some updates
I totally forgot i had tumblr. for anyone that cares:
I made this account over 15 years ago, at the time I was a wildly depressed, sad, and overwhelmed undergrad with a crippling low self-esteem that wanted an escape from the stress and the misery of school and from the insane amount of changes going through me personally and mentally and emotionally that I struggled hard to adjust to. My whole life I felt like i was always behind the 8-ball compared to everyone and I was always sprinting to catch up. Whether that be being a better person morally, maturing, being a solid partner, etc etc plenty of things I never felt like I was taught in childhood or my teenage years that I thought everyone was taught which I had to learn on my own. It was a brutal process.
I found my escape in the beautiful art and music and memes of this site. A lot has changed since then. Its wild how much time has flown and how much has happened in my life since then and how much I've changed.
Since then: life is good, family is good, career is good, i've traveled to 18 countries so far, i pet some capybaras irl, i still love lasagna and hate mondays. So many video games, films, albums, memes, tears, laughter, personal loss, heartbreak, and love since then. There is an incredible woman by my side that I'm about to move in with and that I also wanna propose to before end of the year.
Above all, I found my inner peace many years ago and all I try to do is make life better for those around me.
I love you all, I hope you're all doing well too.
I should take more photos, word to Bad Bunny.















