Mia San Mia!

My name is Mark. I love sports, and dank memes.

[bayernsnakey]

some updates

I totally forgot i had tumblr. for anyone that cares:

I made this account over 15 years ago, at the time I was a wildly depressed, sad, and overwhelmed undergrad with a crippling low self-esteem that wanted an escape from the stress and the misery of school and from the insane amount of changes going through me personally and mentally and emotionally that I struggled hard to adjust to. My whole life I felt like i was always behind the 8-ball compared to everyone and I was always sprinting to catch up. Whether that be being a better person morally, maturing, being a solid partner, etc etc plenty of things I never felt like I was taught in childhood or my teenage years that I thought everyone was taught which I had to learn on my own. It was a brutal process.

I found my escape in the beautiful art and music and memes of this site. A lot has changed since then. Its wild how much time has flown and how much has happened in my life since then and how much I've changed.

Since then: life is good, family is good, career is good, i've traveled to 18 countries so far, i pet some capybaras irl, i still love lasagna and hate mondays. So many video games, films, albums, memes, tears, laughter, personal loss, heartbreak, and love since then. There is an incredible woman by my side that I'm about to move in with and that I also wanna propose to before end of the year.

Above all, I found my inner peace many years ago and all I try to do is make life better for those around me.

I love you all, I hope you're all doing well too.

I should take more photos, word to Bad Bunny.

[lazypapers]

Michael 😫😫Did you not learn from BEFORE?!! Davey is going to die of a heart attack.

[burtonandtaylor]

Richard Burton photographed by Terry O'Neill on the set of 'Staircase', 1968.

[bayernsnakey]

bow chika bow wow

[bayernsnakey]

hola

hola

[cryptid-sighting]

Wake up babe, new Philip K Dick story just dropped

[luesmainblog]

okay i read up on this guy and this is legitimately sad for him. First of all, they neglected to mention that the hologram was of Hatsune Miku.

long story short this guy hit a depressive episode, and found Miku in the middle of that. He became a super fan of her, buying merch and listening to the songs and all that, and became genuinely infatuated. Miku was a good cope for his mental health, and when Gatebox - sort of a holographic alexa with different characters - ran a special Miku collaboration, he picked it up for his place. Every day for years on end this man would wake up, talk to her, say goodbye on his way to work, and be welcomed home at the end of the day. One day he proposes, and of course the gatebox is programmed to say yes all embarassed and giddy. he's fully aware it's a programmed response, but hey, she said yes - and he holds a wedding. there's a company that'll give marriage liscences to fictional characters, so it's as legit as one can get. since he couldn't bring the hologram with him, he brought the miku plushie he sleeps with every night.

this might seem weird and cringe to some people, but this shit legitimately changed his life. He's massively improved from his depression, become more social, gotten a job again,and generally re-integrated into society because miku was there to support him through his rough patch. so yeah, when gatebox stopped supporting the miku hologram, that was very unfortunate. he HAS stated that he's okay - he still loves her, and he knows it's just a matter of time before some other hologram of VR thing reconnects them. For now, he'll be eating with his wife mute and unable to talk to him.

[chulacabra]

[imtherain]

Legitimately talked to a therapist about this sort of behavior because I was concerned when Hannibal was telling me to cook myself a meal when my ED and Depression told me that if I ate anything I should die....and I was like this can't possibly be good, right? And my therapist looked me dead in the eye and asked "is he telling you to eat people?" And I said "no, but he rolls his eyes at me when I eat pop tarts" and she came at me with a "as long as he's being nice to you, it's fine"

It literally becomes a "your brain is injured and knows you won't listen to yourself, so it dresses up in a paperdoll of someone you will listen to, and asks you to be kind to yourself."

Mine just happened to be Hannibal at the time.

[micro-usb-deactivated20230625]

Dudes rock

[officialspec]

walkable cities also means sittable cities send tweet

[officialspec]

some people are responding to this like its a joke and im going to assume u are the type of people who would say "its only a 3 minute walk" when i tell them the nearest bench is too far away

[lizclimo]

[2000ish]

she was the baddest, he was the realest

[dc-himbo]

She was crazier than him, and more fearless. She was his queen, and God help anyone who disrespected the queen.

[zegalba]

Layla Al-Attar, Iraqi artist and painter, killed by a U.S. missile attack on Baghdad in 1993, as ordered by Bill Clinton.

[lizclimo]

[pusheen]

[stefanieshank]

aesthetic hotdog

blog / instagram

[hexalt]

@bayernsnakey

[clintbartons]

Psych + Logos

[pusheen]

[mercuryfountain-deactivated2024]

Public transportation is humbling, by which I don't mean there's anything lesser about it, but that it reminds you in the best possible way that you're not the main character of the universe. Even in a world class public transportation system you're occasionally going to encounter people begging, crying babies, people talking loudly or emoting, people wearing outfits you may consider weird, body odor, delays and inconveniences. I'm not saying you need to put up with straight up harassment or anything like that, but you need to accept that the world exists outside of you. If your entire world is your workplace, your car and your nuclear family, that is going to impact your politics and your perspective. It's no wonder so much of the US is designed to this exact end, and how so many suburban Americans who value comfort and convenience over all else are losing their damn minds. The US is an international embarrassment when it comes to transit, but even in sophisticated networks you still have to share a space with other human beings and you need to act like an adult about it.