BASIC BITCH

temp-dash only, intensely selective && private, canon divergent jessica stanley from the twilight saga. by pidgy. side blog to GHOSTSOUTH RULES

[basicley]

MIKE || NEWT

                      he wants to apologize. its on the tip of his tongue, but somehow he’s too exhausted to muster the energy to give her a proper sorry. lips are pulled into a soft but thin line a smile that threatens to tremor coating them with a fragile facade of genuine happiness, he was happy to see her – she was the only semblance of normal he had left. “ – jess i know i goofed. “ he did, truly. carrie had stayed out half the night leaving him and his mom wide away near dawn worried sick, they’d spent two hours in his truck cruising forks small surface area looking for her before she turned up. same clothes from yesterday and twigs all in her hair, she’d nearly given their mom a heart attack. “ she’s – she’s good. hanging in there. “ its a short response before he feels a weak but real smile crawl against his mouth teeth showing, “ ugh yeah she’d love to have you over, i’d love to have you over. she’s making roast tonight anyway – and cooking distracts her so she’ll love to entertain. “ 

      she wants to reach out and pull him to her, embrace him, hold him tight as if it could make the pain go away. he's hurting, he has every right to be, and she can't stand it. she misses his real laugh, his real smile, misses --- the old him. he's never going to be able to be that person again, but fuck she wishes he could. a mix of sunshine, a golden retriever, and eye roll inducing jokes. his apology is accepted, she can't stay mad at him.            ❝      i'll help her out, if she wants, i mean i'm useless in the kitchen --- you remember the great brownie disaster from 6th grade ---- but i can chop stuff?            ❞      she smiles but it's off. she doesn't know why things are sometimes so --- awkward between them. it doesn't happen all the time, but right now? it's intense and maybe it's because there are five million things she wants to say but all of them are stupid and better left unsaid. or maybe it's the fact that she feels like an absolute dick for being upset over such a small thing. whatever it is, she doesn't like it and it causes her to gnaw at her bottom lip, a bad habit but she can't help it.             ❝      ---- how are you doing?             ❞      her voice is soft and quiet, but also earnest. there's a clear message in her expression; 'tell me so i know how to help you'. she hates that she can't just fix things for him. this isn't a scrape on the knee that she can just kiss and put a bandaid on. all she can do is listen and be there for him and it's something --- but she wants to do more. she can't, she knows she can't, but the desire to be able to is strong and won't go away. it probably never will.

[basicley]

storybookishh:

                “ i know this. “ she states tone pointed as her dark eyes shift to give jess a long stare before a smile curls against her full lips, brows raising in a fake expression of genuine gratitude. “ not a chance, i’d like to keep myself at a standard even for jerk off material. “ 

      oh how badly she wants to roll her eyes. wants to give the guys the pictures anyways, it's not like any of them were nudes so there really wouldn't be that much harm that could come from it. but, she won't, she knows she won't --- but there's still a tiny part of her that wants to.            ❝      okay, okay, i get it. what i don't get is why you're making me pick the best one to post. angela would be better at it, ask her.            ❞

[basicley]

storybookishh:

              lips are curled into a semi-sympathetic smile. tyler was the definition of desperate when it came to lauren, and for the most part reckless was a light way of putting his attempts of gaining her favor – or in this particular case he wrath. “ i watched the entire thing go down – i’m just waiting for word to get round to L. “ her remark is soft before her dark eyes look up from the book in her own grasp brows arching high on her heart shaped face, “ if you think thats good wait till tomorrow, amanda’s giving her presidential campaign and thats what tyler promised he’d help with. sad part is – “ words cut off as lips draw back from her teeth in a worried snarl, “ he already promised he was gonna campaign for L. “ the book is snapped shut with a finalized sound only pushing her point further, tyler was going to get eaten alive – and in front of the whole congregation no less. “ you’re a saint jess, honestly. “ she means it too, she’d been sick and while she didnt enjoy the fact of mooching off her best friend – she was an angel where it counted. not letting her fail chem. 101. “ books have appeal, you just prefer them in movie form which – to each his own. but what topic do you think we should do it on anyway? “ fingertips push her glasses further back on the bridge of her nose as she gives her best focused face, gossip was great and all but then again so was passing lit. 

      she just stares, wide eyed and pissed that she can't record this conversation for later use. she knows it's a dickish thing to be delighted about but --- she can't help it. it's her way of never being left out of any conversation. but with this --- she has to tell lauren. she's bound by the code, and even though she does have a loud part of her that wants her to find out the hard way, she has to be the one to do the deed.             ❝       he truly does have a death wish. like, i'm actually worried for his safety now. i'll ---- talk to lauren. it might keep her from literally blowing up. like she has to know, you know? --- but, oh hey, don't sweat it. i always make copies anyways, i'm like five big grades away from knocking the current valedictorian candidate out of the running and i want that trophy.             ❞       she's offended by the movie jab. she still reads --- most of the books. like the sparknotes at the least. it's the one class that will make or break her status of queen of the academic rock at forks high. and its also the one she's the most anxious about.             ❝       how about.... an adaptation film analysis? analyze the movie and then the book? point out certain tropes that were created by them, like use old school movies?? why there's such a decline and constant genre changing as a grab for keeping up with the new marvel/superhero dynamic and how books and comics shape up into adaptations differently? ------- look i did a harry potter and hunger games binge this weekend for research. teach said it was a 100% okay idea and that he's really interested. but if that's not what you want we can change it no problem.             ❞

[basicley]

    ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring a starter call. im workin on my about page, i promise. i can give u the td;lr if you want. i should probs do that anyways. BUT YAH STARTER CALL.

[karmyes-blog]

[basicley]

quietbeauty:

             “ he’s the moron who thinks asking me to prom is going to make up for almost hitting me with his car. so i might end up hitting him with my truck to get him and lauren of my back. ”

            ❝       i honestly don't know how his mind works. it's always been a mystery ---- damn bella, you're savage. like, don't do that, but i'd be a liar if i said it wouldn't be fun to witness. give it like a month and he'll be back on lauren's leash.             ❞

[lunar-xcreations-blog]

Request something!

Rules: If you reblog, have the common decency to request at least one before reblogging. Send me a word (or a few words) and I’ll write something about our characters doing stuff together.

Rain — I’ll write a fluffy drabble of our characters kissing in the rain. 

Kill — I’ll write a angst drabble of my character violently killing yours. 

Love — I’ll write a drabble of my character admitting they love yours.

Lust — I’ll write a drabble of our characters making love together.

Date — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours out on a date.  

Defend — I’ll write a drabble of my character protecting yours.

Fight — I’ll write a drabble of my character fighting with/against yours.

Death — I’ll write a drabble of my character with yours on their deathbed.

Mourn — I’ll write a drabble of my character mourning yours.

Pet — I’ll write a drabble of my character buying yours a pet. (specify what kind.)

Wash — I’ll write a drabble of our characters showering/bathing together.

Pool — I’ll write a drabble of our characters swimming together.

Beach — I’ll write a drabble of out characters at the beach together.

Sing — I’ll write a drabble of my character singing to yours.

Snow — I’ll write a drabble of our characters building a snowman together.

Game — I’ll write a drabble of my character playing videogames with yours.

Movie — I’ll write a drabble of our characters watching a movie together.

Shop — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours shopping.

Cook — I’ll write a drabble of our characters cooking together.

Sleep — I’ll write a drabble of my character snuggling in bed with yours.

[vaememes]

text messages.

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to drunk text me rn? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— didn’t you get my last text? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you ignoring me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m so bored! [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey you 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— blue is definitely your color 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— ugh i wish you were here! [ 📲 • sms ] —— i think you’re going to like what you see 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you’ve been on my mind all day today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i can’t stop thinking about you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you gonna fall asleep on me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— NO don’t fall asleep on me again tonight! [ 📲 • sms ] —— you fell asleep on me last night! you owe me now [ 📲 • sms ] —— send me a picture 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey cutie! haven’t talked to you in a while! [ 📲 • sms ] —— why did you stop texting me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey can i call you now? [ 📲 • sms ] —— call me rather talk on the phone [ 📲 • sms ] —— sweet dreams….with me in them 😉 jk [ 📲 • sms ] —— oooooh, i like the sound of that 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna hang out tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna do tomorrow? ☺️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— can’t wait to see you xoxo [ 📲 • sms ] —— talk dirty to me [ 📲 • sms ] —— maybe i can stay the night with you tomorrow [ 📲 • sms ] —— dang you take long enough to text back. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you are the slowest texter ever. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate texting you sometimes. you take forever. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you take forever and a day to reply. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i was wondering where you went. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what happened? where did you go? [ 📲 • sms ] —— k. [ 📲 • sms ] —— ok that’s cool. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey where was you today? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna come over? [ 📲 • sms ] —— why are you texting me? i’m standing right beside you… [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate one word texters. [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop one wording me. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you mad at me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna talk about? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you like me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i love you 😍 [ 📲 • sms ] —— miss you 😘 [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop sending me that wink face. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you okay? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m gonna take a shower brb [ 📲 • sms ] —— hold on i gotta do something real quick. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to sext me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— my dog/cat said he/she missed you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s your dog/cat doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you watching? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i see how it is 😜 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you can’t text me but you can be on facebook/twitter/instagram/ [ 📲 • sms ] —— how come you never text me anymore? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i gave you my number so you could text me punk 😛 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me back anymore ☹️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— sorry didn’t mean to bug you [ 📲 • sms ] —— you only text me when i text you first. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me first! [ 📲 • sms ] —— wanna go catch a movie tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you mean by that status you posted? [ 📲 • sms ] —— guess what emoji is next to your name in my phone? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ 📲 • sms ] —— did you miss me? 😆 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m looking through your pictures right now. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i saw that selfie you just posted. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you text me after i upload a bomb selfie i see. [ 📲 • sms ] —— it’s okay you don’t to lie to me. [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that was so sweet. ☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that just made me smile. ️☺️☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g i’m punching you so hard the next time i see you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g you get on my nerves. [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey there ! remember me ? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you going to ignore me again tomorrow?

[basicley]

            ❝       ---- you forgot that 'movie magic' spirit day was today, didn't you. i spent three hours on these buns, three. all you had to do was wear a white shirt, black pants, and the vest i found after spending five hours at the goodwill in port angeles. i'm not mad, newt, i'm just ---             ❞       she's hurt, but she feels bad about it because she knows how much he has on his plate and it's just a silly school spirit day that nobody takes seriously ---- but still.             ❝       look, if you want, you can make it up to me by letting me come over for dinner. dads in tokyo, mom can't make it home until sunday, and i've been living on take-out all week. like if your mom says no, that's fine --- how's she doing by the way?             ❞

@storybookishh || she calls him newt its canon

[basicley]

            ❝       lauren you literally look flawless in every single one of these pictures. i can get one of the yearbook guys to edit them, but they're creeps. you know this. do you really want your pictures in their hands?             ❞

@storybookishh || she’s just lookin’ out for u gurl

[basicley]

            ❝       ohmygod oh my god, ange, i can't breathe oh my god i just -- i keep picturing how it went down -- so tyler was -- he actually tried to-- tried-- oh my god i can't -- he seriously asked out amanda? like --- he does know that she's lauren's sworn nemesis, right? like she's the superman to her lex luthor. he's --- jesus christ he's either suicidal or fucking brilliant if he's trying to get l's attention.             ❞       she wipes at her eyes, careful not to smudge her eyeliner. she hasn't laughed this hard in a long time, so she's having a hard time getting the giggles to come to a fullstop.             ❝       you literally just made my entire week. oh, shit, shit i almost forgot --- i made copies of all my notes from monday for you. i also got started on our lit project, i think i checked out like --- ten books for it. why teachers insist on us using more than just online sources -- like i get it, books are important, but still.             ❞

@storybookishh || angela u killed her

[basicley]

            ❝       hey, so, you parked in my spot. which on any other day i wouldn't have an issue with, but i have to leave immediately after my last class. my car is over in the crap parking lot, which is going to make me late. if you could, like, switch places, that would be great. since, you know, it is my spot.             ❞

@edwardamasen || mike even spray painted her name on it

[basicley]

here’s the td;lr for jess

she’s still a gossip and not a generally nice person but, she's a fiercely loyal friend and believes in the power of female friendship dynamics. she models for angela whenever she needs aesthetic hoe photoshoots, keeps extra jumper cables in her car bcs bellas fucking truck is trash and she needs to get something cooler and less decrepit. her jealousy is there, but only bcs she's bitter abt the fact that it took like one day for mike to pmuch push her to the side, angela has ben, and tyler is on and off again with lauren and she just --- feels lonely ok. And she’s only friends with lauren bcs she can’t break up despite lauren truly being a regina george, she was her first friend in forks and its a mess. there are major self esteem issues that she buries and uses the fact that she's the one who knows all the gossip as a coping mechanism. she's the forks high sports announcer and she's 100% on the volleyball team and is fucking brutal when she's in game mode. her parents are ---- pretty absent but honestly she prefers it that way. she's actually hella smart, she was valedictorian and she earned that title mmmkay. there's totally more but i'm reall y tired

[hudsonsstretchmarks]

[basicley]

    ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring a starter call. im workin on my about page, i promise. i can give u the td;lr if you want. i should probs do that anyways. BUT YAH STARTER CALL.

[babythirlwalls]

[basicley]

            ❝       oh my god bella, forget about tyler. he's a problem. i heard he controls the weather and wrote the screenplay to glitter, but that was from lauren so i can't confirm it, but trust me when i say it's 100% possible.             ❞

@quietbeauty || also known as the fact that jess is actually a good friend bcs human squad