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hey guys, I’m still alive. Had to come back bc I just had an epiphany:

HERE ME OUTTTTT

LIKE LOWKEYYYYYY

THEYRE THE SAMEEE

THIS IS THE SAME GROUP OF PPL

#history basically repeated itself #Pls tell me yall see it bc I think I’m cooking 🙂‍↕️#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #crowley #tfatws #the falcon and the winter soldier #sam wilson #bucky barnes #helmut zemo

I forgot to share this with y’all earlier but can we PLEASE talk about this little caption for one of Bucky’s marvel rivals skins?? Bc there’s so much to unpack here, like my jaw dropped when I bought the skin and read this. Like hello? Who knew 3 sentences could break me like that

#bucky barnes #winter soldier #marvel rivals #james buchanan barnes

In the last 2 days, Trump placed martial law on D.C. and now the Supreme Court has been asked to consider overturning the same sex marriage ruling?? Oh we’re so cooked….like America is done for

Nobody told me that being a counselor is actually kinda hard 😔

#jokes jokes bc no shit it’s gonna be hard #I was feeling super good about my job when I had all of my first sessions with patients #bc I was like ohh I actually do know what I’m doing I can do this #but then comes the second sessions and it’s like 👁️👄👁️ oh…what do I do now #it’s like okay now I know what’s going on what ur story is what you want help with #but idk how to actually help 👁️👄👁️#at least in a way that’s actually gonna be effective #but also to be fair I was having a rough week and was sick all last week so maybe that’s why I was struggling so much to know what to do #bc my head was not in the right space since I wasn’t feeling good #so maybe I’ll be alright and I was just struggling bc I couldn’t think or focus bc I was sick #also btw just wanna make a disclaimer: I wasn’t sick sick with something contagious and went to work anyways #I got bit by spider and it got really infected rapidly and turned into cellulitis and then I had to be on really strong antibiotics #and the antibiotics made me feel sick asf #so I wasn’t like showing up to work with the flu or anything lol #but yeah idk I’m just dumping thoughts #I also start my masters degree in 2 days so maybe that’ll help me out some #maybe I’ll learn a little more on what directions to take after the initial chat #my problem is: I 100% know how to diagnose more than anything. I know how to analyze ppl and their thoughts and feelings.#I know how to understand them and what they feel to the tiniest of details. I know what to look for. Ik what’s important.#ik how to read between the lines.#and like ik some stuff ab what you should do for treatment it’s just idk how to actually apply it #but idk how to fully treat all that yet other than being someone to trust and lending an ear #I’d compare it to fixing a car: you know the signs of your car battery being bad. you know it needs replaced.#you know some of the steps to replace your car battery and change it out. but you’ve never actually done it before #so you get a little lost when you start actually changing out that battery #does that make sense?#I’m probably making no sense #idk ig this is prolly just the kinda stuff you can only really learn through experience

gender-luster

once upon a time; the only tv show brave enough to ask "exactly how fucked up can we make a family tree without including any actual incest?"

bbyboybucket

and I’m just gonna drop this here. If I have to have flashbacks, so does everyone

bbyboybucket

Also I wanna talk ab ultraman now that it’s been a few weeks and I don’t need to worry ab spoiling anymore.

1. The whole time before the reveal I was like “idk something ab him just reminds me of Bucky idk why”. Then I was absolutely GAGGED when the mask came off and it was a clone, like jaw on the floor bc I didn’t see that coming at all, last thing I woulda guessed.

2. I felt bad for him, and then I felt extra bad for him bc he reminded me of my boo, especially when the hardcore parallel scenes happened.

3. I thought they were gonna like save him, get him away from lex and turn him to the good side BUT THEY DIDNT??? I WAS THE MOST GAGGED WHEN THEY KILLED HIM OFF? Like I 1000% wasn’t expecting that at all and I was actually kinda sad for him ☹️ like damn bro didn’t even have a chance, he was just born (essentially anyways) into being controlled, didn’t know anything except the life Lexi made him live, and then he just dies 😭 like damnnnn I really thought they were gonna turn him to the good side and he’d help them take down the bad guys. Nope, bro just dies. Just gets sucked into a black hole 😭😭 and I was gagged again bc I already wouldn’t have predicted he was a clone, but then they shocked my ass again 😭

bbyboybucket

and I’m just gonna drop this here. If I have to have flashbacks, so does everyone

#reblogging my own post #bc I can’t believe nobody’s talking to me ab this

mcufam

THUNDERBOLTS* 2025, dir. Jake Schreier

#look at his little smirk at the end 😭#he looks so proud of himself n he’s like ‘yeah I’m funny’

Omfg my best friend, who I’ve been best friends with since we were kids is PREGNANT and I’m so excited and just in shock

#I can’t tell anyone so I gotta say it here loll #I can’t believe my best friend is having a baby and I’m (basically) gonna be an aunt #and I’m so excited for her bc she’s always wanted to be a mom like she’s wanted this so bad #so yeah just me dumping my excitement

asteromical

why was ultraman just bucky barnes though

be-nice-2-me

god this movie was so amazing

and I’m just gonna drop this here. If I have to have flashbacks, so does everyone

#suffer with me #Superman #superman 2025 #catws #captain america the winter soldier #winter soldier #Bucky Barnes #ultraman #parallels

I just watched Superman, and all I gotta say: comics movie of the fucking year. The characterization, the plot, the emotion, the message behind it and commentary on what’s happening irl. Just fucking everything. This is why I love James Gunn. God his movies always fucking get me.

#superman #superman 2025 #dcu #James Gunn

joeyclaire

wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now

#11 #diff account tho #rejoined at 18 #now I’m 22

rylandsgrace

#Bucky is such a hypocrite <3

#hey he’s follower not a leader he can’t help it 😔💔

Lately I’ve been freaking out ab doing counseling. I still haven’t gotten to do my own sessions or have of my own patients yet bc 1. I left my last job and went to a different one after a week lol (long assssss story, let’s just say it was bad there). 2. Bc I’m still in the training phase. But I’m starting to get freaked out bc idk if I’m gonna like this, like idk if this is actually what I’m gonna want to do for the rest of my life. Like what if i chose the wrong career path. And like i have reasons for thinking this but at the same time, its like okay, but are those really valid reasons or am i just stressing and having a crisis bc its finally real? Like am i just freaking out because I’ve wanted to do this my whole life and now that i actually am it’s scary? Like do i really think I’m not gonna like this, or am I just scared asf bc it’s not just a dream anymore it’s real life? And ig it doesn’t help that I’ve never really questioned if this was the right path for me before, until now. Bc I’ve wanted this, I’ve “known” since I was like 11yo. So ig the fact that I’ve never really questioned before it is making me question it??? Idk, also think it’s freaking me out bc I’m primarily going to be seeing SUD patients and that’s not my strong suit. Like even tho ik a good bit ab addiction, its not what im the most educated on and know how to combat, so ig I’m worried ab how I’m actually gonna be able to do it?? And also, just overall with any kinda mental health thing, its different to like do an assignment, and be like “oh okay, this person has this and needs to be treated like this” than actually being with a real person face to face and doing it fr. Idk I’m having a crisis and I need to rant 😭😭 I’m sure most of it is just in my head and I’ll be fine. And like I said, I haven’t actually done it yet, just been training and observing other sessions, so maybe once I actually do it I’ll feel different? 😭😭 But like, I really hope to god it is actually just in my head and I didn’t make the wrong choice bc I’m already 50k in debt and ab to even more in debt from my masters that I’m already enrolled in. Idk 😭 sorry for my rant, I just need to vent it all out somewhere 😭

#like I’m sure I’ll be fine but yk how it is #i guess maybe it’s self doubt idk

It’s so genuinely, deeply embarrassing to be an American rn

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