John hadnât been stateside in months, and he was tired to his bones. But family time came first, and his wife (who he loved dearly and deeply) has asked for a burger. So he was stuck in line at Big Belly Burger, feet and back aching, and eyes tired. And the guy in line in front of him couldnât make up his mind about what to order. âAll I wanted was a goddamn cheeseburger and a milkshake.â He complained to himself. âI swear, the next person who takes more than two minutes to order is getting a drone strike ordered against them.â
âYou sounded pretty urgent on the phone. Whatâs going on?â This better be good. Oliver questioned with a nervous kink jolting through his fingers. He twirled his wedding band around his left finger; his own personal anchor to reality.Â
Taking in the somber appearance and nervous attitude of the man standing before him, John felt almost bad for kicking up such a fuss. âI called you here for a very important mission, Oliver. Itâs life or death, so I hope youâre up for it....â he trailed off, drawing out the dramatics as long as he could. âI need to know if you can babysit tonight. Lylaâs off on some secret mission she promised to tell me about when sheâs stateside, and I got called in to deal with a system meltdown at ARGUS HQ, but thereâs no one to watch the kids. Are you up for a night of complete normalcy?â
Thatâs the guise that John and Oliver operated beneath. Two opposing forces coming together to maintain balance. Johnâs righteous valor often off-set Oliverâs carnal form of justice. Early on in their foundation, his methods were frowned upon by John who always believed in another way; maybe he just believe that Oliver was better than the murderous vigilante that he hid within. Here, in the middle of the bleakest of situations, John continued to be Oliverâs moral compass. To see John buckle with the selfishness, only warmed up the lifeless pieces of his soul. Brothers fought desperately to protect their own. He did it when John wouldnât dare see past his own penance. Now, John was doing the same. âYou donât believe that. I know you and this isnât you. Itâs me.â Oliver grimaced at the damage that his imprisonment had done to his best friend.Â
âI know that you can do it this without me but weâre no good without the other. I will always take a bullet for you and cover your sixâif youâll let me.â Oliver cooed. His expression cooled with the second wave of burning fatigue that nipped at his senses. âWeâve been through worse,â he mumbled. âThis is a cake walk,â Oliver reached out to finally confirm that he wasnât just indulging some delusion of grandeur. He squeezed his shoulder before allowing his hand to fall back into the space along his side.Â
âWe sweep this floor and push back till everyoneâs clear. Round up the men and make your way to the control room. If this is a lockdown, thereâs no signal going out. We need that up and running for some chance to get those men help.â Oliver cleared his throat. âDiaz is desperate. We both know he hoped that this place would kill me so he wouldnât have too. He brought the fight here. All we need to do is secure the site and make sure he never leaves. I canât save those people without you, John. Youâre the hero of this story,â he mumbled. âIâm just finishing what started with me.â Â
It wasnât either of them. War torn and damaged by everything theyâd seen, they were a little banged up, sure, but neither of them were broken enough to give in completely to that way of thinking. âWeâre finding a way out of this.â John said, instead of arguing. Oliver never listened, anyway, so what was the point?
âIâm not letting you die for me.â He ordered, fear coursing through his veins like lightning. They were better together, that much was inarguable, but they were also vulnerable, wearing their hearts outside their bodies in a fight. John felt exposed, like a raw nerve, when he fought alongside Oliver, because he knew losing the other man could very well break him. âYou cover my six--but you donât do anything stupid to try and save me.â Itâs a promise he knows Oliver canât make, but for once he wants to be lied to.
It wasnât anything close to a cakewalk, but they needed to believe that. They needed to feel like things were easy, if only so the crushing weight of what they were about to do wouldnât envelop them completely. âIâll take as many of them with me as i can, provided any of them are still left standing.â there was no guarantee of that, not now. âWeâll get the signal back up, but I need to know you have an exit strategy. A plan, of any kind. Youâre my priority here.â he told Oliver honestly, because this would only work if they were completely transparent with one another.
âOkay. I hear you, loud and clear. Diaz leaves over our dead bodies,â He cracked a small grin at that, because fatalistic humor was sometimes the only thing that got them through. âI was never the hero of the story, Oliver. i was always just trying to live up to your legacy.â
With Oliver free, but recovering from his injuries, and Diggle needing to lay low after his impromptu prison break, it was key that they find someone on the outside to delegate their more official missions to. Lyla had given John the information he needed to track down a young agent who was moving up through the ranks, and it was with much trepidation that John tracked the man down. âZachary Trainor?â He asked the younger man, stepping out of the alley behind Zachâs residence. âWe need to talk.â
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âHome is a battlefield. Back home, theyâre all trying to get you. Get you to open up, be somebody youâre not sure you are anymore.â
The desperation that hissed in his tone encumbered with such haste oddly soothed the burn left on Oliverâs skin. John hadnât stopped fighting for his good name; nor had he up and abandoned him in the thick of it. Sure, they buttheads over Oliverâs resignation to his possible eternal imprisonment but John never lost faith in the system. Their system. In all of his brute and unwavering valor, Johnâs moral compass spun unrelentingly; just as his loyalty had. Oliver would never need to question who was in his corner when judgement day would impart its cruelty upon him.Â
âI canât leave them to die. We canât do that, John. Itâs not who we are.â Oliver relented. His soul had bared so many burdens from the lives he had directly taken. He had made a vow to stop adding to the violent reaping of lives. That included passively allowing nature to take itâs course on the unwilling and the premature. His hand tucked instinctively over his battered ribs that screamed in pain with every shortened breath. John wasnât wrong about his chances at survival if he remained beneath the shackles of his establishment.Â
âAll we would need to do is clear a path to the morgue. Just beyond those double doors thereâs a chute to the water below.â Oliver staggered closer to the doorway to peer out into the chaos. Johnâs metaphor sunk in but didnât hold permanence in his decision to do what was right. Even if it were hard to do. âBelieve me, I know I am dead weight but Iâve been in worse shape and have held my own. I had you by my side and I am asking you to trust me. You were always better than me, John. You know leaving them without a chance to get out is wrong. I canât have any more lives on my shoulders.â
âDiaz wants me and thatâs what heâll get.â Â
It was a fight theyâd been having for years, though with the two of them on varying sides depending on the day. The one thing they could never seem to do? Agree on who needed to be saved at any given moment. John sighed, all tired and righteous frustration. Neither side would win if they didnât find a way out of this soon.
âIt could be who we are,â He tried weakly, but in his heart he knew the decision was already made. They were saving as many men as they could, damn the consequences. âRight.â He agreed, fists closing over the weapon heâd been given as part of his disguise. He hadnât wanted to use it, but this was the path heâd chosen, and he was comfortable with where it had led him.
âI can do that. You donât even need to be involved.â John suggested, but as surely as heâd known that Oliver would push the rescue mission, he knew Oliver wouldnât give in and turn away, even if he was leaving things in Johnâs more than capable hands. âDamnit, you self sacrificing fool. Youâre gonna get yourself killed doing this.â john griped, but he didnât put up a front of resistance anymore. âWhere exactly do I factor in to this plan of yours? If youâre giving yourself up to Diaz to create a distraction?â
âNow Iâve done you three a serve by letting you in on Slabesideâs little secret. I could have easily allowed for Diaz to do what he would to you but he no longer served my interests,â she hissed. âAll I ask for in return is to call the dogs off and get your little canary back on her leash before she get hurt.â
âA simple payment for my furthered silence. No one will question my testimony in favor of Oliverâs innocence in his retrial if you carter to my one whimâoh and want 80,000 dollars in cash.âÂ
John felt his jaw tighten, the muscle there straining from the tension. His rescue mission had been underplanned, yes, and he hadnât had the time to calculate out all the details carefully enough, but heâd thought heâd been careful enough to avoid this. âSo what, youâre going to hold this over our heads for the rest of our lives? Youâre better than this, Laurel.â Dinah, he corrected himself, but it was too late to rectify the verbal error. Backtracking would be seen as a sign of weakness. âYou know as well as we do that Diaz is a danger to everyone in this city, even you. Youâre better off letting this go and helping us out here.â
There was a catch, because there was always a catch, and he would have been stupidly naive to believe otherwise. âThatâs hardly one favor. Or a simple one. Where are we supposed to get 80,000 dollars from?â
Oliverâs doubts encircled the logical recognition of the pure sultry tone that seeped between them. John Diggle wasnât the kind of man who broke protocol unless it were blood. Sure, thereâs may not have genetically matched but John was the closest thing Oliver ever had to a brother. Blinking away the insidious ringing that rattled the base of his skull with thundering confusion. If this were some emotional breakdown, the real guard would have gladly bashed his jaw with the blunt edge of their nightstick. Instead, the voice begged for him to follow with urgency.Â
Get it together, Queen.Â
His shuffling feet dared to dance in the crimson colored light that tainted the pallid tint of yellow from the high hats. Fatigue laden lids took in the solid figure. A man he had only drunk in from behind the glare of the glass wall that separated them. For a spilt second, he had forgotten about the ache that seeped into his sense. His mind foggy but sharpening with the wailing sirens. âJohn,â Oliver mumbled. He didnât have the energy to scold him for endangering himself by coming here to break him out. Oliver never want to be a lawless fugitive for freedom; it wasnât freedom for his familyâbut his desperate want to taste the salt from whipping wind off the ocean first hand pushed him forward. âI can safely assume this isnât some grand coincidence now.âÂ
Screams permeated through the walls and stilled his selfishness. âWe canât leave them here,â he gestured to the manâs choice of disguise. âEvery guard in this building will die if we donât do anything about it.â
âI canât leave you here.â John told him fiercely, words kept low to avoid alerting anyone who might happen to pass by. He wasnât someone who typically gave into selfish urges, but the life of someone he cared about was enough to make him act out of character. Oliver had risked to much putting himself here for John to let him get within fifty feet of another guard. It was too dangerous.
âOliver, Iâm serious. You will die if I donât get you out of here now.â For once, he wished he were speaking to the old Ollie, the one with a selfish streak a mile wide and a desperation to save his own ass. But he wasnât, and he couldnât, and Oliver wouldnât. âIâm not risking your life for some men we donât even know, not when they could have pledged their allegiance to Diaz. You are the priority here, got it? Youâre in no state to fight.â
it was true, the gaunt too that haunted Oliverâs face was almost too much to look at, haggard as it was and purple from bruising and swelling. John wanted to look away, but he couldnât bring himself to. âDo you really think you can help anybody right now, or can you understand the importance of helping yourself first? The airplaneâs going down, Oliver, you have to put your oxygen mask on first.â
Oliverâs fingers ghosted over the jagged stitch that warped across his side from his latest incident with Brickâs cohorts. The rule of law inside came down to one simple instruction: deal or be dealt with. Diazâs irrevocable effect on his life left him here at a moral crossroad dealing with the constant balance between evils. Kill or be killed. Dying inside of here was no longer an option but Oliver refused to turn into the hideous creature that everyone made him out to be. Brickâs hefty demand for Peter Yorkeâs removal toed the moral lines he had etched into the sand. Instead of ending his life, he ended his career. One shiv to the ribs was enough to seal the manâs fate at Slabeside. To top off Oliverâs suffering, one of the heavy handed guards rammed their knee into his ribs, filleting the first set of medical grade stitches. Hence his immediate transfer to the quasi-sterile infirmary.Â
The only good that came out of being sent here was the insulated silence of stainless steel doors and grated windows. Peace.
With shallow breaths, he focused on the constant burn between each contraction of his diaphragm. Oliver survived worse pain but there was something so overwhelming tiring about such a trivial injury. Maybe he was just tired of fighting against the the tides that torn at his figure. Penance came in all forms. All ranging with some tamable side effect to maintain its victim in suspension. His pain was something he could physically live through; it didnât matter if he could emotionally survive it. At least for tonight, he could fall out of consciousness without the bothersome burden of his dreams.Â
He laid back into the cot, sinking deeper into his fatigue. Oliverâs laden lids overpowering his thoughts in releasing his haggard body from its rigid defiance. The shrill of distant screams and the thrashing sounds of scraping metal against concrete rippled through the corridor leading back to level two; the farthest wing in Slabeside for the reprehensible savages. Oliver shot up at the darkness that settled into the spaces where the pallid fluorescent once tainted in its ghoulish glow. Â
Not again.
The scrape of the door slipped open probably left ajar by the hoards of inmates that would soon flood the landing of his cell block. A frenzy of bodies clamored for a moment before fleeing into the rushing walls of guard with fury. Oliver popped up onto his feet to assess the situation, his knuckles battered from the last outbreak that only lasted twenty minutes. Twenty minutes that cost me three weeks in solitary confinement. His mind played tricks on him. A shadowed silhouette called to him with the familiar sound of his brother. John was probably laying up somewhere with his wife, as he should. Oliver eyes roughly adjusted to the stocky man dressed in the same fatigues that landed him in the infirmary.Â
âI donât want to fight you but whatever is happening out there is more important than me.â Oliverâs voice gruff with the lingering desperation.Â
John, misunderstanding Oliver completely, took a step forward and squinted at him in confusion. The harsh lighting (if it could even be called lighting, with how dim it was) of the room throwing Oliverâs injuries into stark contrast with his pale skin. âFight me? What, you think youâre gonna run out there and try to save everybody from whateverâs happening? I donât think so. I worked too hard to get you here to let you just walk back out into their clutches.â
This was all going so poorly, so rushed, clearly a hack-job of a rescue attempt that Oliver himself would have been able to execute flawlessly, but Johnâs had neither the experience nor the patience with rescue missions that Oliver does. He sighs, trying to turn a deaf ear on the screams floating in through the door. âOliver, come on. We need to go. Weâve only got a small window to escape, and I know your ribs have got to be hurting right now if my guy hit you as hard as I asked him too.â John gave a sort of apologetic shrug. âSorry about that, by the way. I knew that nobody would believe you were actually injured if he pulled his attack, so he had to go all in.â
The call comes at three in the morning, inconvenient at best, devastating at worst when Johnâs woken from a very pleasant dream about a vacation in the Caribbean. Heâd told his sources (Lylaâs sources, but he likes to think he still has connections despite his years away from the armed forces) to contact him with any suspicious information about Slabeside, and he doesnât begrudge the call--but he does answer it with slightly less tact than he normally would have.
âThis is Diggle.â He barks into the receiver, careful to keep his volume low so as not to wake Lyla. The voice croaking back at him is that of an old squad commander Lyla had known before they got back stateside. Daniels had saved both their lives more than a few times, and the favors between them were starting to rack up.
âJohn, weâve got a problem. Thereâs--â Itâs subtle, but the hesitation is easy enough to track when you know the person youâre talking to. â--The prisonâs going on lockdown. Nothing in or out. I donât know for certain, but Iâve got a hunch your guyâs to blame. I donât know what heâs planning, but I donât think itâll be good for Oliver.â
John sighs, shifting slightly so heâs further away from Lyla. âWhen is the lockdown happening?â
Silence fills the receiver for a moment--a terrible sign. âWe got the order an hour ago. I...Iâm not sure if weâre going to be enough to stop whateverâs coming.â Daniels says, referring to the small number of guards John can be sure are actually on the side of good.
âYou found out about this an hour ago and youâre just calling me now? Damnit, weâre losing time.â Heâs being unfair to Daniels, and to the situation, but heâs tired, and the tiniest bit cranky, and very worried about Oliver. He sighs again. âI need you to get me in there. A visitor pass. A guards uniform. Whatever you have to do--I need to be on the inside of those walls by tomorrow.â
âIâll see what I can do.â The call ends with a click, leaving John with only the ever-growing weigh of his concerns. If Diaz is really messing with Slabeside, itâs for one reason only: The Emerald Archer himself. And while John had meant it when heâd promised to be the last thing standing between Oliver Queen and death, he hadnât expected that moment to come quite so soon.
Their bond, their brotherhood, was strong enough to weather any storm, but death would be a brink they hadnât crossed, a channel they hadnât navigated. John, for one thing, didnât really want to live in a world where Oliver didnât exist anymore. He knew the rest of Oliverâs family felt the same way.
He turns to lay back down in bed and finds Lyla on her side, eyes wide and staring at him. He appreciates her quite presence, calming in a way heâd never found anything else. She waits for him to speak, to explain the situation, and although it takes him far too long to find the words, sheâs there when he does.
âI have to do something dangerous tomorrow,â He starts, and she laughs.
âWhat, instead of the perfectly safe and normal nocturnal activities you usually get up to?â Her pretty mouth is quirked up into a grin, but he can still read the worry in her eyes.
âLyla please.â John asks, practically begs, because if heâs going to have to say goodbye he wants to do it right. âI have to go help Oliver tomorrow, and I donât know how itâs gonna go. But heâs in a real bad way, and I canât leave him there. Diaz has locked down the prison.â
Lyla pulls him closer and wraps her arms around as much of him as she can. âWe donât say goodbye, John. Thatâs not who we are. So you go rescue your brother tomorrow, and then you come home for dinner, understand?â
Itâs the only moment of softness sheâll allow him before sheâs rolling away and pulling out her laptop, fingers clacking furiously over the keys before he can register that sheâs moved.
âIâll make a few calls and see if I canât get Richard Smith transferred in a new night watchman.â She promised him, mouth stressing the syllables to the fake name heâd once used on a covert mission to break up a smuggling ring. Itâs not his favorite alias, but itâs got the papers he needs to get him where he wants to go as fast as possible, and he needs the element of surprise on this one.
âLyla if I wasnât already married to you, Iâd propose right now.â He promises her, and she gives him a wicked grin.
âThird timeâs the charm.â
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He enters Slabeside with relative ease for a building thatâs supposedly on lockdown, and itâs suspicious. Heâs on edge, waiting for someone to pop out of the shadows and rip off his helmet, but no such attacks come.
He begins to wonder if Diaz has sent the majority of the guards home, citing the lack of prisoner movement as a reason for sending them all away. John believes his reasoning lies closer to a desire to brutalize those in cells with as few bleeding hearts around as possible, but heâs biased.
The guard uniform Lyla and Daniels had procured is itchy, and far too tight around his shoulders, but he likes to think it adds to the intimidation factor of his silhouette. Heâd told no one but his wife about this visit to the prison--a fear of who might have access to their phone lines keeping from informing anyone else who might be in danger from the information--but their combined skillset was more than enough to bypass a few security cameras and avoid some guards.
Oliver was being kept on the other side of the prison, the wing for serious offenders, and the thought hurt John to the core. Oliver, as a person, wasnât violent. He wasnât inherently build or bred for destruction, and John knew that he lost a piece of himself in every punch he threw. Oliver didnât belong trapped in a wing with some of the most violent criminals Star City had to offer.
Heâd asked Daniels to have Oliver taken to the med bay around nine PM, a luxury he was certain Diaz would attempt to deny, but there was no way around it. They needed him out of the cell for this plan to work.
The blow to the ribs was necessary, a cover so they could give him the signs and symptoms of internal bleeding. Diaz was petty, but he was also proud, and John was counting on him wanting to take his prize himself. Daniels had given the all clear over fifteen minutes ago, and it was down to John to locate, extract, and get Oliver to safety.
He counts the door numbers down, lower and lower and lower until.....finally. Footsteps as quiet as he can make them, but still too loud for the empty hallway heâs in, he steps up to the tiny window and whispers: âOllie? Come on man, please be in there. I didnât come all this way just to get the wrong room.â
Last night must have been really bad or⊠really good, depending on prospective. He groaned and leaned his head against the wall where he must have fallen asleep out. He normally knew when to stop drinking, but he was feeling particularly shitty. He blinked trying adjust to the light and called out groggily. âHey-uh.â He grumbled. âWhere am I?â Still trying to assess his situation.
âYouâre passed out in an alley in Star City. Iâm trying to figure out how badly you need medical attention.â John told him, looking up from his phone where heâd been texting Lyla his whereabouts. An unfortunate side-effect of the hero life was the frequent comings and goings from the lives of loved ones. âNo obvious injuries, and, no offense man, but you smell like the floor of a seedy bar, so Iâm inclined to believe you might be fine, other than what Iâm assuming is a terrible hangover.â
Star City transformed from the once starry eyed cityscape to the bloodthirsty basin for power. Every inch of the city canvased with a new threat; splintering off into factions within the concrete confinements of the Glades. Cleaning up the mess Diaz made wouldnât be easy but it was what she needed to do to help protect her family. Her chest tightened at the sorrow that littered Johnâs usually smoky tone. She never thought sheâd hear such desperation in his voice. Breathing in the static filled message, she scaled down the drafty heights of her clocktower.Â
If I were John Diggle, where would I be?Â
Sara canvased outside of good ole Big Belly Burger. The bunker had gone silent since the jarring sirens of the Anti-Vigilante ban. JJ and Lyla were secure in an A.R.G.U.S safe house. John wasnât going to leave Felicity unguarded but a man needed to ear.Â
âYouâre an easy man to track down,â Sara called from the shadowy perch beneath the canopy of leaves, her hands slipped into the silky pockets of her jacket. âYou called and I came. I call that pretty damn good service, donât you think?â Â
Heâd have jumped if he wasntâ expecting her to show up right then, but it was Sara nd when hadnât she come when he called. Family was still family after all, even when one of the had returned from the dead only to be whisked away to a space ship. âOnly when iâm not hiding.â He gave her an apriaising look. âOr when iâm being tracked down by one of the worlds greatest assassins. Are you the greatest now? I donât really keep up on Assassin Weekly.â He hoked. âYou want a burger? I ordered extra.â Usually because Oliver underestimated how hungry he was, but Oliver wasnât here and he was stll doing it. Habit, he supposed.
âItâs only goods erivce if you plan on sticking around to hear me out. And maybe lend a hand. I take it youâve heard about Ollie?â He asked, stepping worfard and giiving her a hug to welcome her home.
He wasnât one to call Sara out of the blue. She had her own life and her own problems. But she was a part of their family whether she was in the city or off on a space-ship, and she deserved to know what was going on. He pulled out his phone and hit four on his speed-dial, trying not be amused at his own nostalgia for keeping her in there only below Lyla, Oliver, and Felicity. When the ringing finally stopped, he kept his message short. âHey Sara. I know youâre off doing your own thing, and you know we support that choice. But things are really bad around here. Oliverâs locked up, Diaz is only getting more powerful, and the cityâs falling apart. Your dad, he--heâs fine now, but he was involved in a dust-up with some mercs a few days ago. We could use your eyes on some of this stuff, if you have a minute. Call me.â He hung up the phone, hoping to hear back from her, but knowing it could be hours or even days before she landed in a time period with cell service.
âYou should reconsider your tone, Spartan.â Dinah words slipped through her teeth with an eerie sense of ease. âWe wouldnât want to alienate our relationships in such a public place.â Her hands gestured to the open concept of her office. She was still getting the hang of prosecuting law; she used to run from it. âWhat would they say? We used to be so tight. I get it, youâre in mourning, over Oliver. What a shame, right?â
She had the look down--the blonde hair, the pressed suits. Everything about the way she moved s c r e a m e d Laurel, so much so that he could sometimes forget who he was looking at. But the voice was all wrong. Even when she was playing the part, pretending to be the real Laurel on TV or in front of a jury, she could never make herself sound quite right. âThereâs no tone, Siren, this is just how I talk to villains who work with our enemy and conspire to take down my city.â No matter what she was saying, acid hung in her words, living threads weaving their way around every syllable. He couldnât forget what she could do with that voice if he tried. âI guess theyâd just have to accept that everyone comes back changed from their crucible.â he said, but he kept his vacantly pleasant smile fixed on his face until they were securely in her office. âI know you think this is amusing, but itâs not. Oliverâs not dead, and he wonât be dying in prison any time soon. Not while Iâm around.â