“Aw, come on, kinky is my second name, didn’t you know?!” Teasing him back lightly, it was just in his nature to one-up the other as much as Bokuto did so in return – it could become a never-ending game to most people’s dismay, honestly, but these two simply enjoyed their little antics too much to drop them; sometimes, even Kuroo could get annoyed (especially when he wanted to be serious with his counterpart!), but he wouldn’t hesitate to show that emotion to the smaller vividly.
Snarling back at the other then when he had to retort, Kuroo couldn’t really say that his response was wrong; if he was so much into nipples, it really would not make a difference whether it’s pecs or tits… but it would not change that it rubbed him the wrong way when the man kept on dropping all these hints about female body parts and such; while Tetsurou was not opposed to women, right now the last thing he wanted was either to be compared to one or being put into the position of a cheap replacement simply because Koutarou was not able to find a better option to touch boobs. It would scratch his pride badly, but he really hoped that this wasn’t the intention of his friend. Grimacing a little as he tried not to make any noise with the man touching, squeezing and stimulating his chest, he ended up glaring at him only because he was so, so concentrated to not groan or sigh. “Havin’ fun there, buddy? Those are nice pecs, right? If you wanna compare them to food, I’ll make an exception and let you bite them.” Of course, it was to humour his partner, but more so he was terrified of the idea that he was really going for it – what if he was going get so into it that he wasn’t going to stop himself from moaning?! Now that… would be really embarrassing…! Sure, Bokuto already went over the line to moan before… but Kuroo wanted to keep his cool —- at least one of them had to!!
“Who said that I’m disappointed?” Kuroo may have not been too blunt at times, but he liked to think that his smoothness was still leading his words into a direction that his intentions were obvious. Sure, he never voiced his sexuality, because he hardly thought about it. To him, it was quite obvious that both Bokuto and himself were heterosexuals (at least, in his brain). They just seemed to have a special interest for one another – being aware that Koutarou was a guy, it was only to be expected that he did not have female body parts. Perhaps it was also some sick curiosity to get this close to his best friend so to test out just how it felt like getting intimate with a guy instead of a girl – he was never labelling himself a homosexual or a bisexual, he more so thought that whatever happened, happened. It was much more healthy and also better to not stress out about those minor details before anything was going to happen. “You know, I’m just teasing, dumbass.” He had to add to that simply so to make sure that Bokuto was not getting the wrong idea here; both of them admitted so far that they knew what was going on and that they weren’t opposed to it, so it would be rather stupid to get surprised about their genitalia, really.
It was bound to happen that the smaller was not going to be fully honest about this – though, Tetsurou could not blame him at all. As irritating as it was, he was aware that he did not play any different game here. Instead of bluntly telling him that this was more serious to him than he initially made out to be, he asked whether it was a joke or not – even if it was ballsy, Kuroo couldn’t exactly expect the man to play with open cards if he was still hiding his. Though, what had caught him off-guard was the fact that the man admitted to liking what they were doing; surely, it was evident by the way that both of them were suffering from boners at this point, but then again, men could get hard from just about anything, as long as it stimulated them physically, it did not mean that it had to stimulate them emotionally. To get the reassurance that this was actually a pleasure to the man was enough to feel the confidence boost that he needed. “Heh, really? ‘Cause… I mean, I kinda like it, too. So… I ain’t joking anymore. We cool?” Gulping down a lump, he moved his hands down the other’s thighs to pull him closer onto his own lap, wanting to fill the gap as much as he could only to put emphasis on his statement beforehand.
With the other’s freaked out expression, he couldn’t help but to snort before nuzzling his face against the other’s lovingly, leaning in to bite his cheek playfully just to tease him a little bit more. “Nah, it’s just fiiiine…” Even if they were being a bit more serious on the matter, it didn’t change that they simply had such fun and teasing personalities. “To be honest, I’m hard because of you too, so… uh… that makes two of us? I guess?! Seems really fair, too.” He hoped that if he was being more open and honest about this, then perhaps Koutarou would find more confidence in being just as open, right? Sure, he would also willingly walk into some traps which could have him end up as the butt of a joke – but at this point, he did not care if the man wanted to laugh at him. As long as they were proceeding with the actual matter at hand, he’d accept that.
While it was a disheartening thing that Bokuto admitted, Kuroo couldn’t say that he was surprised: this whole thing was so confusing, of course he wouldn’t get it. Laughing in the depth of his throat with a low tone, he shook his head lightly. “There’s not much to get, man.” Even if it took all of his courage to speak more honestly and openly about it, he guessed that he had to be the one to ‘man up’ in this situation so that they would not keep on running circles awkwardly. “I mean… unless you don’t like it when I am being gentle and nice with you… that’s cool, you gotta tell me if you think it’s lame… just… felt right, dunno?!” In his mind, the other perhaps didn’t really get a kick out of the romantic and gentle gestures – though it was Kuroo’s way of attempting to show him how he was feeling about this situation; surely, he had to be more blunt about it, but both of them were kind of cowards about that aspect. “It felt right to treat you nicer and stuff… do you get it now, or are you really that dense?” It wouldn’t change that he had to scold him for being an idiot at some point…
He took note of how hard Bokuto attempted not to make any sound while he bit down his shoulder and neck, though he was a little irritated about it; he was not holding himself back, so why should the other?! That was stupid as hell! “I wanna hear you, dumbnut… don’t fuckin’ hold back, I swear, I am going to bite harder until you can’t hold back.” Threatening him some, he kissed his neck very close to his ear, making sure to suck on his skin roughly and dick his teeth in, provoking to cause a hickey at a place that the man hardly was able to cover up, but also wanting to get some noises out of him. Dragging his tongue over his ear before he breathed against the wetness, groaning a little louder to let him feel the vibration of his deep voice against his ear, thrusting his hips a little harder up against the other’s; there was really no point in holding back now – why not going with it completely if they already went this far, right?
Kuroo was fine to be the one reassuring the other; it did not feel lame or stupid, quite honestly, if they had switched positions, Tetsurou probably would be as much of a chicken – it wasn’t that he had any experience with men, really, both of them seemed to have only been together with women before! – but his own position at this moment didn’t differ all too much from the ones he had been in previously – just that he was now involved with a guy, and on top of that, with his best friend! Surely, if Bokuto had been the one in charge and the black-haired male had to be the receiving end of this, he would be nervous and unsure what to do with himself. It only felt right to make sure that he would not freak Koutarou out too much! Deepening the kiss somewhat to take the man’s mind off of the situation, he went the extra-mile to moan into his mouth as he kept on dry-humping him, a small ‘Fuck’ rolling over his tongue, as he was too lost in the moment to actually contain such comments from escaping his throat. As much as he was into the stimulation, he could not help but to give small laugh at the other’s rather mild threat. “Nah, I won’t laugh. You know why? ‘Cause I think teary faces during BJs are such a turn-on… so much for how kinky I am, am I right?”
Now, he was not exactly used to jack another guy off – usually, he’d only do that on himself, really – but funny enough, he was not repulsed by it, neither was he feeling weird about it. If anything, it was quite exciting, especially with the kinds of faces and noises he received from the smaller. Watching him closely for some moments before he felt the need to lean against his neck, muffling his own groans against his shoulder only to quicken the pace a little to his own gusto. He felt way too dizzy to think about the situation at hand, as long as it felt good for both of them, he didn’t see the damage, to be honest. Though, what caught him off-guard and caused him to stop his hand movements for a moment was that the other joked about how he was acting like the man’s boyfriend. Realisation kind of hit him there and that’s when he was actually spending some thought to it – holy shit, he was right?! – trying not to make a scene, he picked up where he left off with massaging their lengths together, giving an airy chuckle – god, he was thankful that he currently was hiding his face against the other’s shoulder, or else he would probably get a good view on how red his face had gotten from that sudden confrontation. “Really, huh?” Acting coolly about it, pressing some soft kisses up his Adam’s apple before he kissed his jawline. “I could be your boyfriend, if you want me to.” Perhaps he wouldn’t have said something so wild if it wasn’t for the heat of the moment, but his brain was so hazed and out-there due to the stimuli he experienced that he couldn’t exactly think before he spoke – which only made that kind of statement all the more honest than he probably would’ve let himself to be in the first place – nonetheless, he got scared of pushing his boundaries, still hiding his face so that the other was not going to look at him and laugh into his face. “I m-mean… like… I wouldn’t… mind…” He realised that talking while he was horny was probably not going to make him sound any smarter, and as much as he wanted to save his ass, he only made it worse; but instead, he simply went with the moment and hoped that he was jacking the other off to the point that he was unable to make fun of him for being such a complete tool.
“as long as you don’t start asking me to do some crazy weird shit, then i guess you can be the kinky one.” he was joking around with him of course, but there was some truth in his words. he could handle a few things here and there that weren’t considered vanilla, but even he had his limits as to how far he could take things. some kinks were just too much to handle -- and when kuroo was saying that he was into some kinky things, he couldn’t imagine where the line was drawn. both of them had pretty lenient morals, but somethings were just not to be brought into the bedroom.
while he talked on & on about breasts, it definitely was not his intent to make the man feel as if he were just a simple replacement or not good enough to appreciate because he was the same sex. if anything, he had been going on about the man’s chest in specific -- considering that he was well built, he did have nice ‘pecs’ enough so that he was enjoying himself just looking at them. bokuto couldn’t possibly keep his hands to himself when he was invited to touch; he had to indulge even if it were just with his hands for the time being. running his thumbs gently over the flesh, he listened to the man teasing him about just how invested he was in feeling him up. mumbling softly in return, bokuto’s tone was dead serious ( contrasting to his usual joking manner ). “i’m in heaven.” though, despite his seriousness, he looked up to give a shit eating grin to his friend. exhaling through his nose, he shook his head at the offer. “biting would ruin them.” instead of digging his teeth into the other’s chest, he leaned down and pressed his lips against his bare skin. he trailed soft kisses along his chest, a little more wet than he would have intended -- but he was practically drooling already just from touching them. suckling on kuroo’s skin, he peeked up with a guilty expression; he wondered if he was boring the man with his own personal fixations.
finally pulling back when the taller mentioned that he was not disappointed about the fact that he was in fact a man and not a woman, he looked rather dumbfounded. it shouldn’t have been all that surprising & yet, he was still shaken by the realization that he was not concerned at all about the fact that they clearly had the same parts. bokuto hadn’t thought about his own sexuality either, mostly since it wasn’t something that came up in his daily life -- at least, not in such a big way as it was right now. sure, he’d had his questionable moments where he was taking note of his strange attraction to his best friend, but they hadn’t acted on it, not to this extent. now he was forced to face it all at once & it was incredibly confusing to him. clearly he was enjoying it, so he didn’t think about putting an end to it -- so far, it was so, so enjoyable that the thought had not crossed his mind. nodding lamely, he couldn’t think of a good response for the other past agreement, which he didn’t feel as if it needed to be voiced. if he was so freaked out about the situation at hand, he would have found a way out of it before they’d gotten this far.
being pulled fully onto kuroo’s lap caused him to tense up for a moment, worried that he would be teased for his arousal or the fact that he was nervous about what was going on -- he assumed that it was only normal to be nervous in this situation, not because of who he was with, but because he was doing something that he was so unfamiliar with that he didn’t know what to do. when it came to being with women, he was always so confidant and cool about his actions, but now he was at a huge loss. he was grateful for the fact that the taller was so willing to take the lead and progress things, because he wasn’t so sure that he would be able to take on that role. hearing that his friend was also hard because of him, and not just the friction, he was relieved. it should have been obvious, but sometimes he really had to have these things pointed out to him.
having someone be so gentle with him for once was a nice change, since usually he was the one being rough with other people -- it was rare for the two of them to be gentle in physical ways with each other ( and even verbal! usually, they were brutally prodding at one another ). “no! no, no, keep doing it.” bokuto said quickly, not wanting him to switch it up just yet. “ . . . i think i get it.” he mumbled, sounding like a frustrated child -- his own dense nature irritated even himself at times, since he was so slow to understand things. he couldn’t go out on a limb and say that it was because the other had feelings for him, especially since he wasn’t confidant enough to believe that could be the case. he was still missing the mark quite a bit, but he always took longer with these things than most & kuroo would know that better than anyone. “it’s not lame, i like it.” he sighed out, as the taller nuzzled against his neck.
he wasn’t sure how much longer he could possibly keep himself quiet, not when the other was intentionally making it hard for him to do so. biting at his lip harder, he threatened to draw blood just to keep himself silent. all of his efforts were in vain the moment that he felt the man’s hot breath hit the wetness from where he’d been suckling on his ear before -- on top of that, he was caught off guard by the sudden friction all at once. a loud moan escaped him, completely unable to keep it in. he knew that was the other’s intention and yet he still felt so embarrassed about cracking so easily. rather than trying to hide it more, he let out another moan as he rolled his hips back against kuroo’s to try and add to the pleasure he was feeling. “y-you better not tell a-anyone --” he cried out between gasps and whines. of course, he truly doubted that his closest friend would go around telling anyone about anything that they had been doing thus far, but he was still nervous to think that anyone would know that he was here on his friend’s lap moaning like a woman.
kissing the other once again, he was glad to have his sounds muffled by the contact. though, he was not ready for the other to curse so lowly into their kiss, sending an obvious shiver through his body. bokuto heard the other curse many times before, but never out of pleasure and definitely not directly into his mouth in such a seductive way. he should have known that his threat was pathetic, but the response that he received wasn’t a joke and he knew it. the man wasn’t joking about having an interest in kinky things, and tears definitely didn’t seem out of the range of what he could imagine his friend enjoying. “yea, well -- don’t make me cry on purpose . . . okay?” despite the fact that he was into tears, he didn’t want the other to be rough with him with the intent of making him cry. it wasn’t that he was much of a crybaby, but these things had to hurt the first time! even for girls, he knew that it hurt the first time; he could only imagine that it would be worse for a man. they always based their relationship on joking around, so it felt weird to be asking him something so serious -- he figured that kuroo would take it pretty serious though, considering that sexual things had aspects to them that were meant to be taken serious. the jokes had to end somewhere, even if he liked to use to them to keep himself from feeling like a fool.
while the other buried his face into his shoulder, he took advantage of it to relax against his fame. he doubted that he could keep himself up straight at the moment. it wasn’t like he hadn’t jacked himself off before, but adding the emotional connection of having someone else do it for him made it feel so much more appealing. in this position, he had no choice but to keep his mouth near the other’s ear, allowing him to clearly hear all of the sounds that escaped him. bokuto was left confused when the other stopped his movements all of a sudden, but instead of receiving a response right away, kuroo continued his movements first, taking him off guard. “a-ah--, s-s-shit.” he cursed, not doubting that his own face was just as red as his counterpart’s. the reaction that he got was not what he was expecting -- was the man trying to ask him out, it seemed strange to wait until they were in an intimate situation like this, but that didn’t mean that he was any less appreciative of the offer. “you better treat me well, even if i am just a dumbass.” he replied with some difficulty, finding it hard to talk with each wave of pleasure that hit him. “but yea, i’d like that a lot. so i guess that you do like me.” the smaller laughed, glad to have an answer to his own suspicions.
