cw: stalking, habit and reader are both their own warnings, smut. fem!reader for this one.
after watching the recording, you hesitated to go back to him. first thing first; you weren’t a monster. guilt was eating you alive for doing this to someone! but you just loved him so much, and he didn’t seem to mind.
secondly, he intimidated you. you guessed he wasn’t exactly normal, nor human, for that matter. stalking him so much made you see some things about him.
but, against logic and your better judgment, you went back to his house. breaking in was easy and you navigated through his house with quiet confidence, already knowing where to go.
when you reached his bedroom, the door was wide open. as if he knew. as if he’d been waiting for you to come back. a mocking joke to your predicament.
you walked in, and he was in bed, asleep. or at least, he seemed asleep. he seemed asleep even last time, although he was wide awake.
you strolled towards his bed in silence and stopped right in front if him, looking down. in the back of your head, you were sure he was awake.
your eyes moved to the prominent bulge in his boxers. you could see a faint throb and it seemed like he was inviting you.
almost absentmindedly, you turned your head to him.
he was staring right at you.
your breath hitched and your mouth parted, as if to say something—anything, really. anything that could help you in this situation.
his hand moved faster than your voice did, and his fingers wrapped around your wrist, tugging you down. you squealed, landing sideways on top of him.
“you slut,” he laughed, “you actually came back. ain’t you full of yourself.”
your face was pressed against the mattress, lying tummy down on his lap as your legs weakly kicked.
his hand grabbed both of yours, and he kept them behind your back, while his free hand groped your ass. his fingers squeezed the plush flesh before landing a loud smack! that echoed in the bedroom.
you whined because you couldn’t do much more than this. and also, because you were fucking soaked.
“beg you’re wet,” he said, “hope you didn’t like your pants.”
before you could ask what he meant, his fingers grabbed the fabric and teared it, creating a big hole between your legs. you gasped, eyes wide.
his fingers shamelessly pressed against your cunt through your panties, and he groaned, “knew it. you’re soaked, bunny.”
your eyes were half lidded and glassy as you let out small whimpers and whines, pushing your hips back against his hand.
habit, being the cruel thing he is, toyed with the hem of your panties, tugging at the fabric before letting it snap back against you and then moving his hand away.
“now, what should i do with you?” he seemed to ponder, forearms resting on your ass as if you were an armrest. he drummed his fingers.
he hummed lightly before tapping your ass, “get up.”
he tugged you off of him and you stood back up on shaky legs and ruined jeans. he looked at you, tilting his head in contempt.
“why would a pretty thing like you stalk me?” he asked, a grin forming on his face.
you gulped down, voice shaky as you answered, “because i like you.”
his grin stretched further as he slowly tilted his head, “awh, you do? you like me? you love me soo much?” he mocked you, mimicking your shaky voice.
“and you’d do anything for me, right? because if the answer is no, then i don’t think you love me as much as you say you do.” he frowned deeply, even though his eyes gleamed.
you shook your head, “no, i—i like you. i’d do anything for you.”
he thought you sounded pathetic. no backbone, no snappy come back. just a meek, pathetic girl with a crush and too much free time on her hands. and maybe some unsolved trauma.
he could work with that. and most importantly, you weren’t too ugly. if anything, you were pretty. so that was a win for him.
“yeah, i bet you do.” he said.
he grabbed you again, and this time he shoved you onto the bed, straddling you. you looked at him with wide eyes as he wrapped his hand around your throat.
“look at you, doe eyes and shaky breaths. you’re a sight for sore eyes.” he laughed quietly, breath fanning over your mouth.
without any shame, he smashed his mouth against yours in a messy kiss; it was fast paced and full of tongue, teeth knocking together.
you were as shameless as him with the way you wrapped your arms around his neck, pushing him closer to you. you gave it your all, mouth following his and kissing back until you were out of breath.
your legs wrapped around his waist and you could feel his bulge press against your cunt. he grunted into the kiss, eyes closed.
while kissing, and actively choking you out, his free hand moved to his boxers, pushing them down to his mid thighs.
his cock slapped against his stomach, thick and big, before he wrapped his hand around it, giving it a hard stroke.
“if you’d do anything to me, then i assume you’ll let me fuck you raw, right?” he mumbled against your mouth between kisses, “and without prep, too. sorry bunny, but i’m real pent up.”
you tried talking. really, you tried. but the second you found your voice, he pressed his tip against your entrance and thrusted inside.
the pain was mind numbing and your eyes rolled back, jaw dropping. he growled low against your mouth before kissing again.
you couldn’t kiss back this time. your mouth stayed open as he fed you his tongue while thrusting deeper.
and deeper, and deeper, until his tip snuggled against your cervix. your head was throbbing as your cunt squeezed his cock so much he could hardly move.
“such a slut and yet still so tight,” he grunted, “gonna fuck you to death, honey. gonna fuck you over and over until you regret picking me.”
his hips pushed back until only the tip was out and then pushed back in, setting a mean pace. you could hardly hear yourself over the beating of your own heart in your ears.
it hurt so much that it felt good. it felt heavenly, everything you ever wanted and more. you clung to him with your hands, legs spread open around his waist as he fucked into you.
you were mumbling pleads and chants of his name—small and weak chants of ‘habit, habit, habit—‘ were coming ouf of your mouth, interrupted by whines and moans when he hit the spot.
“yeah, that’s it.” he grunted.
he angled his hips just right and hooked your legs over his shoulders, locking you in a mating press.
“you’re so lucky i didn’t kill you the first time you followed me home,” he teased, “i was so close, yknow that?”
he hit your cervix over and over, pain spreading everywhere in your body that it made you sob.
“please, what? please go faster? please more? please harder? please habit knock me up!” he mimicked your voice, eyebrows knotted and eyes half lidded.
you weren’t sure if he was also mocking your face or if he was genuine.
“gonna knock you up for sure.” he muttered to himself, “gonna keep you right here with me. my good slut, huh?”
you dumbly nodded, eyes half lidded and tears streaming down your face. he licked a long stripe from your chin to your cheekbone, collecting your tears on his tongue.
his pelvis was bumping and grinding against your clit and it made your breath hitch, orgasm approaching fast.
“gonna—i’m—“ you whined, “can i cum?”
he laughed, a bit breathless before pressing his face in the crook of your neck, “don’t disappoint me. go ahead.”
when you came, it was so mind shattering that you were sure you passed out for a few seconds. your cunt throbbed hard around his cock, squeezing him and trying to suck him deeper.
he grunted as his rhythm grew sloppy. the second he came inside you, his teeth sank in the flesh of your neck. holding you still.
you whined, eyes squeezing shut at the pain, although your arms tightened around him.
you both breathed hard and you gulped when you felt him harden inside you.
“i did tell you that i’d make you regret choosing me, didnt i?”
a/n: welp. enjoy this I HATE IT highkey