A photography tumblr of diminutive proportions, this is a place for my original work, both acceptable and ham-fisted. My real name is Gary, hailing from the pre-historic swamplands of So. IL. My favorite color is plaid and I like long, slow naps on the beach. I started photography as a serious hobby in 2009, when I sold my motorcycle and told Sweetie I was gonna get into an equally expensive pursuit and bought a Nikon D200 [code name: Betty…don’t judge], now replaced by a D7200 as my primary camera. I’m completely internet- and aversion-therapy-taught and am just flinging myself headlong in the most ham-fisted way imaginable. I use Lightroom for editing and the ghost of Henri Cartier-Bresson to “tu crains un max!” my results. I’ve also jumped headlong into film, having acquired 2 Olympus Pen ee half frame cameras, an Oly Trip 35, a Nikon n2020, and my sweetest prize so far: A Yashica LM 120. I absolutely LOVE shooting with fully manual cameras and abuse celluloid with the same reckless abandon. I shoot mostly landscape, still life, and animals in natural light, mainly because I have yet to (grand)master flash. I’d like to get into candid portraiture, but I’m actually a little shy with people. My favorite photographic subject is rural/small town decay, especially crumbling old barns, spending an inordinate amount of time and good karma traipsing through Meth Country.
“A few years ago I was working the graveyard shift at a hotel in Orlando. It was ‘that’ hotel, the cheapest one in the area. The place where people go for an hour to do the things they need to do. And not only was I working there, but I was living there too. Because my wife was pregnant with our second child, and it was the only place we could afford. Late one night I’m sitting in the lobby with the owner’s son. It was just the two of us. He was from New York. He graduated from college and worked at a hedge fund. But I was still holding my own with him. I was able to challenge some of his beliefs. Because even though I’m working at a cheap hotel, I still know a lot of things. Then at one point he looks me dead in the eye, and says: ‘You know what? You’re probably right. You deserve more. But why would I ever give it to you, when I can get you for this?’ And that broke me. Because he knew. He knew what it all comes down to in the end. He knew he was going to drive away in his Tesla. And I was going to leave my desk, and go back to my room, in the hotel that he owned, which I couldn’t even afford with the money he paid me. He knew my wife was sick. And my child was about to be born. And that I had no other options. And it’s just so hard, man. It’s so hard to live in a world that wants you to be weak. That wants you to be an angry black man. Especially when you work your ass off every day. And you love people. And you tell your kids to be a good person. But I will say this, man. I’ve never buckled. A few weeks ago I lost my job. I just lost my home. It was just a room in some guy’s house, but it was where we lived. And we lost it. But I’m not going to fall down now. Because I’ve got to keep fighting for my family. Nothing else in this world matters man. They are god and my world. I’ve got a wife who treats me like a hero when we’re sleeping on the floor. And I’ve got the sweetest, most innocent kids man. They are just so sweet. And it’s so hard. Because they don’t deserve any of this. So I’ve got to keep fighting. I don’t need money or cars but they don’t deserve any of this. So whatever it takes. Oh shit, man. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. But it’s just not right.”
More recent work: I shot this with my Nikon D7200 and the Sigma 24-105mm f/4 Art lens. I edited in Lightroom and cropped it to 16 x 9 perspective, then added the frame in Snapseed, giving it a look similar to what you might expect from an old half frame film camera. To me, the frame helps the image stand out from the background.
I haven’t posted in a very long time. I’m not exactly sure why, because I’ve always liked the interface. However, a 24 hour ban from Facebook for criticizing racists has meant looking at Tumblr as an alternative.
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