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The masc to femme pipeline must be studied.

Last night I had another series of dreams, which is the norm. However, this week I’ve started having “false awakening” dreams. I’ll think I’ve woken up, but the dream has just drastically changed into a setting that seems like a normal environment at the time.

The first time it happened this week wasn’t too jarring. I was doing my morning routine & noticed my wardrobe was extremely tall- that cause me to actually wake up.

The second time was a bit more frightening. It put me into a state of sleep paralysis. A woman was sleeping next to me in my bed. She was presumably my girlfriend, so I tried to confide in her about my previous bad dream. She held me & started petting my head. Than she bit my neck. That when I realized she wasn’t a good entity. I pushed her off my bed to the floor. Than I woke up to see 3 entities around my bed. One was standing by the head board. One sitting down to the left of the first one, and the third one was on the foot of my bed crawling towards me. When they saw I was awake they all scattered to hide & changed their form to become transparent. The one on my bed towards the foot ran for my closet, while to two closer to the headboard crawled under my bed. I physically heard & felt my bed shake from the commotion. I tried to scream “I saw you”, but it was a weak whisper of the phrase.

Last night when I had the last false awakening dream, it started stressful because I kept asking people if I was awake. Everyone said yes. This lead to me having several changes in dream scenarios. Finally I got into one that became lucid. This was the first time I had a lucid dream that didn’t turn into a nightmare. There was this woman who I didn’t know. I asked her if I was awake. She said no. That’s when it clicked I was dreaming. I spoke to her. I shook her hand. I introduced myself. I asked her what things I could do in the dreams. She was extremely helpful up until I asked if she had any advice for me regarding my waking life. I woke up or changed dreams before she could answer.

#dreams

Had 2 different dreams last night.

First one was where I was in an independent artist owned clothing store, but the only way to find the store clerk was by figuring out a bunch of riddles hidden within the clothes & art installations. None of the clues made sense. Think of an escape room, but there’s no context clues. Only the person who made the puzzle could solve it. I forget who was with me, but they were equally confused & annoyed. I was the only person making any attempt at solving the puzzle/riddles. Than I woke up.

Second dream- I was with my brothers dad. We ordered dominos. They had made a new item that was like a small party sub. It came in a heat protected bag. When I took it out of the packaging- it turned out they forgot to cook the bread part of the sub. It really upset me because the bread was just raw chicken. So the entire sub was contaminated. I left for a moment to do a photo shoot that required me to have both my arms cut off. I was asked to wear this ugly floor-length dress that had no sleeves. When I returned to the food, I was really upset so I insisted on returning it. The people working at dominos were refusing to speak to me on the phone after I attempted to call them about the issue. This frustrated me even more. So I had my brothers dad stitch my arms back on. I insisted I was going to walk back to the store, food in hand to get a refund. The problem was my arms were not working properly. It felt like they had been put back on the wrong sides, but upon examination- they were just not aligned properly back into place. I started walking. I was in a city I lived in as a teenager. Suddenly it dawned on me that the dominos was much further than i anticipated traveling by foot. This lead me to try to cut through some businesses. I really didn’t want to be seen wearing the dress I was in while carrying dominos paraphernalia. I ended up getting lost in one of the buildings. Than I woke up.

#dreams

They got tumblr tv now?

Imma be uploading stupid short form content here now I guess???

#idk #yapping #tumblr tv

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Trent Reznor by Joseph Cultice (Los Angeles 1994)

The Downward Spiral

I’ve officially had Bella in my care for a year now.

When I took her in she was overweight & had a rash on her face folds. One year later she is at a proper weight, clean, and walking outside on a leash up to three times a day.

Having a dog has really improved my life & mental health. It was difficult, but I am so glad to be able to give her the care & attention she deserves. It’s like we found each other 🥺

#french bulldog #personal #pet #life

Had a dream last night where I put together the cutest outfit ever & kept talking about my love for the Tully monster.

Another night where my dreams felt like reality.

#dreams #life #tully monster

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oh that gap in my resume? i was imprisoned by the lizard king for a few years, it was a whole thing. big misunderstanding, completely exonerated. but that ties into the next item on the list, 2 years as consort to the lizard king. that was actually a volunteer situation