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Next time shoot me dead with a gun

DUDE GRINDR IS AWESOME

I’ll be looking in their eyes when they’re down. I wanna feel it / How’d you be over me, looking in my eyes when I cum

I just wanna cry

#ventish #can’t cry until I’m home and I can’t be loud then either #maybe I pull over and cry in a parking lot by my house

Taking away her ability to look at my tumblr haha, take an L

#ventish #she asked me after she broke up with me if she was allowed to look at my tumblr and I said idc #but now I do care and the answer is No #she can’t anymore

Having Grindr is crazy because why my married neighbor on there. Telling me he’s 200 feet away and shit

#rambles

I’m DEAD our mutual friends are liking my Instagram note

#ventish #toxic yeah but also really funny #I love making myself have a little giggle in these trying times

dead-dove-ble

Actually you SHOULD make problematic content. You SHOULD explore dark or taboo topics. You SHOULD have a space where you can cope with your traumas or explore sensitive topics in a way that doesn't hurt anyone.

shiptillyoudie

Also you should make problematic content for funsies. You don't need to have had trauma or need to be coping in order to explore dark creativity. You can just be a human who wants to explore dark and taboo topics because you want to. That's completely normal, btw.

Every single person on this planet thinks about dark and taboo things. It's literally the most normal thing in the world.

Go draw the horror porn and be free.

tackypies

we should all be more like david cronenberg and write fucked up stuff. For Funsies

sweetascherrylies

ngl there is something very homoerotic about a man having a “right hand man” … he is a part of me, he is his own man but all his actions are for me or to further my goals. very dog and master coded.

#I want this for myself #but only in the implied sense not the actual sense

I’m like, in a constant state of sickness since she broke up with me. I’ve been heartbroken before, many times in fact, but I’m never thrown up twice and had a constant ache in my stomach after.

#ventish

I just remembered I have her book lmao

#rambles #I’ll finish reading it then I’ll give it back 🫩

I’m not even sad I’m just mad

#ventish

Am I crazy for just wanting to hook up with a random just so I can see what she likes about it? What could possibly be so great for her over security and consistence from a single person

#ventish #it would hurt me more to hook up with someone random tho #it would trigger me probably #but I want to do soemthing that hurts more than this #I want to hurt myself so I don’t have to think about it

Why did it feel so sudden, why did feel like she did it on purpose

#ventish #why would you claim to care for me and then do soemthing so heartless

I’m still feeling really unwell, how does she expect me to not feel sick after she breaks up with me for being too attached. The foundation of a relationship btw

#ventish #how does she expect us to stay friends #I don’t wanna

I'm in the backseat this time

I close my eyes each time I drive

She keeps spitting on my shoes

I haven't got much more to lose

Chewin’ cheeks and drawin’ blood

I'm smelling smoke

So I didn't mean to get excited

No, I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't want this at all

Mini skirts and foaming mouths

I don't think I could do without

And nothing feels like it did before

It's dirty

And one day when I'm reborn

I won't be crying

So I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't want this

No, I didn't mean to get excited

No, I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

#couldn’t have discovered this song at a better time #was it written about me?#was it worth it?#ventish #lyrics

bastianfruit

I didn't mean to get excited

No, I didn't mean to get involved

I didn't mean to get excited

I didn't want this at all

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