big bootied fanfic writer

Seb ✪ He/him, adult ✪ multifandom + multishipper, currently obsessed with Sambucky and marvel ✪

[narcrogers]

No offense but Sam and Bucky aren’t bros they’re in love too

[bastianfruit]

I just wanna cry

[bastianfruit]

Taking away her ability to look at my tumblr haha, take an L

[bastianfruit]

Having Grindr is crazy because why my married neighbor on there. Telling me he’s 200 feet away and shit

[bastianfruit]

I’m DEAD our mutual friends are liking my Instagram note

[dead-dove-ble]

Actually you SHOULD make problematic content. You SHOULD explore dark or taboo topics. You SHOULD have a space where you can cope with your traumas or explore sensitive topics in a way that doesn't hurt anyone.

[shiptillyoudie]

Also you should make problematic content for funsies. You don't need to have had trauma or need to be coping in order to explore dark creativity. You can just be a human who wants to explore dark and taboo topics because you want to. That's completely normal, btw.

Every single person on this planet thinks about dark and taboo things. It's literally the most normal thing in the world.

Go draw the horror porn and be free.

[tackypies]

we should all be more like david cronenberg and write fucked up stuff. For Funsies

[sweetascherrylies]

ngl there is something very homoerotic about a man having a “right hand man” … he is a part of me, he is his own man but all his actions are for me or to further my goals. very dog and master coded.

[bastianfruit]

I’m like, in a constant state of sickness since she broke up with me. I’ve been heartbroken before, many times in fact, but I’m never thrown up twice and had a constant ache in my stomach after.

[bastianfruit]

I just remembered I have her book lmao

[bastianfruit]

I’m not even sad I’m just mad

[bastianfruit]

Am I crazy for just wanting to hook up with a random just so I can see what she likes about it? What could possibly be so great for her over security and consistence from a single person

[bastianfruit]

Why did it feel so sudden, why did feel like she did it on purpose

[bastianfruit]

I’m still feeling really unwell, how does she expect me to not feel sick after she breaks up with me for being too attached. The foundation of a relationship btw

[bastianfruit]

I'm in the backseat this time

I close my eyes each time I drive

She keeps spitting on my shoes

I haven't got much more to lose

Chewin’ cheeks and drawin’ blood

I'm smelling smoke

So I didn't mean to get excited

No, I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't want this at all

Mini skirts and foaming mouths

I don't think I could do without

And nothing feels like it did before

It's dirty

And one day when I'm reborn

I won't be crying

So I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't want this

No, I didn't mean to get excited

No, I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

[bastianfruit]

I didn't mean to get excited

No, I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't want this at all

[bastianfruit]

I think I’m not meant to be loved, I think I was right all along. It’s just not in the cards for me

[bastianfruit]

I think the things that hurt the most are these not in this order:

I knew her phone password and she knew mine

I was making her a bunch of hand made clay Pikmin as a gift and she never gonna see them now

She introduced me to friends outside of the people we knew mutually

It felt really sudden and unplanned

I still yearn to be comforted by her as if she didn’t fucking do this to me in the first place

She took my “virginity” but idk if I count it tbh and then kind of acted flippant about it later

I think what she was worried about was a really good thing to be worried about and could have easily been talked through but she got cold feet

I really like her, I really really like her and I knew it’s not fucking mutual. How could it be, how could it have ever been