] I already told you why, I miss you.
She buried her face in the pillow before hitting send, waterfalls of tears flowed. The mistake was unbearable. Not everyone received second chances, Kyrie knew that, and she knew Sungjoon didn’t ow her a thing after what she had done. But what did she have to lose for telling him how she really felt? And so she hit send.
The anxiousness, he felt it too. He wanted to know the reason she came back, because she perfectly knew just how hurt he was. He even left without saying anything to her; they were not really in the best term.
He kept himself busy so that he could forget about her. Maybe his success now was also thanks to her because he finally focused on his career so that he could forget his heartache. But now, when she suddenly came, he knew something was going on. And he was not ready for it. Not ready to get hurt.
Her message made his eyes widened. He was in disbelief. This was not that easy for him to take -- at all. She couldn't just come back and tell that she wanted a do over. Right now, his mind telling him not to fall for it. His heart was blinded by his own shield that he created so that he won't have to get hurt anymore.
[kkt : KY ] What are you saying? Let's meet, where are you?
He felt it was the best thing to do; he wanted to hear her explanation directly.












