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angryrdpanda

More by artist Fabio Gomes Trindade:

bbyrxd

means the world to me and it’s gorgeous 😍

confessions-of-a-genderfluid

sometimes it's crushing. i'm not a girl. i'm not a boy. except for when i am of course. and even then, when i am literally experiencing a binary gender in a moment, i still know deep down i'm not 100% "man" or "woman." how could i be when i know that just a few minutes ago, i was feeling something else? how on earth do i possibly explain that? how do i embody it? how is there hope to operate smoothly as a gender nonconforming person in a stiflingly gendered society? i look at those fluid tiktok creators, showing how perfectly they can pull off both sides and i envy them, i really do. i wish that that was me so deeply i think it consumes me sometimes. i wish i could pull off looking like another sex as seamlessly and believably as they do, but i don't think i ever will. even if i could, i don't think that alone would make me truly be happy. even genderfluid culture is so binary that sometimes it hurts. i spend most of my days not feeling cis enough or trans enough and then i go to my little genderfluid safe spaces and i see them reinforcing the very system that oppresses us. i just wish i could see more about having that middle-ground, you know what i mean, that neutral, genderless appearance, personality, and feeling. instead it's like every shift and change in genderfluidity is described in terms of the binary– masculine or feminine. i know most people can't never look like they were assigned non-binary at birth or whatever but that doesn't mean it's not a valid desire. i just want people to walk up to me and not be able to tell, and when they pause to question it, i want it to be out of intrigue, genuine interest, not disgust. i want to just be mills! not a boy, not a girl, both and neither, somewhere in between and somewhere else entirely. i love being genderfluid, i just wish that we could figure out how to stop catering to people outside our community, and just be.

bbyrxd

i never thought that what i was feeling could be put into words so well. thank you for this, honestly <3 i agree fully

tonkysexist

Shang Chi just proved that daddy issues aren’t an excuse to be a raging jackass who can’t take responsibility for his actions and he is a legend for that one tbh.

falconisms

bottlesandcats

This post from Mackie thickened my hair, degreased my t-zone and cured my anxiety.

broadwaybandito

“I love Steve as Captain America”, “I love Sam as Captain America”, and “I love Peggy as Captain Carter” are all ideas that can co-exist. In fact, they’re ideas that SHOULD co-exist because all three characters are awesome.

cvntyblogger

relationships with ur parents are so weird, arent they? like... i hate you for what you did, i love you because you bring me soup when im sick. i want to get away from you. i feel safe with you. i want to run away from you. i want your hugs. i wish you understood me. i wish i understood you.

sambucky4everlark

sam wilson deserves better

neotrances-deactivated

bi people with preferences exist bi people who only ever date one gender exist bi people that have no interest in sex exist, the reason u run to make new words to define these specific kinds of bi people is bc u are uneducated on what bisexuality is

zimjaeyun-deactivated20220116

fuck it’s august??? what’s next? 2022???? can’t do this anymore

block

Who hurt you

My expectations

djdangerlove

Here. Have kudos on that fanfic you wrote in your head while you were in the shower and never typed it out. When I recover from the brilliance of it, I’ll come back to leave a review.