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16w2d

So I just looked back at last pregnancy and at this point I had only gained one pound last time. Haha! I’ve gained like 10 pounds already this time around. I don’t look like I have though, people are still telling me I don’t look pregnant and I’m so small still. (Insert eye roll here.) I see a bump and I’m glad I do. Just like last time, this is probably the only time in my life I want to hear people tell me how big I am but oh well.

Anyway. I just had to stop what I was doing and mention the weight gain because that made me lol. One pound. 😂

15w4d

What a pregnancy. I’m still here and still pregnant! I’m just also still really bad at posting on here. I’m so glad I posted a bit last pregnancy so I could look back on it so I’m hoping to be better this time in case there’s a 3rd and I want to compare again. Anyway some updates:

First of all, I think I felt a Braxton Hicks last night. I had to google it to see if that was even possible this early but apparently it is especially if you’ve already given birth before. It seems crazy with how little my little Baby B is.

Second, I’m so hungry today. I’m thankful the nausea passed but now I’m constantly hungry.

Third, I’ve had more migraines in the last week than I have had all year. And now I can’t take excedrin... the only silver lining is that they aren’t as major as they usually are so I can still function while suffering.

8w2d

And feeling like crap. This nausea is awful, starts first thing in the morning and just doesn’t end.

We had our first appointment the other day and got to see the little baby heart beat! Even having experienced it before, it was so exciting to see it in there and watch the heart.

In all honesty I’m too tired and too sickly to focus on writing this. Final note: I need to remember to take bump pictures!

Goodnight!

6w2d

Here we go again! I remember symptoms happening sooner the first time around but then I read back and I think my memory is a little off. I’ve been relatively symptom free so far so I’m trying to enjoy it while I am. My first clue that I was pregnant was my typical “morning sickness” feeling like two or three dpo. I’ve been a little tired lately and I feel like it hits me like halfway through the day and definitely wild emotions again here and there but that’s about it for symptoms so far. Our first real appointment is in 2 weeks!

CD 3

We’re taking a small break from ttc. Like two month break. Just to relax, keep things calm, and to be very honest, avoid a Holiday Season birthday. If we happen to get pregnant we won’t be upset but we won’t really be trying to. I still plan on paying athention to my cycle so I’ll still post since I want to stay on track for after our mini break.

On a personal note: I’m so glad I found therapy. I recently switched where I was going and I’m realizing how much I appreciate its existence. I’ve been so stuck in my head the past 24 hours and switching therapists is making me feel like I’m starting over and I hate that part of it but I can’t wait to get back into the routine of it and having someone to help me get out of my own mind for a minute. I can’t go back for two weeks because of schedule conflicts. If the rest of the weeks are anything like today was, I’ll be counting down the minutes til I can go again. I work alone so it can get really quiet and lonely and my thoughts can get really loud sometimes...

Anyway. Sorry if that was a jumbled mess of thoughts. Hopefully it makes sense. Baby dust!

CD 27

And hating every minute of this dreaded tww. I have gone back and forth between “this is definitely my month” and “this is definitely NOT my month” so many times I’m going crazy. A couple pimples popped up on my face today which makes me think AF is right around the corner though. Also negative tests but it’s still early I guess. I can’t believe how much this is affecting me when I’ve already gone through all of this with a succes at the end once. I should know how this goes and what to expect but I still find myself going crazy every tww.

CD 20

I’m feeling pretty good about this month. I’m trying not to get too optimistic though because I don’t want to get my hopes up... I’m going to try to remain calm for the stupid long two week wait- key word try. I felt ovulation pains for the first time (first that I’ve noticed at least) so that’s part of why I feel good about it. Who knows. It was so simple the first tine around I didn’t really expect it to take this long this time. Well... here we go (again)!

CD 13

I’ve been very distant from here but I’d like to be better, even if it’s just for the sake of mini vents. I took a long vacation from work to relax and it worked but it also is leading to more stress haha. I’m trying to just hold on to what relief I had and not let the stress take back over but 8 weeks of no pay while also building a new garage wasn’t great planning. Hindsight.

Hopefully this is the start of more frequent posts. Baby dust!

CD 1

Starting again! Here we go! The tww makes me feel so insane that by the time I get close to AF I start thinking, I better be pregnant because I don’t think I can survive the mental roller coaster of another tww. But this time, AF decided to be 3 days late so by the time she showed up I completely flipped and was thinking I just can’t wait for her to just get here already so I can just get moving forward instead of the stupid waiting game!

Maybe we’ll get a Christmas BFP? Baby dust to all of you out there!

CD 29

Well, AF is due tomorrow... All tests negative so far. No symptoms except very rare occasional lower back pain but that could just be from work lately. I didn’t get that pain with my last pregnancy and I don’t usually get it before AF so I’m assuming it’s unrelated. I guess we’ll see how tomorrow goes!

CD 27

I hate the TWW. (Who doesn’t?) I have no symptoms and I’m a posa but they’re all negative. Ugh.

CD 26

What a strange cycle. It’s the first one that feels really normal at the beginning since getting my bc removed but as I get closer to the end it’s getting more strange. I’m really trying not to symptom spot but I keep finding myself doing it! What are these cramps, what is this bloating, did this happen last cycle, is this normal? I feel like I’m going crazy but I was trying to be so calm this time around 😂 maybe if this isn’t my month I’ll be more calm next cycle because I’ll have a normal cycle to compare it to. I guess we’ll see!

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Anyone out there?

Hi guys! Long time no posts... but I’m back! Anyone out there still? I need to fix up my timeline and get back into the swing of things.

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