Why?

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Claudia would get along so well with Hannigram.

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I'M ABOUT TO HAVE AN INTERVIEW THAT'S GOING TO CHANGE MY LIFE WITH A CLOT STUCK BETWEEN MY LABIA AND PAD. I FUCKING HATE THISSSSSSSSSS

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Unfortunately if I were Orpheus, I'd look back immediately. I wouldn't be able to stand not looking at my love for a second.

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The Movie The Martian as well as the edits of The Carpathia's "Wait for me" really get to me. (Never mind the actual reality of that fierce ship). They seem so unrealistic with the people of today.

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I am genuinely curious, who should have been Louis in the 1994 version? I refuse to acknowledge Pitt's portrayal. That's NOT my Louis De Pointe Du Lac.

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I appreciate the movie for introducing these themes to me but the show version flashes out the characters so much that I can't help but deem it superior. On top of that, the acting and production win me completely over. 2022 cast, I would die for you.

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Went back to finish the 1994 version. And you know what, Assad Zaman, THE ACTOR YOU ARE!!!!

Kirsten Dunst, Delainey Hayles, Claudia will always be famous.

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An hour and 11 minutes in, I've decided to stop. I actually took a phone call during the movie. I might finish the rest of it, I like to hate with reason.

What I maintain is, just S1E1 of Anne Rice's IWTV(2022) is a much better viewing.

[bawenile]

Claudia, you're always perfect.

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I'm glad I'm rewatching it in the current setting because there's a term for it, WHY IS LOUIS MEWING IN EVERY SCENE?

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35 minutes in and I can ascertain what my issue is. After seeing JA's performance, I can't for the life of me take Brad Pitt seriously as Louis De Pointe Du Lac.

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10 minutes into rewatching IWTV (1994) as an adult and all I have to say is, thank fuck for Jacob Anderson and Sam Reid's Louis and Lestat.

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Listening to Shania Twain's You're Still The One and relating it to Loustat.

Will I ever be released from the clutches of these two? (I don't want to be)

[bawenile]

And you know what, maybe there are better pieces of television out there, including Episode 5 of Heated rivalry, (I'll believe in anything) that I've seen before, Ozymandias and the like.... I still maintain that S1E1 of Anne Rice's Interview With The Vampire(2022) is still the best episode of TV that I've seen.

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Been crying over how much I'm reduced to domesticity just because I'm unemployed. I had to stop working on my own stuff to go cook and I hate cooking. I lived by myself for so long that there was no schedule to how I lived but now I have to cater for people.

But now I'm listening to the Lights Out audiobook, drinking wine and giggling my clitoris off.

The duality of woman.

[bawenile]

And for Valentine's I'll be tuning in to the only romance that matters. Anne Rice's Interview With The Vampire(2022) Episode 1.

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Interstellar is one of my favorite movies but I haven't rewatched it in over a year. ( I used to watch it every couple of months, it's a beautiful love story of a father and his daughter.)

The reasons for that are 1, I have not been mentally stable enough for the type of emotional it makes me. 2, I don't live alone anymore. I can't cry the way I want to. Loudly, obnoxiously, rocking myself to sleep type of crying. I don't feel comfortable in this house. 3. I wouldn't be able to stop crying if I watched it.

No time for caution absolutely wrecks me and I need to be by myself for that.

Apartment on a top floor. I yearn for you.