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marvellouscaptain‌:

     “I’m basically a genius,” She jokes, a smile on her lips as she pours them each a cup of the fresh coffee she’d brewed up. “How’re you doing anyway, Clint?”

       “ i’m fine, i’m fine.  what about you, carol ?  i haven’t heard from you in some time. ”  although the same could probably be said about him.

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marvellouscaptain‌:

     “– Why thank you,” She shoots Clint a grin, then, and ignores the brief spark the wire emits before she reconnects it. “You want some coffee?”

       “ there you go.  i knew you could do it. ”  the archer nods.  he’s never going to refuse a cup of coffee.  “ oh, sure.  please. ”

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regeneratingdegenerate‌:

@arrowsbro plotted some West Coast shenanigans. 

The bus journey was nearly three days. 

He could have taken a flight or even got the ol’ teleporter out of storage, but something about a three day bus journey from New York to California seemed fun. It was not fun. Deadpool had been nearly kicked off of the bus twice, once for trying to convince the driver to stop in Vegas so they could earn some cash and fly the rest of the way and a second time for singing ‘the wheels on the bus’ for over two and a half hours.

Wade Wilson stepped off onto the Los Angeles sidewalk and looked at his phone. The tracking device he had set sometime around October last year was only a few blocks away. He had no idea what he was tracking or why it was on the West Coast, but he’d figure it out soon enough.

The search had taken Deadpool to a building that seemed to serve as local offices for businesses. He crept up the fire escape around the back and decided to sneak in through an open window. Whatever he was looking for, it wasn’t very far away now. His boot snagged on the window frame and Deadpool clattered into the room and landed face-down on the floor. It was not graceful.

       The open window led to a room in which Clint was peacefully reading while drinking a cup of coffee.  It was all quiet until he heard something behind the couch.  “ What the---- ”  He stood up to turn and face the window, much to his surprise.  An old friend was the last thing Hawkeye expected to appear in this place today.  “ Wade . . . ? ”

       He didn’t remember to have seen the merch in a long time, but here he was for some reason.  “ It’s really you ! ”  Clint said with a smile on his face.  He had to admit it was nice to see him.  “ Dude, what are you doing here ?  I thought you were dead or something . . . ”  He didn’t really, but the thought had crossed his mind at some point.

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catdares‌:

“i mean … yeah it’s that obvious. though i have to admit the dog is an unforeseen twist. usually the only avenger that swings down this way is well… spider,” she said, reaching forward she picked up the picture. she was a cat person, but she’d notice a stray dog around. “Um … sorry, but I’ll keep an eye out?” she said, handing the picture back. “I’d check with the canine care and control office, I mean in this neighborhood they don’t let pigeons hang out much less stray dogs.” 

       “ there’s a canine care and control office around here ? ”  well, that was a a place clint might enjoy visiting . . .  plus it would help with his search.  “ that’s helpful.  but if you know something, anything, you know where to find me, right ? ”  there wasn’t any reason in particular that led clint to think that the black cat would know how to contact him, especially since he didn’t really hang out at the avengers’ hq anymore.  they had moved too far away.  into a celestial’s body, they said.  it got crazier each time . . .

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dcvilment‌:

“Shark – monsters,” Daredevil repeated to make sure he’d heard that correctly. Which he always did. It was odd being back on the west coast. Last time he’d been here his identity was pretty much not a secret at all. Now things were back as they should be. Daredevil and Matt Murdock were not the same in the eyes of the world. Even his hero pal here. Which, was always a bit hard. He could feel people staring at the beach and even sensed as a handful of them snapped a few pics on their phones. It was a bit odd to see the New York hero sizzling in the sun here.  “I have my reasons. Can we talk?  – Someplace else…”

       “ yeah, i guess . . . ”  clint sighed.  meeting daredevil in the west coast didn’t exactly bring many good memories.  the two heroes had had their differences in the past.  but whatever, he thought, it was in the past.  the other hero probably didn’t even remember.  “ so . . . ? ”  after walking away from the people around them at the back, clint was ready to listen.  whatever brought daredevil here could be important, after all.  as the west coast’s avengers team, they needed to be aware of everything happening here.  “ what was it ? ”

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catdares‌:

“and is it avenger protocol to immediately surrender your empty wallet if you’re getting assaulted?” felicia asked, tucking her hands in her pockets. “yeah, yeah we can forget that and also you can tell me what you came all the way out here for. i mean it’s not every day you catch an avenger on your block. what do you need, barton?”

       “ it’s not avenger protocol.  i don’t follow protocol anyway. ”  clint shrugged and looked at felicia’s eyes.  “ is it really that obvious ?  i’m just looking for my neighbor’s lost dog.  she was last seen around here, at their friend’s home in this building. ”  he pointed at the one in front of them.  “ i know you’re more like a cat person and all, unfortunately, but do you happen to know anything ?  she looks like this. ”  in his hands there was a picture of said pet.

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catdares‌:

“why … would i search your pockets?” she asked, wrinkling her nose. “and why would i want your empty wallet? you know you could have just said, i’m clint barton, like … no need to invite me to put my hands in your pants.” 

       “ oh . . .  sorry . . .  well, this is awkward.  i thought this was like an assault or something. ”  only he didn’t, he’s just being an idiot.  “ forget about the part about your hands in my pants and we’ll be fine. ”

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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marvellouscaptain‌:

     “I’m perfectly capable of fixing it,” She definitely didn’t break it in the first place… “Don’t call Tony. I got it.”

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       “ you really think i’d call tony for something like this ?  i know you’ve got this, carol. ”

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@catdares

       “ you can search my pockets.  i’ve only got an empty wallet.  and yes, it really is a wallet.  it’s not that joke. ”

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@avengingspiderman

       “ you see . . .  i’m working on something with jessica.  not jess, jessica.  don’t ask.  it’s better if you don’t know.  but i do kinda need your help with something, to get something, i mean.  you’d think the fantastic four would give hawkeye, one of the best avengers in history, some information about a simple experiment, right ?  but guess what.  they won’t give me shit.  and guess what else.  if i remember correctly, you were a fantastic four, right ?  i imagine you have access to their stuff. ”

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@dcvilment

       “ i thought you’d left the west coast, dude.  what are you doing here ?  we already dealt with the sharks monsters today. ”

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@gcldveiined​

       “ ah, that’s you, right, ms. pryde ? ”  the young archer smiled.  “ i was told i would meet someone from the x-men here to talk about an eventual meeting with the avengers, but i didn’t expect it to be you. ”

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ok i’m gonna write those starters i owe at last

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trickshxt‌:

“Serious enough to wonder where my mother’s day card was.” He’s definitely not smiling. 

       “ Sometimes I don’t understand you. Like at all. ”