barbarita

life is short, the world is wild, I wanna make some memories.

[barbaritadegener]

“you’re so funny” thanks, i cry when i’m mad.

[barbaritadegener]

I am catastrophically in love with you.

[barbaritadegener]

what happened to our love, it used to be so good

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You pull something reckless out of me—I don’t recognize this girl who craves you so openly, like I’ve forgotten every rule I ever had.

I never knew I could want someone like this—so shameless, so undone, like you turned all my boundaries into something I’m dying to cross.

[barbaritadegener]

i notice everything, i just act like i don’t.

[barbaritadegener]

he only shows up when his world is on fire, like i’m supposed to hold him together. i’m not your mother, not your savior, not even your friend — just a girl who’s tired of being your emotional emergency contact.

[barbaritadegener]

Twenty-One

Twenty-one,

and I hide behind a peachy smile.

I skip, I tease,

I’m sunshine with a secret.

Blink twice—

I might be someone new already.

[barbaritadegener]

your soulmate is me bitch im telling you

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“Sweet Babe”

Soft lips,

loud heart.

I play with love

like stolen art.

They call me Babe,

and maybe it’s true—

I’m sugar,

but I sting a little too.

[barbaritadegener]

I am my Soulmate.

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but mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you.

[barbaritadegener]

One day I’ll be okay.

Not fragile, not yours, not waiting.

Just glowing — in a room you can’t enter.

You’ll look, but I won’t sparkle for you anymore.

Because I remember it all too well.

[barbaritadegener]

Peter.

He still plays in the shadow of a memory,

trapped in a time I’ve already let go.

I chose to grow, to forgive… and to fly.

But even Wendy gets tired of leaving the window open.

[barbaritadegener]

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate that I can’t forget you.

I hate remembering you every single day.

I hate the lies you used to tell me.

I hate how you didn’t care.

I hate not being able to be with you.

I hate your silly and beautiful smile.

I hate that you make me cry.

I hate thinking about you.

I hate the beautiful connection we have.

I hate that I can’t hate you—because I love you.

[barbaritadegener]

We are the new romantics, wild and bright,

Dancing through chaos, chasing the night.

Hearts stitched with glitter, scars that sing,

We fall like stars—but rise like spring.

[barbaritadegener]

You left because you’re weak.

Not because you didn’t love me,

but because you can’t handle feeling.

You play the cold one,

the one who doesn’t cry,

but you’re out there posting shit,

throwing hints like a boy who’s lost.

You miss me? Say it.

You love me? Show up.

Don’t come at me with scraps.

I’m not your safety net,

not your comfort zone.

I’m fire.

And you ran scared.

Now the door’s shut.

And if one day you try to come back—

just know:

there’s no place for you here anymore.

[barbaritadegener]

Meet Joe Black

I saw him like Susan saw Joe—

a stranger, yet already mine.

He loved me knowing he’d have to go,

but in one look, we stole time.