friends please

I'm 20 btw so minors dni

[basementvoid]

My blog just for whatever i want, feel free to dm me or asks, don't be shy, I don't bite 😉

Or maybe I do ✨️

Anyway, I'm pan, she/her, hot women please dm 🙂 (don't worry, you can still dm if you aren't a hot woman, just be respectful) idk what else to put here

Also if you don't like piss but still want to interact just like ignore that part of my blog 😛

[basementvoid]

I should really post on here more, I stopped cuz i wanted to focus on making my mental illness worse but I got on a new medication so I think im getting better

[basementvoid]

https://youtube.com/shorts/2Mzff7ETiME?si=XPIckE0KG2Ahk-9B

I was fascinated by this video

[basementvoid]

Daddy kink is lowkey enticing to me because it would mean I finally have a father who loves me

[basementvoid]

Lol I think im gonna buy a henti video game? I usually think they are stupid but I've found on that kinda interests me

[eclogues]

actually not sleeping barely eating doing drugs all day long and jacking off feels soo goood without a psychiatrist in ur ear telling you that ur bipolar

[pantiesfiend]

What the fuck is wrong with people, seek Jesus. Damn heathens.

[eclogues]

sorry panties fiend

[bring-me-back-a-dog]

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A good priest keeps track of his sheep's habits...

When you're busy, when you're not, your favorite colors and drinks, maybe he even knows when you drink.

Maybe he remembers what you eat for breakfast every morning and starts bringing it on the days you volunteer... Down to the amount of sugar you take in your tea.

He says it's just kindness; do you believe him?

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[basementvoid]

I'm sad to admit that if a cult pulled this shit with me I'd 10 percent join

[basementvoid]

Ughgg I have to pee and I want to like have freaky time but I have class in an hour

[basementvoid]

Ughh im trying to jork it and I have to pee but my roommate keeps interrupting me and making convo so I just have to lay here trying not to squirm

[basementvoid]

Ughgg I have a job interview tomorrow and I lowkey don't know what it's even for, im just gonna wing it. Fake it til you make it. IM SO SCARED

[basementvoid]

Hello internet ppl, ive had horrible depression lately and insomnia so bad that I feel like im going insane, so im thinking i should do a hold tonight? Idk i simply can't sleep so i might as well do something fun with that time, its like noon 40 now, I'll probably start in like 10 hours dm me if you wanna like chat about it during that time

[basementvoid]

Tw: ed (but also piss if anyone thinks it's hot idk)

So i am heavily restricting again and I was not well during my class and I kept getting a sensation as if I was peeing my pants( I kept feeling my inner thigh to make sure I wasn't really). But eventually I decided I had to get up and atleast try to pee because I was getting nervous AND I HAD LITERALLY WET MY UNDERWEAR. It's embarrassing and kinda scary that my body just did that but hey, the omo and whump community might like it hehe

[basementvoid]

Lol I keep almost posting from my super secret second blog lol. But does anyone have recommendations for free writing softwares? I dont want to use Google docs anymore 😔

[dreamy-xo-deactivated20260209]

honestly can’t relate to people who don’t like pet names like please call me every affectionate thing you can possibly think of

[basementvoid]

Im feeling moody so im just gonna contemplate things for a bit. I constantly help and comfort people and im always the bigger person even when im so much more emotional than most people. I am one of the most consistently considerate people I have ever seen, constantly trying to imagine how I may be inconveniencing others and making sure I don't upset others. This behavior i always thought would attract people who are as caring and trustworthy as I am, but I think it instead leaves the people around me too reliant on my help. I've seen my friends and their romantic relationships, and I always hated their partners because all the things I love about my friends are completely absent from their other halves. It seems like my friends are always looking for a person to counteract their own personality traits and I think that idea is stupid and born out of self hatred. It made me realize how distinctly I desire someone who is the same as me, who's condition is to help, but who longs to be truly cared for. We could be together and take care of eachother to fulfill both the urge to care, and the wish to be cared for.

[basementvoid]

I'm literally in shock about how horrible halloween was

[basementvoid]

This may sound mean but every time I meet one of my friends' partners I have an intense feeling of "thank god im single cuz that shit seems horrible" like every relationship I see my friends in looks so unpleasant and useless, constantly having issues that I could personally never overlook.